I repeat the monotonous and unwavering life every day, and the most I do is to sleep.

But in that year, the emperor came here more often.

Ye Luo's face became even more trance-like.

At that time, didn't he deliberately reluctantly accept her for Zixi's sake, so why bother?

Mo Xian let out a long sigh.

"Miss Ye, my subordinates just want you to know that the emperor is not pretending to be affectionate for the sake of atonement, but maybe even he doesn't know what feelings he has for you. In that year, if you hadn't left, maybe the emperor wouldn't have done it. ”

"Really?"

"Maybe you think that the emperor was using you at the beginning, but in addition to the fact that your appearance was unexpected by the emperor, in the process of getting along later, he sincerely accepted you."

"Mo Xian, what does it mean to accept sincerely?"

Ye Luo hooked his lips, "At that time, he already had Zixi, even if he was sincere, it was only a heart divided into two halves." ”

But any relationship that can be divided into two halves, she is not rare.

"Miss Ye misunderstood, for your sake, the emperor even did not hesitate to break the promise he once made to Miss Zixi - more than twenty years ago, the emperor was just a prince, and Miss Zixi was his biological mother's maid. At that time, the emperor was not favored by the emperor, and there were few people in the palace who were not snobbish, only Miss Zixi was really by the emperor's side, so the emperor was special to her, and even promised her the position of concubine. But when you appeared, for the first time, he broke his promise and unilaterally canceled the agreement. ”

It's just that few people know about this matter, including Miss Ye.

But even after Miss Ye "died", the emperor never let anyone into this harem again.

Ye Luo's expression changed.

Mo Xi said again: "Miss Zixi was poisoned by the ice spirit when she was young, and the emperor promised to find a cure for her. But at first, the emperor didn't know that person was you, and when the national teacher calculated the hexagram, the emperor ...... It's also painful. ”

She chuckled, but her eyes were cold, "But as a result of the pain, you still choose to sacrifice me." ”

"That's why my subordinates will say that if you hadn't left that year, maybe the emperor wouldn't have made this decision."

"What, do you blame me?" Ye Luo turned around suddenly, "Because I've been away for a year, he can take my life?" ”

"That's not what the subordinates meant. It's just that...... This at least shows that the emperor is not so important in your heart. When you left for a year, you didn't hear from you for a year, you didn't bring back a letter, it was like you disappeared from this world. Did Miss Ye ever think that if at that time, the emperor suddenly disappeared for a year without even saying hello, what would happen to you? ”

Ye Luo closed his eyes, "I told you that I would come back." ”

What happened afterwards, even she couldn't control it.

She thought that it would be a month, two months, half a year, or a year, but Huan'er's body was never good.

With a letter - she didn't think about it, but what to say, what can she say?

Maybe she didn't handle it well enough at the time, she just hoped that everything would be over and she could return to him quickly, and a letter could not express her feelings at all.

Mo sighed, "But you have come and gone without a trace, and no one knows who you really are, and no one knows when you will return." ”

A person who appeared in the Rui Wang's Mansion out of thin air, and suddenly one day, disappeared out of thin air.

That feeling of emptiness and abruptness, unless you experience it yourself, you won't know how cold and lonely it is.

"So because of this, he can take my heart and take my life?"