In her memory, she hated Pei Munian, hated him for being so ruthless, hated him for trampling on her feelings like that, and hated him for beating her child so mercilessly.

But when this memory came back to her mind, she couldn't empathize with it, because more of her feelings still existed in the present.

After she woke up from the operation, Pei Munian's companionship, care, and spoiling made her once such a deep hatred gradually fade and disappear.

"I don't hate him."

She still remembers that at the time of her operation, she closed her eyes, and at the last moment when she lost consciousness, the person she was thinking about was still Pei Munian, that is, she couldn't deceive herself, from beginning to end, she hated him and loved him even more.

Yu Jia couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, "It's good not to hate, how hard it is to hate someone, not to mention that you have to hate someone you love deeply, sooner or later, you can let go of the previous things, that's the best." ”

Su Wanwan smiled, but the smile couldn't reach the bottom of her eyes, she was silent for a while, raised her eyes to look at Yu Jia, and said, "Yu Jia, I, I have to ask you to do me another favor." ”

Yu Jia patted his chest and said without hesitation, "Wanwan, just our friendship, don't say one, a hundred are fine, say it, what do you want me to help with?" ”

Su Wanwan bit her lower lip lightly, her hand clenched unconsciously, took a light breath, and spoke, "Help me open a beat-to-tire sheet." ”

“……。”

Yu Jia stumbled under his feet and almost fell, "What, what?" ”

After Yu Jia stood firm on the edge of the bed, he couldn't help but say: "It's not late, didn't you say that you don't hate Pei Munian?" You, what are you going to do with the fetal sheet? You, you don't have a child...... ”

"Yu Jia, don't ask the reason, help me with this, please."

"Late ......."

Even if Yu Jia didn't know her intentions, but she wanted to play the fetal order, how could she know that it was definitely not a good thing, she persuaded, "Wanwan, if you don't have a child, just tell Pei Munian directly, why do you want to start a fetal order, you don't want to deceive Pei Munian and take revenge on him for beating your child before." You don't...... When is the time for retribution? ”

"It's not like that......."

Su Wanwan lowered her eyes, and the light in her eyes became more and more obscure.

During this time, Pei Munian was happy with her, and the joy was enough to dilute the previous hatred, if she hadn't thought of the previous things, she could have been by his side so ignorantly, not caring about love, not caring about hate, but ...... She remembered everything, remembered that he had never loved her, and remembered the relationship between him and Xi Zhiwei...... I remembered the child he had taken away with his own hands.

Maybe she can't hate, but there's no way to love anymore.

Pei Munian didn't love her, but because of guilt, he stayed by her side, and would rather wronged the person he really loved, and wronged him and Xi Zhiwei's children...... It wasn't what she wanted.

No matter how humble she is, she doesn't want to be a third party in other people's love.

She didn't need Pei Munian's guilt, it would seem too ridiculous for her.

This oolong-like child is equivalent to giving her the best warning, what she shouldn't have, going around in circles, it still won't really belong to herself, she once wanted to hold on to what doesn't belong to her, and the ending is ...... Isn't it just a tragic end?

Su Wanwan sniffed, suppressed the thick sourness, and tried to bend the corners of her lips and smiled, "Yu Jia, I didn't want to take revenge on Pei Munian, I just ...... Give him a reason to let go. ”