Chapter Eighty-Three: The First Earl, the Beginning of It All

Two huge horns were swinging meaninglessly.

I don't know what the point of that is...... All I knew was that the last thing I could do besides talking was turn my head.

Although in addition to this has been useless howling...... I can't do anything, but no matter what, it only makes me hate my own existence even more.

When I was a human being, believing in my gods, and looking down on the untouchables prostrate at my feet, I would never have imagined that one day I would become this ugly picture of no one and no ghost, and I would have a crazy desire for death.

"Click-"

It was the sound of the door opening, and I knew it in the dark...... I was finally able to be liberated.

The girl with the emerald green eyes plunged the sharp dagger into my body, and I laughed maniacally, laughing as the woman turned into me.

Before the end of my life, I thought back to my past.

I was born into a very wealthy family, and power and wealth were only within my fingertips, and I understood at a very young age that I did not have to give, but only demanded, and all my reasonable and unreasonable demands could be satisfied.

Everything in reality doesn't appeal to me anymore, because I know that if I want it, I can get it.

This manor is one of the insignificant items I have acquired casually.

That's why ...... I began to pursue something ethereal.

Faith.

But what I believe in, how can other ordinary people and laymen look up with me?! I am deeply humiliated to breathe the same air with those untouchables, how can they defile my noblest and holiest faith!!

I want to believe in a god that only I can see!

God who exists only for me! I am His one! He is my everything!

That's when ...... I met that person.

He was as noble as I was, and I was married to him, but it was not him who began to change me, but one of his valets......

That man introduced me to a world of boundless, shadowy things that I had never been exposed to, a world of creatures that we couldn't fathom but that actually existed.

According to the guidance of the underworld, I call those creatures anomalies.

My gods—I've been an anomaly ever since.

After the man showed me all sorts of incredible phenomena, I became obsessed with them.

I want to monopolize my gods.

I killed that person, everyone who knew all this.

It turns out that killing someone is no different from killing a chicken...... After the birth of my child, I killed my husband as well.

At that moment, I felt the sublimation of my soul, and in the same way, I felt the joy of my gods.

In order to please my God, I killed all my servants, the peasants and my subordinates, with my own hands, and at that moment I saw the last living creature in front of me, my daughter.

Originally, I wanted to kill her together...... But when I saw the beautiful amber eyes, I couldn't bear them at all, and I threw her into the dry forest.

Because I have slain all my subjects...... No one came to serve me anymore, and my realm was scorched.

That's when I thought about this manor.

So I came here.

Simple killing alone doesn't satisfy me, no, I mean, it doesn't satisfy my gods.

I need a little new fun, and so do my gods......

As if moved by my sincerity, my god appeared once more—

Early one morning, I got a book with a black cover.

But when I looked at it, I felt so much awe that I didn't dare to look at it more, let alone open it.

But I'm not reconciled!

I am not willing to have a miracle in front of me, and I can't see it to my heart's content!

My God! It must be like that!

In order to be able to see the miracles that belong to me, I have come up with a new way.

Use skin, flesh, and bones to make a new book in the same way as that book!

And the untouchables who provide flesh and blood can do something for my gods like I do, and this is the greatest honor of their lives!

I heard God's will.

God said that God wanted to come into the world.

Let their bodies be the shells of God's birth!

"Please be my eternal Savior! Let the truth liberate everyone! ”

I booby-trapped a lot of people, and even rumors began to spread that "the Count has a terrible appearance, and anyone who dares to enter the Count's manor will disappear into thin air." ”

It's ridiculous.

I transformed the manor with my own hands, turning it into a castle, a dungeon, and a house, and at the same time kept all my secrets in my cellar.

I've made many imitations out of human flesh and bones, but none of them have satisfied me.

Finally, after sacrificing to my god with the heads of six children, I made the most perfect replica of my miracle out of their bodies!

I did it! My god was born in my hand! I am God's chosen people!

I named it "Apocalypse in human skin" to announce God's imminent will to come to the world.

When I finished this beautiful work of art with my own hands, I couldn't control myself anymore with such joy that I opened a page of miracles......

I was supposed to be a vessel for God, but I seem to have seen the people I had killed in the past, and heard their most vicious curses.

"You pariahs—how dare you—"

Then a myriad of formed resentments entangled my body and turned me into what I am now.

……

I don't regret what I've done, I just regret that I shouldn't have crossed the line and looked at the miracles in advance......

After becoming like this, I began to hate my existence......

Until, I met that beautiful woman with green eyes.

——

Jiang Hai exhaled, he never expected this wicked earl to be so self-inflicted......

It was a complete rehash of the story of the cultist's self-destruction, and he could not sympathize with it, on the contrary, he sympathized with those who died at the hands of the Count.

"Honestly, the things she did based on the count's own account alone are enough to be called a fantasy..."

One person Kai Wushuang killed so many people and didn't die, and he created a fantasy with his own hands, living alone in such a manor...... This is no longer in the ranks of human beings, enough to be expelled.

“…… Think of the Visionary as a god, then your god is cheap enough. ”

It seems that the illusions in the spiritual world are not original, some of them are also acquired, and a small part of them went to the present world through the gap in the Black Forest and were discovered by urban people.

Jiang Hai doesn't feel that he is a god, he only feels that he is an embarrassed survivor.

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