Chapter 134: Memories
“··· What do you mean? Jiang Hai's eyebrows raised, how did he feel that this urbanite was playing dumb riddles with him again.
"You're special."
"Particularly unhuman?"
“···” X was caught off guard by Jiang Hai's words, and almost coughed up.
He was dumbfounded for a moment, then explained, "No, on the contrary, you are so close to a human that there is almost no difference. ”
"But... Just one of these subtle differences can make people tell that you are different beings from humans. ”
Jiang Hai raised his eyebrows, what is this? (By analogy, almost any guest who comes to the library can recognize Angela as not a human at a glance, and not only that, but later he can directly point out that Angela is a half-human, half-mechanical life form-)
"And... You give people the impression that you are very kind, and you will subconsciously make people let down their guard and feel good. ”
"Don't get me wrong, let me state first, I'm a man."
“···” X was dumbfounded again, he really couldn't keep up with Jiang Hai's brain circuit, I saw him turn around and look at Jiang Hai with a complicated expression, but he couldn't say a word.
Jiang Hai found that teasing X seemed to be quite fun.
According to X, there is no theoretical basis at all... The conclusion was completely based on a momentary feeling, which made Jiang Hai unable to figure it out.
But now is not the time to think about why X can tell that he is not a person, Jiang Hai began to organize the language to prepare to talk more with X during this time, and then lead to the topic of Angela, take a look at X's attitude towards An, or take advantage of the time to channel X and let the other party pay more attention to An.
If the communication goes well, Jiang Hai will use the core fragment of the fantasy body to pinch an ornament and give it to the supervisor to help him slowly recall.
If the communication fails, then it's easier, and X can't keep the memories here when he returns to the present world anyway - then let him go.
But what puzzles Jiang Hai now is what Carmen is doing this for.
"The face is good..."
X thought of the face with a cheerful smile, and thought of the calm and warm daily life in the past, but unfortunately everything was broken now.
The face that had been sleeping in his memory became clearer and clearer, and at this moment, X's heart suddenly trembled, his pupils trembled violently, and he remembered some things from the past.
The same on the lawn, the same two people... It's a pity he's not her.
X suddenly recalls the scene.
He was standing with her on the lawn, enjoying the warm sun, when she suddenly said to him:
"Are you listening to me?"
"I want to help people, those who have fun in the nest, those who moan in the back alleys..."
aSilence to the right.
"No, being 'Tsubasa' wasn't my goal."
aSilence again.
"Well, although everyone says so. But how about a different direction? What exactly is the use of wings for those who can't fly? ”
"Or what if we didn't need wings to fly into the sky?"
"I mean, if we can stand as proudly as a tree, we will be able to reach that clear sky one day, even if it will be slow and long..."
"You see, the sun is warm here. I used to fantasize about being a photosynthetic plant, lying down comfortably with my eyes closed, and simply enjoying the warm sun..."
A closed his eyes and enjoyed the warm sun.
The other party's words are simply incomprehensible, but there is an indescribable persuasiveness when she says them.
Everyone fantasizes about joining the wings of the world and living a good life... But she is different, she wants to liberate everyone.
Before meeting her, if someone persuaded A to become a winged world in order to achieve the goal of helping others, A would only comment on the other person's naivety and ridiculousness, and treat what the other person said as nonsense.
But it was so natural to say it from her mouth...
A was persuaded by her, which was inevitably mixed with his personal feelings.
He was not attracted by the grand plan described by the other party, but by the charm that emanated from her.
For the first time, I felt that this is what human beings should be like, so passionate, romantic, and even innocent, this is what it is like to be truly alive.
That's where the dream begins, and where the tragedy begins, and if she hadn't met her on that lawn, maybe A's life trajectory would have been completely different.
He may join Company A or Company B and become a member of the leadership, and from then on he will have nothing to do with the vague words "save humanity".
But eventually A joined her, and after that, more and more people joined them - just as A was attracted to her at the beginning, and people were attracted to her.
It was too smooth at first, and they got used to success.
But... Good fortune doesn't last forever, they have chosen the hardest path, the road is full of thorns, and she is clearly not prepared, and she is far from being as strong as she seems.
They haven't always had a smooth ride, and they've had setbacks.
Pain, guilt, and despair have always been buried in her heart, and only the joy of success can dilute them, but even with the help of A and others, exploring the unknown territory, they will eventually fall into a bottleneck.
At that time, after a failed attempt, they lost a partner, a child they had adopted from the suburbs, Enoch (later TB).
And this became the last straw that crushed the camel.
Later, when A saw the countless scars on her wrists that had lost her life, and the deadliest of them all, the shocking wound that was still bleeding, he realized that the other party was gone forever.
This ordinary lawn... has become the key to open x memories, and those dusty pasts are recalled by him little by little.
Thinking of this, X suddenly stood up, and the scene in front of him was exactly the same as the original, and it was absolutely impossible to be a coincidence.
He suddenly had such an idea.
She's always been here. ’
She was right here looking at me. ’
Thinking of this, X clutched his wrist in pain, and he thought of the shocking scar on her body.
I remembered those closed doors... Just by little, he could recall everything.
And the keys to open a few doors are in his hands.
"Hey, you say, this is the spiritual world, right? What is the composition of this world, and is everything in front of us real? How did it come to be? ”
X suddenly seemed to be a different person, and asked multiple questions in a row, and then Jiang Hai looked at X in surprise.
"What's wrong with you all of a sudden?"
Wasn't it just a moment of happily fishing? Why did you get hysterical all of a sudden?
X recalls several clips in his head, which are the picture of a loved one silently slumped in the bathtub with a hole in his wrist, and the picture of a file scattered all over the place.
He didn't hear Jiang Hai's words, all his thoughts were in that scar.
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