Chapter 140: He pointed to the scar and talked about the past
The door that had been integrated with the wall resurfaced from the wall, and X's own memories revived little by little.
"You realized." Carmen smiled too.
But what does it matter? We can feel each other's presence, we can see what we want to see, hear what we want to hear, say what we want to say, everything can develop according to your heart here, what are you not satisfied with? ”
"I'm here, everyone is here, the city will change because of our efforts, and everyone will be redeemed!"
"We can even overthrow the head! Give you a whole new world! ”
Carmen's voice suddenly became excited, and the words she uttered were as unrealistic as ever...
She was about to say something, but X interrupted her at this point.
"But people can't just believe what they see."
"Teacher, you once told me that if you only believe what you see, humanity will perish sooner or later, have you forgotten?"
"What you're talking about is exactly what we want to see."
"But... Before that, everything had already happened. ”
Hearing this, Carmen's body trembled.
"You even gave your life for your ideals, I can't stay here for my own selfishness, she still needs me, you understand?"
X looked at Carmen tenderly.
Looking at X's heart-warming smile, it's hard to imagine that this is a demon who uses human life to produce energy.
Perhaps it was because he saved the best for Carmen that he was able to bear that guilt without being crushed by it, and to go on with determination after losing everything and having no one around him.
A and X memories are in tune little by little, and X recalls what happened after that.
"I thought I could keep you, I was obviously her." Carmen was still a little unwilling.
"Yes, your voice, your look, the tone and manner of your speech, your every move is no different from her, you are Carmen. But you're not the real her. ”
"She stuck to that path. Because of this, her left arm was covered with scars, and she even had to use her watch to hide her scars—"
"I often dream of that shocking scar, but I don't have the slightest memory of it... It wasn't until recently that I finally realized what that really was. ”
"That's the wound that made us lose her wound, the wound that robbed her of her temperature..."
"That's the real Carmen, the stubborn guy who always takes good care of others, but neglects the most important thing about himself..."
"And the real her is the meaning of my life." X's tone grew firmer.
Carmen was silent.
After a long time, she finally spoke.
"It's worthy of being my best and most valued junior." Carmen then sighed, but then smiled with relief.
"If it's you, you can."
"I don't have much more to teach you now, but at the end..."
With that, Carmen approached X and touched his head like a child.
"You have to think about yourself a little bit, too."
As he spoke, Carmen hooked X's nose, after which Carmen's body shattered and disappeared little by little, and X held his breath and quietly watched Carmen dissipate in front of him.
"If it's you, I trust you, but don't push yourself too hard."
This was the last word she left for X, and then Carmen smiled and disappeared.
"Even here, you're still thinking about others like this..."
"Thank you... Teacher, let me see you again..."
Then, X stepped forward and opened the dusty door, and when he opened it, everything behind him collapsed.
The illusion that held the fond memories of his past was shattered, and it was almost in ruins.
Crumbling portraits, broken ceilings, rotten tables and chairs, crumbling couches.
X didn't sigh when he saw this, after all, everything in the past has long been shattered, maybe this is a reflection of reality.
He didn't set foot through the door.
Because Jiang Hai appeared from one side, and the other party glanced at X with a complicated expression.
Jiang Hai asked, "Your memory should be manipulated, right?" How do you perceive all this? ”
"It's still the same scar."
X moved his injured hand, "··· Actually, there was a moment when I was really caught in it, and everything in front of me was so realistic. ”
“··· However, that scar reminded me of everything. ”
Jiang Hai was a little afraid, if X had completely healed this hand, maybe X had been sniped by him at this moment, and he was about to face Aina Wen and Piercing Paradise...
After hearing the last sentence of X, "Thank you... Teacher, let me see you again...", Jiang Hai felt that he couldn't understand what Carmen was trying to do.
If she really wanted to meet X, then why did she go to such great lengths?
I don't understand.
He really wants to tell X that all this is arranged by the teacher you have in mind, and she is not what you think she is, just let you see her...
But Jiang Hai still couldn't say it, he sighed and asked again, "Then, why don't you stay a little longer?" Even if you stay here for a long time, the time outside will only pass a little, so you might as well take advantage of this moment to enjoy the eternity. ”
"Carmen has given everything for her ideals, how dare I neglect to indulge in hallucinations and let her ideals be dusted." X stuffed his hands into his pockets again, making the signature pose of X and A.
"It's really just three sentences that don't leave Carmen..."
Jiang Hai pursed his lips, but it seemed that X was open at the moment, otherwise he wouldn't have expressed his mind so bluntly...
I guess only after losing can I really perceive my thoughts and really understand myself, right? It's like when Jiang Hai found out that he had lost his memory.
Ain, too, discovered his attachment to Carmen after the loss.
Carmen, too, realized her true desire to live at the moment of her death—but no one knows this except Carmen herself.
"Let's go... Where did you tell me before? Tell me more. ”
"Speaking of the suburbs and the head."
X has now completely regarded Jiang Hai as a messenger to guide him, after what happened just now, he has established a preliminary trust in Jiang Hai, and now X's heart is just open, coupled with a long period of silence, so that he naturally knows everything about Jiang Hai, and he has no end to it.
X sorted out his thoughts.
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