801 Really Give Up? (5)
Pei Munian's mind immediately came to mind with the text message sent by Su Wanwan: [The answer I want, are you sure you can't give it to me? Before ten o'clock, if you don't reply to me, I'll take you by default. 】
So, is this text message her last striving?
She is always like this, after provoking the hopes of others, she gives up halfway, and keeps saying that she loves him, and her so-called love is nothing more than that.
It was because he knew that she was like this, so he didn't dare to let go.
What you can't get is always in turmoil, and what is favored is fearless. Everyone thinks he is favored, but in fact, he is the one who can't get it.
He struggled, stirred, resisted, willful, and pushed her away again and again, nothing more than to hide the timidity, cowardice, and humility in his heart.
She will never know how desperately he wants to grab her every time he sees her departing back, telling her that he loves her so much, loves her so much that he is afraid of losing it again, so he is angry and afraid to have it.
Having and losing, falling from heaven to hell, he didn't want to try it anymore.
"Pei Dashao? Pei Dashao, did you hear me? Feed? Feed! Lu Sheng's anxious voice came from there, which recalled Pei Munian's distraction.
"Well, listening." Pei Munian sat on the sofa, leaned back on the back of the sofa, and closed his eyes tiredly.
Pei Munian's indifferent and calm voice came from the phone, and Lu Sheng almost couldn't believe his ears, "Heard?" Do you still react like that? Right? Su Wanwan is going to get married with Shen Ziwei in Switzerland, why do you have to come to the airport to stop people immediately, right? ”
"You don't have to worry about not being able to catch up, I'm at the airport now, I can help you delay the time first, and I will definitely not let Su Wan fly at night."
"No need."
“…… What? ”
Lu Sheng was so surprised that he even raised his voice a little, "Pei Dashao, you shouldn't be stupid by stimulation, right?" Su Wanwan is going to marry another man, do you really just let her go? ”
Let her go? He didn't want her to go either? I want to keep her by my side all the time and let her revolve around him all the time, but ...... Su Wanwan said, if you don't love her, let her go, if you want to keep her, then really accept her, believe her, and love her.
She also said that she didn't want to spend her whole life on a man who didn't love her and didn't trust her.
These words lingered in his ears, and he could not move his steps, for he did not know if he could ...... really believes in her, not because she doesn't love, but because she loves her too much, so she suffers from gains and losses, so she habitually hides her feelings and is hot and cold to her.
Yesterday she jumped on his back and bit him the side of his neck, and now the tooth mark is still there, and it still hurts faintly, the severe pain he felt at that time is probably that Su Wanwan has been wronged by all the grievances in the past few months, right?
He didn't want to see her smile bitter in the future, just like she couldn't make a wish in front of a meteor in the sky.
It's not that he doesn't have a wish, but he next to him may not be able to fulfill her wish!
"What's going on...... Lu Sheng sighed angrily over there, "Pei Dashao, don't care now, let people go, no one knows what will happen when they get to Switzerland, don't regret it......." ”
Don't regret it.
Pei Munian's eyes lit up, and his hand unconsciously clenched his mobile phone.