Chapter 189: Heartbeat
At that moment, the day dawned—
It is not the sunlight that lights up the sky, but the wings of the last bird.
I saw that the sky was densely packed with golden eyes—those were the eyes of a big bird, and the golden light fell from the sky, illuminating almost the entire world.
But Jiang Hai immediately had an ominous premonition in his heart, and immediately activated the Crown of Thorns, turning all the next damage into soul damage, and then he found that he had lost his vision - just like when he was deprived of the eternal burning lamp of the big bird!
And this time, the characteristics of the killer didn't play a role, it seems that the power of the end bird rule is even stronger.
'Wait, there's something coming-'
Jiang Hai was shocked, and subconsciously raised his arm to protect his cheek, and then the overwhelming laser shot down from the sky, hitting Jiang Hai completely.
At that moment, he felt like the whole world was far away from him, his soul was devastated, and at the same time, his health was decreasing at a rate that was visible to the naked eye - even if he had a whopping 0.2 Blue Resistance, he couldn't afford this kind of damage...
His life passed inexorably, but he was completely unable to stop it, and could only bear it powerlessly.
Just like employees can't control their fate of being used, recycled, and recycled, Jiang Hai can't change his fate.
This time, Jiang Hai felt powerless like never before, and all the previous experiences and all the negative emotions that had accumulated in his heart exploded at this moment.
What exactly did he do wrong?
From the moment he arrived at the company, even as a strange fantasy in the eyes of people, he couldn't bear to kill strangers who were facing him with swords.
Even at the beginning, in order for everyone to get a proper home, he was even willing to endure the pain of the avatar being torn apart, and was willing to be wiped out by the employees.
If he wanted to, borrowing the incarnation of Little Red Riding Hood, he would have absolute confidence to turn the entire company into a sea of blood.
Although Jiang Hai knew that death had lost its due meaning in the Brain Lobe Company, if he gave up his principles because of the environment, he would give up everything he had sooner or later.
He has been as peaceful as possible with humanity.
Visionary... He had tried to understand the anomaly, tried to get along with them normally, and there were successful attempts and unsuccessful attempts.
For example, the current terminal bird is the evil result of failure. Galina is just a fuse, as long as the three birds keep their opinions, sooner or later they will become what they are now.
He has always wanted to find a way to live in harmony between everything, but...
First I was trapped by the unknown black book, then I was ambushed by Carmen, and now I have to face the ultimate fantasy of the almost complete body of the end bird...
What did he do wrong to be treated like this all the time?
Pain, resentment, hesitation, doubt, despair, helplessness... Absolute negativity gathered in his heart.
The intense pain stimulated Jiang Hai's perception and made him more sober than ever, and now he was like the original use of the singularity of Company T in the past, freezing the life of a death row prisoner in the last pain.
He felt that he had lost his body, or that his body had been reconstructed at the moment of destruction, but he had to remain absolutely conscious...
However, the familiar feeling of the previous one returned, and everything around him slowed down again, and everything seemed to freeze.
Even the Terminal Bird's ability to reverse the rules failed to stop the process, and it fell into the torrent of time.
The cold voice would come straight from his mind, emptying him of all distractions.
"Because of the human heart."
"Don't you already get it? In the city, there is no room for goodwill. ”
"And here, it's like the city."
This voice was so familiar that Jiang Hai was a little distracted, because it sounded like his own voice...
So where does this sound come from?
"Oh, ignorance, until now, I am still entangled in such idle things."
‘···’
For some reason, Jiang Hai's mind thought of the strange black book.
"Take off the veil of hypocrisy and embrace your truest self, without self-deception and hypocrisy, in order to take control of your own destiny."
It's this set of rhetoric again, Jiang Hai doesn't know how many times he's heard this kind of similar statement...
"Do you think you're great? At the end of the day, you're just trying to direct the world to what you want it to be, and you're just taking advantage of everyone. ”
"Indulging in ethereal self-emotion is not beneficial to you and me, recognize the reality, it is they who have chosen this path, and naturally have to bear the consequences of their choice."
‘···’
The voice invaded Jiang Hai's heart little by little, and then penetrated into his mind little by little, obviously the voice was so cold and piercing, but it was so provocative.
"Accept, admit it, abandon that shell of hypocrisy and embrace your true self—"
‘···’
In the words of the other party, there is a wonderful magic power, which guides Jiang Hai little by little.
All the unpleasant feelings in the past poured into Jiang Hai's heart, and negative emotions crawled all over his body and mind - his whole person almost turned into a carrier of negative emotions.
In this world, the power of emotions, the power of feelings, are real, and reason is not worth mentioning at all in front of them...
Just when everything was bleak, Jiang Haiqiang stabilized his mind, forcibly suppressed all his impulses and anger, and said, "You are so noisy. ’
'Oh, talking to myself like this, I feel like I know everything... Who do you think you are? ’
"Oh? Are you still resisting? ”
It's not that I'm resisting, but I've embraced it in another form. ’
"But only by obeying the truest desires can you witness what true power is."
"Don't you want to experience it? That feeling of being uninhibited, such as... Such. ”
As he spoke, Jiang Hai felt an uncontrollable force fill his body, and that power... It's comparable to the power when he was promoted to an A-rank anomaly after borrowing the blessing of a black cat.
It is even more than that, the power that can sit on an equal footing with the complete terminal bird, and grasp the power of all things in the world like a head, while not being bound by anything
And now... That power is within reach in front of Jiang Hai, as long as he listens to the other party and peels off the so-called "shell of hypocrisy".
‘···’
Now Jiang Hai understands the feeling that Galina had when he was transformed into an anomaly, not only that, maybe when human beings release themselves in obedience to their hearts and become an existence like an anomaly, it is the same feeling as Jiang Hai at the moment.
If he can get that power, maybe he can match the end bird, and he won't be as embarrassed as he is now...
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