Chapter 46, found
At first, when I heard that he ran away from home, I subconsciously felt that he was such a big person and not sensible, but when I heard Liu Chang and his mother say this, I didn't feel that I blamed the child.
Whoever doesn't run away from home may be called running away from home for his family, but for Liu Chang, this may be the best choice.
After all, people have to live, and in this kind of family environment, it is estimated that normal people will not survive.
At this time, he was very grateful to his mother, Ms. Lin Shen.
However, he didn't show it, after all, no matter what the reason is, his son was lost, or he was an elder, and it was a bit too much to be too happy: "Then where did you and my uncle go to find him?" ”
"Everything he can go to is gone, he is a good boy, he usually doesn't go anywhere, there are study rooms and shopping malls in our county, and he hasn't been to other places! It must have been a bad lesson from others, or it wouldn't have been. ”
Aunt Lin looked at Hao Zai. With tears in his eyes: "Zaizai, are you going to be unable to think about it, there are a lot of fragile children who can't stand a little setback when they watch the news recently, and they will look for a short time for a little thing, do you think he will be like this?" ”
Hearing her say this, Hao Zai can't sit there, it's not whether it will be, it's too possible.
There is no way to choose parents when a child is born, for many people, the original family is a lifelong imprint, and you have no way to ask for it, especially Huaxia attaches more importance to this kind of kinship.
From relatives and relatives to twenty-four filial piety, all of them are talking about the importance of foolish filial piety.
Therefore, even if the national law now allows the severance of personal relations, for individuals, this legally useful document is evidence of unfilial piety in the eyes of ordinary people.
No one will come to review the evidence and gossip about you, they will just step on you to prove that they are tall.
It's too difficult for Liu Chang to get rid of his mother's control.
The hardest thing to do is to control someone else, who doesn't think it's control, but also thinks it's good for you.
Take the child's self-consciousness awakening as one, not appreciate it, and suppress it morally.
For Liu Chang, if you want to get rid of such a family, I'm afraid there is only one way.
"Did you report the crime?"
"No, no one thought of this, nothing will happen to a child like him, and if you report the case, it will also have an impact on your Uncle Liu's reputation!"
At this point, there is no persuasion at all.
Hao Zai is also not talented, as soon as his mouth opens, others will obey the order, and he is moved with pain, just an ordinary person.
At the end of the day, no one else can take care of this kind of housework.
But it's really impossible to watch yourself have a small accident.
"Then why don't I go and find it?"
"His father arranged for someone to look for him, but he couldn't find it."
"I'll try it and think if there is any secret base with Chang'er. Mom, you sit with Aunt Lin first, there is news, I will call home. ”
Ignoring too much, he drove away from the community, the speed was very low, and he was thinking about where Liu Chang might go as he walked.
It shouldn't be in K County, after all, I have lived in a small place all my life, and I say that I am a young man, even if I seek relief, I will not be too far from home.
Extrication! How to be considered liberation, there should not be only one way to die.
Empathy, I'm Liu Chang, what will happen to me?
Will you go to die?
But I died at what age I was, and that was a loss.
Even if you really look for death, then what should you do to make up for your bleak life!
What do he regrets?
He looks like a boy chicken!
Hao Zai suddenly remembered that Liu Chang had been studying, but he did not give up his understanding of the knowledge taught by foreign teachers when he was with him.
So there is a minimum of physiological knowledge.
But it seems that there has been no use.
So if you choose to leave, will you?
As soon as he thought of it, he turned around and went to the corrupt street in the county town.
The corrupt street here has no other meaning, but there are more places to sing in this street, so it is a place of corruption by most of the simple people.
When I got home, it was afternoon.
After sitting at home for a while, it was now night.
It's when the streets are crowded.
Bored men and women, come out together to sing K, jumping.
It's not safe to drive.
I parked the car and walked expertly to a shop.
When I was in high school, it was the time when some meaning was awakened.
So I will be inexplicably curious about some things, at that time there was a shop on the street, I listened to people, but it was a pity to learn new knowledge, but I was timid and never came to understand.
But I've been passing by intentionally or unintentionally.
Leaving the brightly lit street, I continued along a small road, through a dark alley, and finally saw a familiar figure under a red light.
"Chang'er?" Hao was tentatively screaming.
The man was squatting on the side of the road, hiding in the shadows, similar to when he saw him a few days ago, only much haggard, and when he heard someone calling him, he immediately wanted to dodge, but when he turned around, he saw Hao Zai's figure stopped in place again.
Hao Zai didn't know how to speak: "Are you done?" ”
Liu Chang, with a stiff expression, eased slightly, and squatted to the side with self-deprecation: "I didn't dare to go!" ”
"You came out of the house last night, but you haven't been in yet, what have you been doing for so long?" Hao squatted aside, took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, opened it and handed it to him.
"Yesterday was also a hot brain, and I came out for a walk, and I wanted to find you."
Hao Zai interrupted his recollections, afraid that he would enter that emotional circle again, and teased: "But I didn't expect that I went out to play with the girl." ”
Liu Chang smiled and wanted to hammer Hao Zai in a punch, but found that the distance was a little far, and there was no extra movement, and the other hand was brought to his mouth to take a sip: "You are such a rubbish." ”
"You're embarrassed to say that I've been squatting for a long time and haven't moved, and then what?"
Then he went around and slept on the side of the old city wall, and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became. ......He lowered his head and exhaled smoke in one puff, like a goldfish floating on the water.
"Just want to relax? Then you don't call me, I know there's a better place. ”
Hao Zai didn't pick up the stubble and kept interrupting, as long as he knew some things in his heart, there was no need to say them, especially unhappy things, because he understood that Liu Chang at this time had fallen into a strange emotional circle, and he couldn't come out if he kept thinking about those things.
This thing is adapted to local conditions, some people can only defeat difficulties when they face difficulties, and some people can't beat difficulties at all, so what he needs is not to face, but a reason to escape.
Not everything needs to be faced, and escaping is shameful but useful.
The fireworks went out, and Liu Chang didn't have any more thoughts to think about anything else, he just felt that the person in front of him talked too much, but he was very cute.
"Are you hungry?" Hao was asking him.
"I don't want you girl anymore, I haven't eaten, let's go have a meal together, it's okay!" With that, he stood up.
After taking two steps, I looked back and saw that Liu Chang was still squatting on the ground and didn't move: "Let's go!" ”
After saying that, he left without looking back, just like going out to fight when he was a child, Liu Chang was very scared, but he still kept up.
This time, it will be followed by a piece.