After hesitating for a long time, it's over.

I don't have the energy to write.

Many things in this world are sudden, and it can only be said that the poor cannot withstand the test of fate.

That day, I woke up and received a call from home, my dad had a car accident, and then he kept going through the program, and he always felt that he was a cow, and it was useless to really encounter something.

Fortunately, there was a rescue fund that could hold it up, but to no avail, I slept on the hospital floor for 19 days and went home.

I am not responsible for the car accident, but I have no money at home, so if someone encounters an accident, I have to wait for death.

In the past few days, I have finished the funeral at home, and I have planted the land at home, my mother is not in good health, and my brother is only in the sixth grade, so now I am running at home, and with the help of relatives, I can be considered to have dealt with the aftermath, a person of one hundred and fifty pounds, in the end, he became a pile of ash that did not feel the weight.

The matter is not over, I spent nearly 150,000 yuan in EICU, and my family is unaffordable.

When I was in school, I felt that millions were small, and I didn't have thousands of dollars in my pocket when I really encountered something.

I found a lawyer, but the person who was mainly responsible had no money, and when he saw me, he was crying, it was really difficult, from the accident to the present, I didn't dare to feel uncomfortable in front of others, and I had to comfort the people who were uncomfortable with me, I felt that I had lost the ability to feel uncomfortable these days, and it was a blessing for people to cry.

After two days, I was ready to go to the construction site, and I was glad that there were still people in the countryside to find a job at the construction site.

After all, there is no money at home and the New Year is going to be celebrated in 100 days, so I'm fine alone, but I still have my mother and my brother at home. It's really hard to get a lot of things on you.

I digress, this one is mainly to say, I originally wanted to write a cool article, but now I don't know how to be sad anymore, and I'm not very happy.

I can't think of anything to cool it.

So it's over, I originally wanted to write an ending to let the protagonist end.

But I always have to give myself hope, maybe I will really have a chance to live my own life in the future, and I will write again, so I will leave an imperfection!

I didn't want to write this, and I don't like to say that I'm sad, because that's useless except to let others know that I'm weak.

But just now, I hurt my eldest brother and rewarded a few monthly passes, to be honest, I really feel that the most terrible thing about being in the hospital for so long is not the death notice, but the hope that has always been let you see, and the light in the dark is not really hope.

I'm sorry to everyone, thank you for hurting the big guy who laughed at you.