Walking out of the door of the outpatient building, the dazzling sunlight and the boiling voices of people rushed to the face, as if entering another world.

I don't know if the air conditioner in the building is too big, and the temperature outside the building is too high, Lu Bin felt a little dizzy, dragged his body to the side of the steps and sat down, burying his face deep in his knees.

Recently, the abdominal pain that has become more and more frequent has also been exacerbated at this time, and there is a sharp pain in the stomach, like thousands of red-hot steel needles piercing inside, and the pain makes Lu Bin curl up tighter, and his hands are still trembling uncontrollably when he presses on the sore spot.

It's all hurting like this, and Director Xia, who saw him just now, said that it was okay, saying that it was a nerve spasm caused by irregular life, and he was really coaxed like a child?

However, Lu Bin can also understand that the white lie, whether the doctor is to take care of his feelings, or he is afraid that he will be desperate and crazy to retaliate against the society, it is all good intentions, of course he will not take pictures of the case in front of so many people inside and outside the clinic, and angrily accuse the doctor of deceiving the patient.

Lu Bin originally planned to take advantage of the doctor's lunch break to ask about it, but it was also luck, as soon as he arrived outside the doctor's office, he heard Director Xia inside telling the intern doctor the medical records of [1216 patients surnamed Lu].

December 16 is Lu Bin's birthday, 1216 Who is the patient surnamed Lu Needless to say, Lu Bin pondered how the doctor's communication could be more real than him asking, so he stood outside the door with bated breath and eavesdropped.

This time I really heard the result he wanted - stage 4 gastric cancer, the lesion has spread to the entire chest and abdominal cavity, not to mention surgery, even radiotherapy and chemotherapy are not necessary.

In other words, Lu Bin can go home and spend the last few months to arrange the funeral!

But can a place where he is left alone still be called home?

took out the key to open the door, looking at the empty and deserted room, Lu Bin asked himself for the first time.

This question does not need an answer......

Changing into the worn-out blue Doraemon slippers, Lu Bin's gaze stayed on the brand-new pink slippers of the same style next to him for a moment, and then closed the door with his hand.

After tossing all morning, Lu Bin's stomach was very hungry because he had to do a physical examination and didn't eat breakfast, but he opened the refrigerator and rummaged for a long time, and finally took out two cans of cold beer.

Throwing his body heavily on the sofa, Lu Bin pulled open the ring and took a sip, the cold wine flowed down his esophagus, and the stomach, which had been so stimulated that it had finally stopped, became restless again.

Lu Bin didn't feel it, pouring beer down one after another, until the two cans of beer were all drunk, he let out a sigh of relief, leaned on the backrest, and looked at the photo frame hanging on the opposite wall in a daze.

It was a wedding photo, the groom in the photo was naturally Lu Bin, and the bride snuggled in his arms was a petite and delicate girl, with a smile on her slightly baby fat face.

She is Lu Bin's beloved, the treasure girl he wanted to spend his life with at first sight, four years of hard pursuit, three years of love, and the two were about to enter the marriage hall hand in hand, but a car accident destroyed all this!

To this day, Lu Bin is still thinking that if he hadn't gone to the Civil Affairs Bureau to line up that day, if he had accompanied her to the school to get documents that day, if he had also sat in that taxi, would he have been able to stop the brain-dead driver from speeding and overtaking in the wrong direction and avoid this tragedy?

It's a pity that there is nothing in the world, and the ruthless fact is that she is gone, and she didn't even leave Lu Bin with the last chance!

Lu Bin really wants to go with her, but unfortunately he can't, he can be selfish and ignore the bonds of family and friendship, but what should the widow mother who depends on her for her life, do you want to make her only relative lonely?

So he survived for another six years, saved a considerable amount of pension money for his parents, bought her and himself a well-located cemetery, and took care of and finally sent away his mother-in-law, who was suffering from illness after the loss of her daughter.

Everything is arranged properly, and the diagnosis is terminally ill, isn't this the ending that Lu Bin wants?

Looking at her smiling face in the photo, Lu Bin laughed with tears - yes, this is the perfect ending he wants!

As for the mother-in-law-to-be's instructions to "find another one" before she died, Lu Bin didn't even think about it, there would be no better girl than her in this world......

After sitting quietly for a while, Lu Bin retracted his gaze, got up and walked towards the study.

It's time for an update.

Yes, Lu Bin is an Internet writer, and codewords are his job.

Originally, he didn't think that this hobby could become a job to live on, but it was her trust and support that kept him going, and it was also her supervision and encouragement that made him develop good work habits and benefit a lot.

Anyway, Lu Bin felt that without her, he would not have achieved his current success if he was lazy and had no goals.

That's right, although Lu Bin has always been humble as a writer, he is already a little famous in this industry, of course, far from a great god, but in the type he is good at, he is a god!

In the early years, Lu Bin wrote sweet dog food essays, and he fought his way out of the urban essays where strange adventures were rampant, and he cultivated a group of die-hard readers.

After the death of his lover, the dog food could not be spilled, Lu Bin simply changed his style, rewriting the drag racing text of the side ball, with rich practical experience and good writing skills, he drove a car steady and wavelike, and there was not a single illegal word in the whole article, but it could make people blush and feel hot, and they couldn't help opening the browser when they looked at it......

Then Lu Bin was depressed to find that his book was even more popular than before!

Are today's readers so real?

However, for Lu Bin, he served the readers well, and the votes they cast and the votes they gave were more real.

Today's mood is not calm, not suitable for code words, fortunately, there are plenty of manuscripts, Lu Bin sent two chapters out, and opened the readership easily.

[The author has updated, go and see it! ] Lu Bin quickly typed a message.

It's a pity that the response is not enthusiastic at all.,The response is basically [I know, I know], "Wait a minute, during the meal, I can't work with my hands", "The first few chapters are rushed, I have to rest] This kind of painting style.

A sharp-eyed sand sculpture reader jumped out and ridiculed: [Uncle Pigeon, I usually don't have a diving suit, and I will come out to see it after the update, can I get a face? ] 】

Uncle Pigeon said that it was naturally Lu Bin, when he first entered the industry, there was a big pigeon cage outside the window of the house he and she rented, which was full of pigeons, so he took the pen name of "Dove of Peace of Love and Justice", which has been used until now.

During the time of the accident, Lu Bin's update was extremely unstable, so these readers jokingly said that the "Peace Dove" in his pen name meant "the same pigeon as usual", and then his nickname became Uncle Pigeon.

Uncle Pigeon is Uncle Pigeon, Lao Tzu is dying and still doesn't forget to update, remind you that you will be ridiculed, can you bear it? Lu Bin decisively picked up the keyboard and slammed it back.

You sprayed a few words back and forth, and the deserted group finally became lively.

[Yun Shu: Uncle Pigeon deserves to be Uncle Pigeon, this car is exciting! 】

[Jingjing: Although I'm not interested in multiplayer sports, I have to agree to put them together! 】

[I'm not a black fan: weakly ask, what does flounder mean? 】

[Clevil: Before you understand this problem, you first need two girlfriends......]

[Dancing Hand: Inflatable is fine. 】

The group was filled with joy for a while.

Lu Bin stopped typing, looked at the increasingly restrictive chat content, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly.

In the past six years, this readership is probably his only safe haven, people here don't know who he is and what happened to him, so they won't carefully comfort him, nor will they deliberately avoid certain topics, they like him because of his books, they should praise it, scold it, it's very real, so real that Lu Bin feels that he is still living like a normal person.

I just don't know how many people in the group will remember him when he dies, and how long will they remember?

Lu Bin's thoughts extended from this, thinking that with his death, probably no one would remember that there was such a beautiful girl in the world, right?

A deep unwillingness, Lu Bin wanted to do something, do something to let the world remember his and her story!

Write it out? There are so many memories that belong to the two of them, and the remaining time is obviously too late, so what should he do?

When Lu Bin reacted, he had already posted this question to the group.

[What should I do if I want to be remembered after death?] 】

The enthusiastic exchange in the group was quiet for a moment, and the next moment, all kinds of answers came out.

Among these answers, Lu Bin found one of them at a glance.

This is the advice given by the [June Wind] who is always used to making some colors: [Or, old pigeon, you go and kidnap the young girl! ] 】

When she was young, her full name was [Just Young Girls], and her English name was [Just Young Girls], which was a nine-member girl group that was just popular in Xingbo Company.

The fate of this girl group and the readership is probably due to Lu Bin's opportunism.

As we all know, if a drag racing article wants to succeed, diverse and charming hostesses are indispensable, and it is recognized that the most successful people in playing characters are probably the idols in this idol circle.

So Lu Bin is too lazy to do any more character design, so he simply picks it up in the book according to the character of the young girl, nine people and nine colors, all the needs of the sweet, salty, and cute royal are all available, and it saves more trouble!

So his new book attracted a large group of young fans, and then under the influence of these fans, the original LSPs in the group were obsessed with the long legs of the young girl, and finally Lu Bin couldn't figure out whether his group was a reader group or a fan group.

But then again, with the level of popularity in the current youth, if one of them is really kidnapped, the matter will definitely be very big, and when the time comes, there will definitely be many people who remember the initiator and the story of him!

And as long as the fire continues for a while, the fire for a year, people will remember these things for a year longer, if they keep on fire......

Lu Bin looked at the monitor and fell into deep thought.