Chapter 56: This Is My Last Indulgence
I have to say that it's not a good idea to lie on the roof of a car in the middle of nowhere and count the stars.
Seeing this scene in the movie, I feel that the thief is romantic, and there is a feeling of freedom and uninhibitedness, but if you really try it, you will find that this kind of behavior is actually a hearty meal for the mosquitoes!
Swarms of mosquitoes gathered because of the lights in the car, and they circled around the car and found that they couldn't get in, and then looked up: Huh? There are two fools here......
So Lin Yunna, who was still wearing hot pants, was unlucky, and in a few minutes, there were already three more bags on her two legs, but Lu Bin was wearing long pants, and a mosquito fell on her arm, and she was almost killed by his eyes!
So in the end, Lin Yunna escaped from the car first, and probably because the mosquito bite was palpitating, and the mosquito killer and mosquito repellent were turned on by her, so she was more relieved.
What makes Lin Yunna even more depressed is that the place where she was bitten by mosquitoes is very itchy, but she can't scratch it hard, the idol profession has very strict requirements for physical conditions, and scratching hard may leave scars, which is one of their prohibitions.
If it was when she gave up on herself before, she might have simply grabbed it hard, but since she had changed her mind, then some things had to be conscious.
Fortunately, there was flower water, sprayed again and again, and finally felt a little more comfortable.
After such a toss, the night was already late, and the two were a little tired and decided to sleep.
Compared with the overnight stay in Jinmen, this time it can be said that the preparation is sufficient: the sunroof is pasted with a mosquito net, which can be opened for ventilation, so the air conditioner can be completely turned off to avoid exhaust gas backfilling.
The two of them were lying side by side on the reclining seats, Lin Yunna still wanted to pull Lu Bin's hand, but Lu Bin refused, he didn't forget his twisted posture when he woke up that morning, and now he still feels a sore back when he thinks about it!
It was very dark on the mountain, especially after turning off the lights in the car, the darkness seemed to completely engulf the two people, except for the occasional insect chirp outside the car, and the only thing left was the two people snorting and smelling each other.
"Uncle, are you asleep?" Lin Yunna's voice sounded weakly.
"Nope." Lu Bin replied with his eyes closed.
"Oh, neither do I."
I know you're not asleep, you're going to fall asleep, who said that to me? Lu Bin was speechless at this girl, he opened his eyes, looked at the starry sky outside the car window, and suddenly said, "Yun Na, you know that I don't have a long time, right?" ”
Lin Yunna's breathing paused, and she was quiet for a long time before she squeezed out a "um" from her nose as an answer.
"So we don't have a future......" Lu Bin's voice was like a dream, as if it came from far away.
Lu Bin had to admit that the time spent with Lin Yunna was completely different from his backwater life in the past six years, and the excitement and relaxation when he saw her again on the crowded street made him unable to deceive himself anymore, and he seemed to really have a little heart for this girl.
It's a pity that this heartbeat came a little too late, not to mention that his heart has been filled by his deceased lover, just say that his body is already incurable, how can he delay other girls?
So he thought about it again and again, but he still suppressed the greed in his heart and put this cruel truth in front of him again, wanting Lin Yunna to recognize the reality and stop being so enthusiastic and proactive with him, he ...... I can't bear it!
This time Lin Yunna was silent for a longer time, so long that Lu Bin thought that she would not give him an answer, but she opened her mouth and said in a low voice: "Uncle, do you know that idols like us have signed a love ban?" ”
Lu Bin also snorted, he did hear a little about this, the profession of idol is to sell people an emotional sustenance, although there are also fans like parents and mothers, but more fans still regard idols as their imaginary lovers.
Therefore, once the idol's love is exposed, it will often cause a large number of fans to lose their fans, which will be a great blow to the career, and in order to control the risk, the agency will often let them sign a love ban before the idol debuts, stipulating that they are not allowed to fall in love within the contract period.
But what is this girl saying to herself?
"Uncle, I told you last time that I didn't want to continue because I found that what I was doing now was far from my dream......" Lin Yunna took a deep breath and continued, "...... Actually, I lied! ”
"If it were just like that, I could still hold on! What really makes me want to escape is a life full of pressure and no freedom......" Lin Yunna also looked at the starry sky outside the car, her eyes were a little shining, "Dad wants me to be an excellent person, the teachers told me what a qualified idol should do, fans want to see the pure and beautiful dream lover in their minds, everyone is looking forward to me becoming what they think I am, and I also think that doing this will make them like it, so it's right......"
But one day when I faced myself in the mirror, I habitually showed a standard smile, and at that moment, I felt that I didn't know myself anymore! But even if I find out that something is wrong, I still have to try to be the face of the girl I was as a girl, and be the ...... they know."
"Now I know, it's my choice, it's my job, and I'm not going to run away from it." Lin Yunna turned her head and looked at Lu Bin, "Uncle, this journey is probably my last free time, I want to do more things I haven't done during this time, can't I?" ”
Lu Bin and her looked at each other silently, not knowing what to say.
"You see, whether it's you or me, we all know that there is no result, so there shouldn't be any burden, just be happy!" Lin Yunna reached out in the dark, found Lu Bin's hand, and held it gently.
"I still don't know what you've taken a fancy to me......" Lu Bin smiled bitterly, but didn't break free of her hand.
"Well, probably in my free time, there was only you and a man by my side, and it just so happened that I wanted to taste love again, so I ......" Lin Yunna's words were not finished, and Lu Bin had already shaken her hand away.
"Sleep!" Lu Bin turned his back to Lin Yunna, hurting his self-esteem, hurting his self-esteem too much! When she said this, what was the difference between him and the cucumber next to him when the girl figured it out?
The voice rang out, and the next moment, a soft body pressed against his back.
"Go back! Get back! What are you squeezing here? Lu Bin, who was embarrassed and angry, squeezed back vigorously, but Lin Yunna hugged his waist and refused to let go.
After squeezing a few times and not squeezing it away, Lu Bin stopped and moved in the direction of the car door, he was trying to stay away from this cheeky girl behind him, he was definitely not moving a place for her, absolutely not!