05 Man, madman, wicked, strongman
When I was very young.
Her mother had told her something like this.
You can't see the world, but you must not give up on it.
Because, the world is beautiful and warm.
You just can't see the colors of the world, and as for the rest, you're just like a normal person.
The young man did not regret believing his mother's words.
Until, she walked out of the house.
……
She went to school, so to speak, and she went to a lot of schools, so to speak.
However, in the end, it was a special school that was willing to accept her.
Although, her mother always told her that the world was beautiful and that she could accept all the broken imperfections.
It's a pity that her mother was wrong.
The world that was willing to accept imperfection was the world she had lived in before.
Rather than regretting the world we are in now.
……
In the past, it was always said that it was better to be beautiful than to be beautiful.
In the past, some people always said that appearance is natural, and face is earned by oneself.
In the past, the teacher also said that plastic surgery is a shameful thing, because plastic surgery, you have to give up the traces of her parents who gave birth to him and raised her.
In the past, the teacher also said that studying hard is to protect the motherland, build the motherland, and realize one's own ideals and self-worth.
Before, too many people said.
In the past, there were many people who raised their heads intentionally or unintentionally, looked up at the starry sky, and told their ideals and beliefs.
In order to realize their self-worth, they will go to society, to the times, and to fight for a wonderful time.
But now those vows and beliefs are no longer visible.
And when did those good faiths collapse?
Probably the moment I entered a special school without regrets.
Special schools, as the name suggests, are places where life skills are taught to children with disabilities.
Although he also has cultural classes.
But his cultural class is not a popular cultural class.
Rather, Braille, sign language, simple math.
He teaches more fixed courses such as handicrafts and massage.
It seems that he has fixed the life of every blind person who enters this school.
It also seems that this is the only thing left in the life of every blind person.
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He wanted to be a painter, but his mother told him to learn massage in the future.
She wanted to be a writer, but her mother wanted her to learn crafts later.
And what do you want to do without regrets?
She didn't know that although her strong and optimistic mother, when she saw that she was about to enter a special school, she still encouraged her loudly behind her back, saying that she should be bold and do what she loved.
But she seemed to hear from the crying cry of her mother behind her that as long as she stepped into this special school, her future life might be frozen into a straight line.
But she still walked into this special school without hesitation.
Because, from the time she was born, she did not believe in fate.
What if you are blind?
What about the world even if my mother said it wrong?
There is still a place for her in the world after all!
……
She worked hard to learn Braille, and at the age of eight, she learned faster than twelve.
She worked hard to learn Chinese medicine, and was called the future wizard of the massage world by those masters.
She also worked hard to learn broadcasting, and she spoke better than her teacher.
Of course, she also seems to have found the meaning of her existence in these efforts.
That is, I want to prove for my mother that the world is still beautiful and inclusive!
She began to represent the school because of her excellence, participating in speech competitions large and small, without exception, she was the first, even if her opponent was an extremely outstanding able-bodied person, she also held the trophy high.
She also began to be called a tenacious madman by her school teachers and classmates because of her own excellence.
After all, she spends seven or eight hours a day practicing her speech in a place that no one can see, and even in winter, she will stand in the snow with a stone in her mouth and practice the front tongue and the tongue curl.
In this way, she burned every drop of blood and every cell in her body, and went tirelessly like a camel.
Until the stones in her mouth were smoothed, until she had dried all the tears of this life.
She finally stood on the biggest stage in China and was called a speech wizard!
But, too, because of the word wizard.
There were also a lot of voices behind her inexplicably.
These voices include adults, children, and many online critics.
Most of these voices were also sarcastic about her.
The irony of the title of her speech is to uncover her own scars and go out to gain sympathy.
also sarcastically her, standing on the stage, that smile that is incompatible with all the rigorous little speakers.
The voices were like knives, denying her efforts.
It was like a hammer trying to break the stone that had been smoothed under her tongue.
The world is like that.
When something that isn't good becomes beautiful.
There will always be a lot of people who want to ruin her beauty.
She didn't care, but her mother did.
Her mother is like a madman, constantly trying to defend her daughter's efforts.
Of course, the more reason for this is that in her life, she was also denied by everyone around her because she gave birth to this blind child!
She took out the smoothed stone and took out the video of the child's daily practice to prove that her daughter was right.
But under the wave of the Internet, he was forced to put on the word show.
She looked at her silent daughter, thinking that her daughter had been completely hurt by those wicked people.
She blamed herself for all this, she blamed herself, she shouldn't have put so much pressure on her daughter, and she blamed herself for not saying that the world is so beautiful.
Later, she went completely insane.
Every day, she would take the pebble and tell everyone she could see how hard her daughter had worked.
She has also become a villain completely.
Because, whenever someone denies her daughter, she will shout and scold.
Eventually, she was admitted to the city psychiatric hospital.
In her hand, she still held the stone that had been bruised and bloodied by her hand.
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"General." Le Wuregret didn't know how many times he shouted the general on stage.
But she knew that the man had no way to escape.
Although she could not see the chess, she knew that the chess pieces in her hand were the standard chess pieces used by the able-bodied, not the special chess pieces played by the blind.
But as long as she hears the sound of chess pieces falling, and touches the temperature and thickness of the chessboard, she is confident that she will never miss a single mistake in the whole game.
Her big, bony hands pinched the car in her hand.
It's like a life that she doesn't know how to go backwards in her life.
Kill step by step until the opponent throws away the armor.
is also like her kind and simple mother, when she sees her world collapse.
Kneading the stone like that to prove that his daughter worked so hard.
You can't help but beat your heart faster.
also makes people have to admire her, she is indeed a commendable strongman!
The young man opposite her looked at the chessboard from which there was no way back.
He seemed to see the life of the person on the other side.
It's like, I saw the life of an excellent employee who was driven away by my own hands.
An iron-clad life.