44 Justice
"How can a person who can play this kind of chess be a thief." Yang Zheng looked at Lu Hongying's chess, he was a little incredible.
This kind of scheming chess is really rare, and Yang Zheng rarely sees Yang Zheng recalling that when he first learned to play chess, he just wanted to enjoy the purest fun of chess itself.
"People can't be disgraced, how can there be real in this world, playing chess is like being a man!" The young chess grandmaster and the middle-aged female grandmaster on the side are still very mean.
But they looked at the few chess moves behind Lu Hongying, and they slowly became as silent as Yang Zheng.
Perhaps, they also remembered that when they first came into contact with chess, they were as pure as the women on the stage.
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Dongdong began to play slow chess for the first time.
She looked at the dominant piece on the chess board, and she suddenly didn't know where to start.
Just like after she experienced the assessment of a professional chess player, her originally flat mood became utilitarian at some point.
Obviously, I am still young, and the age of more than ten years is the age to lay the foundation.
But in order to win, she also began to learn to play rapid chess, which she was not good at.
Perhaps, she also realized that if she wants to achieve success in the professional arena, she must learn to follow the rules and change herself in line with the times.
But does that have to be right?
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Lu Hongying was once again in a desperate situation, she knew that her chess skills were nothing compared to many chess students who had received professional training since childhood.
Becoming a professional chess player this time was just a matter of luck.
But she never seemed to learn to compromise.
Because, she has experienced too much despair in her life.
When she left her grandmother to work in the big city, she looked at the high-rise buildings everywhere in the big city, and her eyes were full of longing.
She thinks she has many virtues, such as being kind, hardworking, and down-to-earth.
But her virtues not only did not bring her the life of her dreams, but instead made her fall into despair again and again.
Her first job was a customer service for a certain treasure, and she was very hard and diligent, and even took the initiative to apply to her boss to work eighteen hours a day.
But her diligence and hard work have been exchanged for the incompatibility of her colleagues and the sneer of her boss.
She still remembers looking forward to tomorrow with anticipation at the end of the day, only to see her boss and others complaining about her chat history.
She said that she will always be a customer service in her life, and she also said that the company does not look down on her at all, because she has no education and no qualifications. She only has the status of a disabled person, giving the company a reasonable tax avoidance.
She even said that she was stupid, obviously a deaf and mute person who couldn't get out of her life, but she often dreamed, dreaming that she could be like a normal person.
But she probably didn't know in her life that a deaf and mute person like her was not qualified to dream at all.
She looked at this murderous chat record, she didn't cry or make trouble, she just looked at the stars outside the sky and made a decision that surprised everyone.
That is, she wants to become a deaf and dumb person who does not lose to the able-bodied.
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Dongdong stopped, not because she had no children to fall behind.
Instead, she looked at the chessboard and suddenly felt a long-lost touch.
The girl on the other side is very tenacious, so tenacious that she has the illusion that she was once herself.
The one who never admits defeat and will never compromise.
She wanted to start the game all over again, because in that way, she would choose to finish it in the same pure way as a woman.
But she also knew that the game would never start again.
Just like the decision she made yesterday.
She moved the chess pieces with her fingers, closed her eyes, and called out a general.
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Her decision was great, at least in the eyes of others, it was an almost impossible dream.
Especially for the deaf-mute group, it is even more difficult to not lose to the able-bodied people.
Most of the deaf and dumb people walk down the street, and they don't even dare to raise their heads to look directly at the able-bodied.
Perhaps, as Lu Hongying's boss said, the deaf-mute group can only engage in the most basic industries for the rest of their lives until the end of their lives.
But she still underestimated Lu Hongying's determination, she worked harder than before after that, and she even obtained many certificates through self-study, becoming an inspirational model for working companies and even local media.
When Lu Hongying thought that she was no longer inferior to the able-bodied, life played with her again.
While she was studying in the library, she accidentally took the wrong bag and ended up being taken for a thief.
Obviously it was just a simple misunderstanding, but because of her special identity, she finally became a typical.
She will probably never forget the people who were jealous of her in the first place, who looked down on her because of her physical defects, and who exaggerated on the Internet to say that she was a thief for each other's desires.
In order to clear her reputation, she went to sue them.
But when she entered the court for the first time, she found that the justice of the deaf and mute was not in her hands or in the court, but in the hands of a sign language interpreter.
She stared blankly at the sign language interpreter to misunderstand the meaning of her hand, and she also tried to refute the unrealistic arguments in the sign language interpreter's mouth.
But she also found that as a deaf and mute person, she could only pronounce vague words.
She finally understood in the court that even if the deaf and mute were working hard, they were far from the able-bodied.
Even, deaf and dumb people cannot defend their dignity in the end.
She watched her handwritten testimony ignored by the sign language interpreter, and she looked at the outcome of her defeat, and she fell into the darkest despair of her life.
She thought about dying and thinking about the next life, but she couldn't die, and she couldn't be irresponsible and leave her elderly grandmother in the countryside to escape from this world.
She looked at her hands, which had nothing.
For the first time, she also shed helpless tears.
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Deaf-mute, in fact, this is the case, as the most special disabled group in society, most of them cannot defend their dignity.
According to incomplete statistics from the society, 80% of the deaf-mute people learn sign language like "Hokkien", and 90% of sign language interpreters learn sign language like "Mandarin". In the courts, sign language interpreters can probably determine the antecedents of the deaf-mute community, and they can even determine the final outcome.
However, there are a considerable number of sign language interpreters, and the "Hokkien dialect" typed by the deaf-mute group is not studied deeply, and the deaf-mute people have hearing problems in the first place, resulting in the final result is roughly different from the original meaning.
No one wastes time and energy for a worthless deaf-mute.
No one wants to fight for true fairness for the deaf community.
Probably only the deaf and mute themselves will understand how difficult it is for them to be "fair" and "just".
Lu Hongying, who left the court, felt lost for the first time.
She suddenly felt that the rights and wrongs of the past seemed to be unimportant, and for the first time, she felt that she might not be worthy to pursue her dreams, as her boss said.
She suddenly wondered what her dream was.
Do you really want to prove that you are no worse than the able-bodied? Or is she angry, fantasizing that one day she will become the "normal person" she often longs for through the approval of others?
She walked down the road and watched the people coming and going on the street.
She habitually lowered her head, not daring to expect herself to blend in.
She also looked at the fallen leaves on the ground and remembered her grandmother.
She's probably disappointed in her current self, right?
Because, the strong, kind, and well-behaved granddaughter in her heart has now become a thief.
Thinking of this, she cried again.
She felt sorry for her grandmother and the world.
How nice it would be if I hadn't been born.
She was walking and walking, and suddenly she stopped because she saw an old man.
The old man was playing chess in solitude, and he seemed to be unneeded by the world just like himself.
He also looked at her with tears in his eyes, and pointed to the chessboard in front of him with a smile, as if to say, let's play the next game of chess.