43 Worthy of it

Some people think that winning or losing is the most important thing in life, and some people think that being worthy of one's heart is the most desirable thing in life.

If this question had been placed ten years ago, twenty years ago, thirty years ago, it was definitely more worthy of pursuit than victory or defeat.

But now, although it is still worth pursuing, the difficulty of doing it is undoubtedly more difficult than before.

Once upon a time, people with a monthly salary of 3,000 looked at the bright moon after work, and their eyes were full of longing for the future.

Once upon a time, people's desires were very low, so low that they only lived to see the yellow earth under their feet, and they looked up only to see the sun and the moon to be worthy of their hearts.

But now, the flood of desire is eating away at people's hearts.

Everyone is forced to accept the changes in the world, but if you think about it, you don't have to change anything with the torrent of desires in life.

After all, everyone has their own way of living.

Although some ways of living are stupid in the eyes of others, others will never be able to decide your life!

"Do you know how you say that, it's stupid." Qian Xi looked at Dongdong with a smile.

She thought for a moment and said: "Do you know that in the whole of China, how many people are extremely poor all their lives and cannot reach the height of first-class chess players? ”

"Did you know that as long as you choose the right one, your starting point will definitely exceed 99% of professional chess players."

"Isn't there a good saying? Choosing in life is more important than trying. Although I don't know who your master is, if you can say such naΓ―ve words, you will definitely not be more than a first-level chess player. ”

"Every adventurer who can reach the top of the chess grandmaster will always lose more than he gains."

"This world will never treat everyone who is willing to pay equally through the addition, subtraction, multiplication and division you said."

"Especially in the sport of chess, you have to learn to lose before you can learn to gain."

Qian Xi's words are very realistic and prosaic.

Indeed, in the chess world, as Qian Xi said, except for a few gifted geniuses, most chess masters first experienced loss and finally "gained" it.

The most famous of these is Zhao Wei, who is a first-class chess player, but his chess strength is by no means inferior to that of ordinary chess masters. He was born in a beautiful small place in 92, worshiped under the famous teacher Zhou Tingyu, and rose to prominence at the age of twelve, won the runner-up of the Hope Cup, and won the local "Traffic Cup" championship at the age of fourteen. But when he was fifteen years old, he was diagnosed with progressive muscular dystrophy, and doctors ruled that he would not live to be twenty years old.

After he learned of this cruel truth, this young man began to lose all the time, he began to lose his health, began to lose his friends, began to lose his confidence, and began to lose the aura of playing chess.

It's just that, when he lost so much that he looked like he had nothing, he looked down at the chess in front of him.

He seemed to understand that what he would probably never lose in his life were the thirty-two small chess pieces in front of him.

After thinking about it, he also began to regard 2012 as the "end" of his life, and kept chasing the last chess path of his life.

He's not a fool, he's not a fool, but he's like a madman.

He has lost most of his life, began to play chess hard, in his life knowing the result, he kept chasing the pinnacle of chess, he, and after that, never saw himself as a disabled person, although he also went to participate in many competitions that only people with disabilities can participate in for many reasons, but the tiger hidden in his heart told him that his future life must be turbulent.

You have to fight different masters!

He has also been following the tiger in his heart, and he is worthy of playing what he thinks - every game of chess in his life.

He began to become less complaining and always grateful.

He is grateful to his mother who set up a stall to sell shoes to cover medical expenses and travel expenses for the competition, and also to those who have always supported him.

Every game of his chess, because of these concerns and gratitude, has become unstoppable.

In the end, this unstoppable sharpness not only allowed him to break through the curse of not living to be twenty years old, but also allowed him to begin to "obtain" it.

He was respected, he was rewarded with chess.

He was also recognized by his own heart, and he also helped the team win two consecutive weevilnail championships.

It is precisely because he is constantly losing in his life that he will "gain" it over the years.

In an interview, Zhao Wei inadvertently said his last wish, that is, if I really don't live to that day, I want to say thank you to my family the most. I also hope to donate all the organs in my body that I can use to help more people.

He also said that after donating his organs, his family and those who support him can see his shadow in others.

He even said that he had lived a worthy life.

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"While you're right, not everyone's goal is to reach the top of chess." Dongdong lowered her head and said this, and then she raised her head and looked at Qian Xi with a serious face: "Do you know the Happiness Park on Nancheng West Road?" ”

"Happiness... Park? Qian Xi was stunned, she didn't know why Dongdong would divert the topic and say this unfamiliar place name.

She did know about Ziyufu Park, which is frequented by chess lovers and is also the most well-known park, and occasionally some chess Internet celebrities and professional chess players will go to ask for a few tricks.

But what is Happiness Park?

Could it be that there will be masters in Happiness Park?

"Yes, it's the Happiness Park, if you have the opportunity to go there, you can go and play with their four heavenly kings, or you can meet the laymen who love chess, the attitude of mortals towards chess." Dongdong said this with a smile.

She looked at the bright venue next to the spotlight, she didn't argue too much, but said with a smile: "Sister Qianxi, you are so good, you actually guessed who our opponent was before the game started." ”

Qian Xi listened to the radio in the hall, and she suddenly didn't say a word.

However, in her eyes, there was a hint of helplessness.

"I hope you can play a game of chess with a clear conscience, as you said!"

Dongdong nodded with a smile and strode towards the stage, and suddenly, she stopped.

"Still, I agree with what you said, as you said, in the world of chess, you can only gain more if you lose enough."

"Even though I was the lowest player in the tournament, I would do my best in every game, as I said. Whatever the outcome, I won't. I can't regret it either. ”

"Otherwise, how can I be worthy of the people who have always supported me?"