151 Providence cannot be violated
Studying could not make him a huge fortune in a short period of time, nor could he become a chess master in a short period of time.
But learning can give him a vague vision of a future that is different from before.
He seemed to be learning, and remembered the explanation of the word goal by his elementary school teacher when he was in elementary school.
That period of study was the happiest time for him, and his changes gradually filled him with confidence and made him figure out a lot of things before.
As the Spring Festival was approaching that year, he packed up his outfits and stepped on the train home.
He hasn't been home for three years, and the elders in the family don't have much of a good face for him who once "messed up". In the three years that he disappeared, most of the elders also considered him "dead".
Of course, there are also surprises, that is, his mother still has expectations for him, and his mother is a blind person, or is more respectful as she is called a "blind person".
Since he was a child, he thought that his blind mother was looked down upon at school and in front of his playmates.
But after reading so many books, he read his blind mother for the first time on the train.
My own blind mother is amazing.
Obviously she has visual impairment, but she can continue to improve herself, and work like a normal person without humility or arrogance.
Although her job is the most basic customer service job in a small business, she has obtained many certificates in her decades of life.
Certificate in Massage for the Blind, Certificate in Psychological Counseling, and Certificate in Tempering.
She also tried to get a lawyer's license, but she failed many times, and her mother still hadn't given up the year he left home.
I don't know if my mother has obtained a lawyer's qualification certificate and become a real lawyer in the past three years?
He thought his mother should have passed the exam.
Because her mother knew better than she did in life what she wanted.
Although he doesn't know what kind of life his mother wants, it is definitely a positive life that is the opposite of him!
The train was slow, but his heart was fast.
The closer he got to home, the more he experienced the thoughts of "homesickness".
However, God always seems to like to give everyone a test that they will never forget at the corner of their life.
When he first returned home, he did not get his mother's warm embrace and cordial greetings, but got a bad news first.
Her mother fell ill in the hospital due to overwork, and during a full body examination, it was also found that she had liver cancer, and her life was about to come to an end.
He looked at his thin mother, and he didn't know how to describe himself at that time.
Kick oneself? Regret? Helpless? Suffering? It seems that these words do not well summarize my feelings of despair at that time.
He cried and asked his mother why he worked so hard, and he also cried and asked God why he tortured an ordinary person who lived hard all his life so hard.
God didn't respond, maybe because there were too many people who questioned him every day, and it didn't have the kung fu at all, and it had no obligation to respond to anyone.
His mother, on the other hand, responded to him.
She smiled and stroked his face, telling him that it was providence and that he should not shed tears.
She said that she did not regret that she came to this world, although her life was bumpy, she worked hard all her life and did not realize her ideals, nor did she let her children live a rich life, let alone leave too many traces in this world.
But she had a son to be proud of.
He held back tears and said that he was not proud, he was not admitted to college, and he had been in a mess in the field for three years, and he could describe his life as nothing.
He felt that he was a mess, and compared with his mother's hard life, he should be the one who should get cancer, not his positive mother.
But his blind mother said that in her "eyes" and "hearts", his life was not as unbearable as he himself said.
He is principled, kind, and although not too smart, he is better than being down-to-earth.
As long as you can always be down-to-earth and find your own purpose in life, then your children will definitely be better than you in the future.
In the last half of her life, she was very fortunate to have Dayong's company, and she told Dayong a lot of truths.
These truths, which were originally called "nagging" and "useless" in Dayong's ears, are silently changing Dayong's life like a book at this time.
Perhaps the simplest but most meaningful book in the world is the mother's nagging.
After the death of his mother, Dayong did not leave the city again, and he began to do the simplest and most basic work.
Although his salary is not high, he can learn a lot.
In his spare time, he also continued to play chess.
Perhaps because of the growth of experience, Dayong's chess is a little more calm than before, and he also has a little more of his own chess style.
Gradually, Dayong gained some reputation in his small circle, and his hard work and hard work became his new impression.
His chess is getting better and better.
This time, his small company is working with the top companies in the country.
And he also appeared on the field as a referee.
He watched as he saw a few more security guards around him, and he realized something.
If he had put it before, he would have been angry.
Because this is obviously a large company does not believe in his own ability, but now, he has become very relieved.
As a chess referee with no low chess skills, everything in front of him can be described by the word "subversion".
In his cognition, artificial intelligence is like providence, too powerful to be violated.
But the man in front of him, who was only a few years older than him, seemed to be working a miracle.
The outcast at the beginning is completely beyond everyone's imagination, and he should also be very talented.
Because of his jumping left horse at the beginning, it seems to be a stupid performance in the eyes of many people, but for Dayong, it is very shocking.
Because four years ago, when he played chess for the first time with that unfathomable uncle, his opening jumping left horse was like a fluttering straw in the middle game, seemingly coincidentally crushing the game that should have been balanced.
And when his chess skills were not high, like most people, he thought that everything that happened that day was a coincidence.
As his chess strength continued to increase, the more he discovered that the uncle's jumping left horse was actually premeditated, and even said that he had learned the "Tao" after playing chess for decades.
After learning that he was going to be a referee, he returned to that small city and found the uncle to play another game of chess.
Although his strength increased, he did not lose unexpectedly in the end.
And he also learned from the uncle's mouth that the opening of this jumping left horse actually has its name.
And this name is exactly - people can still be chased!