33 Journey
Yang Zheng still found a job.
But not a programmer, but a very basic sales job.
Looking at the unfamiliar working environment, I also saw that almost all of the people around me were about the same age.
Yang Zheng suddenly thought of a sentence, that is, life is a non-stop future.
Is he compromised?
Although the current job does not look as tall as before, and although the basic salary of the current job is also low.
But he was extremely relieved, and it seemed that he had once again found proof of his life in his work.
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It has been said that life is a journey.
But for Wangfucheng, is this journey of life too miserable for him?
He still remembers that when he was five years old, his father touched his head and told him that he didn't have to be a good person, and that it was good to live an ordinary life.
And his father, although his life is ordinary, his experience seems to be the opposite of this sentence.
He has been honest all his life and has worked diligently for the company all his life.
But the ending he paid was that his wife disliked him and divorced without interest.
His only son failed the college entrance examination, and he couldn't afford to repeat his studies, so he had no choice but to let his children enter the cruel society ahead of schedule.
Although there seems nothing to praise in his life.
But he felt that his life was not bad, because he did not owe anyone a penny in his life, and he did not want his children to owe anyone a penny.
This stubborn idea also made Wang Fucheng confused for a long time, because he couldn't tell what kind of person his father was, and he didn't know how to go in life.
With no education and no knowledge, he has been in the city for ten years, and he has spent ten years in this city.
He once read an article that said that the best years of everyone's life are about the age of eighteen to twenty-eight.
It's an age of growth and learning.
But for Wang Fucheng, he was forced to grow a lot, but he didn't learn much.
He seems to be alive and like a walking corpse, and he has no interest in going to and from work every day, and his only interest may be browsing short videos on the Internet.
However, the wisdom of his age told him that spending so much time on the Internet did not allow him to learn anything that could change his life, except to amplify his desires.
He's rotten.
Just like those so-called rotten young people on the Internet, they are unwilling to study, study, get married and have children, and are unwilling to buy a house or a car.
He felt as if he had fallen into what the online self-media called a period of "low desire", and he didn't know whether it was good or bad.
But he always feels that if life is really low desire, he really doesn't want anything, what hope is there in life?
He looked at the colleagues around him, and he couldn't distinguish between reality and fiction for a while.
After all, most of the colleagues around him are different from what the Internet says.
They have a lot of desires, some have bought a house and a car, and many have married and had children.
They live a fulfilling life every day, and although they will complain, they will complain and complain, and their attitude towards work and life.
But they are much stronger than their own half-ass, and they are only a few years older than themselves.
But I seem to have a generation gap with them.
What is the meaning of life?
What kind of life do you want?
He didn't know, but he wanted to know.