69 Hope
The two talked very speculatively.
It wasn't until ten o'clock in the evening that the two said goodbye to each other.
Yu Haiqing, who returned to the hotel, called his parents and mentioned that he had won the first place in today's competition.
His parents were very happy, and they kept praising Yu Haiqing on the phone for having a great talent, a talent that others don't have, and he would definitely become a chess master in the future.
Yu Haiqing hung up the phone with a smile, he lay on the comfortable big bed in the hotel, but he didn't sleep for a long time.
He suddenly began to worry about his future, which sounded unbelievable, after all, he was only seventeen, and he was at the most energetic age of a boy.
But if you think about it carefully, he has been learning chess since he was a child, and it is easier for him to get in touch with society in advance than his peers, and to realize the difficulty of life in advance.
What's more, whether it is a chess club member or a classmate who is studying together, they seem to be more precocious and realistic than his parents' generation.
He remembers that when he first started high school, his classmates occasionally talked about his future career.
As young people born in the 21st century, a significant number of them want to pursue careers related to the Internet.
As the biggest outlet in the past 20 years, although it is not as strong as before, they also feel that after they graduate from college, the Internet will still be the most popular profession in the future.
Especially online anchors, whether they are games or anchors with goods, their monthly income is exaggerated to the point of outrageousness, and even the top anchors can earn more than one million a month.
They envy them, and of course this envy is more about their income.
I don't know when more and more rich people appeared on the Internet, and these rich people lived a luxurious life, and they seemed to live quite easily.
In their mouths, choice is more important than effort.
And because of their appearance, many children now do not have much concept of money.
In their eyes, an annual salary of one million is the beginning of their future, and those who earn thousands a month are basically social losers.
When Yu Haiqing first heard his classmates' remarks, he was shocked, although his family income was good, he was exposed to society too early, and he also knew that it was not easy to earn money.
However, although Yu Haiqing knew, he didn't sweep the sex of his classmates, but chatted with them all over the world.
When they knew that Yu Haiqing was actually a well-known chess player, they were interested and put the topic on Yu Haiqing.
As a chess outlet that has sprung up in recent years, many chess anchors have relied on chess to change their lives, from the "loser" who no one cared about to a successful person with a house and a car.
Especially Peng Fei, the top anchor of chess, his income from live broadcast alone is more than one million a year, if he decides to accept endorsements or engage in the entertainment industry, then his income can reach at least 10 million.
And when Yu Haiqing listened to them babbling about the topic on himself, not only was he not half happy in his heart, but he also had a trace of apprehension and uneasiness in his heart.
Yu Haiqing knew that Peng Fei, as the youngest chess master in the past, was much stronger than himself. Not only that, Peng Fei also gave birth to a good skin. Born to be the leader of his peers.
It is also said that Pengfei may be able to be on the list of celebrities under the age of 30 in Fuhesi Huaxia. Compared to him, he is like an ugly duckling who will never grow up, and there is no comparison at all.
Yu Haiqing still remembers that although he said that he would also become Pengfei at that time, he actually never wanted to, nor did he plan to become Pengfei.
As for the reason, it is nothing more than that he feels that Pengfei is not pure enough.
Yu Haiqing still had the innocence of a teenager at that time, and thought that a real chess master should not play chess while broadcasting like Peng Fei, but silently improving his chess strength. And then in the national competition, it was a blockbuster.
But just one year later, the boy has changed.
He suddenly felt that Pengfei was actually quite good like that, he could not only make money but also do what he loved to do.
Naturally, part of the reason for this change is that he was also influenced by his surroundings. But the main reason is that he feels that he has become nothing more than a chess master in the true sense of the word.
He seemed to have lost hope, and this word, which had only appeared in textbooks, was now directly in front of his eyes.
He also seems to have lowered his "hope" all the time.
From wanting to be the best chess master, I gradually wanted to prove that my chess can also have a place in the chess world, until now I am full of thoughts about whether my chess has a future.
I hope this thing is ethereal and doesn't have much meaning in the first place, but it is real.
He can also give people motivation, but also make people learn to be strong, such an impeccable two words, it seems that he is only afraid of one thing.
It's about being kept lowering expectations.
When Yu Haiqing realized this, it was already one o'clock in the middle of the night.
He finally understood why he kept doubting himself in today's chess, and why he cared about Feng Linyu and the disabled little girl.
It's all because they have the same hope in their eyes as they once were.
At this time, Yu Haiqing was a little looking forward to tomorrow, the third-ranked girl, whether she would be like herself, after experiencing failure and cold eyes, she would lower her hopes.
He closed his eyes, and his mind gradually came up with his old appearance, he was proud at that time, but he didn't hate his current self.
After all, arrogance is the norm for chess learners.
If a chess player is not proud, how can he have the confidence to challenge the heroes of the world? If a chess player is not proud, how can he be full of courage to challenge the seemingly unchangeable rules.