Chapter 46: The Past

I had nothing but singing. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

This is something that Miku has been aware of since she was very young.

Because the castle lord opened a basic school in order to improve the quality of the citizens, any citizen within the age range has the obligation and right to receive education, so Miku Suiyo is also fortunate to have the opportunity to receive education.

But whether it is studying or drawing, she is the countdown, and she is not good at sports.

The annual qualification test also shows that she has no relationship with a professional, she is just an ordinary person, and she can only secretly envy when she looks at other children talking about the spring breeze.

Mijiu can sing, and she sings better than everyone in the class.

What is the opportunity for change?

At the age of eleven, two major events changed the course of her life. Miku's parents are merchandisers, and Mijiu waits for them to come back at home, but what she waits for is the bad news of an unexpected death.

The whole world seems to have turned gray, and when I go to school, I feel like a walking corpse. That year happened to be the last youth competition, and the school's fixed screen also broadcast the heat of the stage live.

It was also the third day of the talent show.

The singing on the other side of the screen awakens Miku's consciousness, and the blue-haired young girl doesn't use any strength, just walks on the stage and makes the audience cheer for her with her singing and dancing.

The eye is attracted by the other party, and the feeling called "longing" is buried in the bottom of my heart.

Eleven-year-old Miku subconsciously followed the rhythm of the other party and began to sing, and it was at this moment that she understood the only thing she could do well.

The education level of the basic school is not enough, and Mijiu tries to find information on her own, perhaps because God also has mercy on her suffering and efforts, she meets her teacher.

The famous musician Lucien Evans, who is known as the pioneer of the new era.

She was taught a lot about music, including the use of various musical instruments, but the two had different musical philosophies, and Lucien was a keen traveler, leaving the city when she was 13 years old.

Miku did not use her teacher's reputation, but chose to prove herself with her singing voice, and was finally selected by the judges at a singing competition, and finally became her idol with the stage name of Tsukino who she thought about day and night, and made her debut.

Needless to say, the joy was there. Stand where you've always dreamed. Sing it to many people with your own voice and your own songs. As soon as she thought of this, Miku cried with joy.

Although it is not too famous, it can be said that it is smooth sailing, and the audience who comes to the live concert has gradually increased.

Although I also like to record albums and broadcasts, I am most happy about live concerts.

It can make Mijiu more aware of the reality of conveying the singing voice to the audience. Everyone praised Mijiu's singing.

They all say that they like Meijiu the most.

It would be nice if this kind of dreamlike time could go on forever.

-- However, Sueyan suddenly visited.

It was about a year or so when Miku debuted. She has accumulated quite a lot of popularity, and I heard from the managers of the office that a certain big person likes her very much, and if she can get a good relationship, she can be asked to perform in prime time, etc.

Although it didn't break, the key is that file.

Of course, he was solemnly rejected by Mijiu.

Miku wants to become an idol, not for fame and fortune, but to sing to more people.

However, it wasn't long before that.

A magazine magazine reported on a scandal that was fabricated out of thin air.

The contents seem to be ...... I didn't read it carefully because I was too surprised, but it was really written about the past and the male **, the experience of abortion, the addiction to drug parties, etc., these things that can't help but make people frown.

The people around him suddenly became full of malice.

This is the revenge of the big man, maybe because of the reason for the teacher who lured Mijiu, or something else, the other party didn't dare to do it directly, but the means were not less.

However, it was the fans who made her sadder the most...... No, it's the reaction of people who used to think they were fans.

Those people who lined up and said that they liked you the most, "I love you", and "I can die for you" suddenly turned their faces and changed their attitudes.

(-Hey, how many times have you done it with your previous boyfriend?)

(Abortion is killing the baby.) What are you murderers doing here?)

Compared to Mijiu's words, they would rather believe those scandals of unknown origin, which made Mijiu very painful.

With the dwindling handshakes and autograph sessions of the guests, they continue to be slandered.

Miku's heart gradually became haggard.

However, Mi-9 did not give up because of this.

Yes, Miku still has a singing voice, and she can still sing. From the beginning, there was nothing but singing.

Even if you are deceived by rumors, you will definitely understand it when you listen to your own singing.

My singing voice has that power.

In Mijiu's heart, there is still this unfounded self-confidence.

So Miku stood on the stage of a concert again.

However, in vain.

The people in the hall had turned into some other, terrifying creature in Miku's eyes, and tension and a different kind of throbbing dominated her body.

But I have to sing. If you don't sing, you have nothing.

The accompaniment began.

Miku approached the microphone and puffed out her voice. But-

（......！......！）

-- From Miku's throat, there was only a whirring voice.

The result of the examination was a loss of voice due to psychological factors.

In this way, the life of waiting for the moon with nothing but singing came to an end so easily.

A girl who is good for nothing but singing, loses her voice, then she has no value in existence.

This kind of thing was understood a long time ago. When she was nine years old, she understood.

Therefore, it is natural for Mijiu to start thinking about self-killing.

It doesn't matter what the method is. Hang oneself. Or an overdose of sleeping pills. It's okay to rush in front of a speeding carriage, and it's okay to cut your wrist with a blade. With a little effort, you can get rid of a worthless guy.

The closer the New Year gets, the more enthusiastic the outside world becomes, but the more cold and lonely Mijiu's heart becomes.

Standing on top of a tall building-

Goodbye, this world.

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ps: Is it familiar, familiar is right......