Chapter 11: This Life
They said a lot about that night. Past life, this life. The past, the future. Reality, dreams.
At the beginning, Wen Xian couldn't accept this fact at all. He once thought it was a dream, and even now, he occasionally fantasizes about how good it would be, and when he woke up, everything would be the same.
But the truth is so cruel, eighteen years later, he still hasn't woken up, still indulging in this dream. Occasionally, he would also think that maybe his previous life did not exist, it was just a dream, just like Zhou Zhuang's dream butterfly. It's him now, he has a very real dream, that world doesn't exist, everything is illusory, don't be careful. But every time he thinks like this, everything in his previous life will be experienced in his dreams, as if to remind him not to forget that everything is true. That's all true, he can't deceive himself.
At the beginning, Wen Xian thought about suicide several times, and he thought that perhaps, when he died in this world, his dream would wake up. But when he stood on the high cliff, he would feel trembling, he was afraid, he didn't dare to jump down. The feeling of fear was so clear, so powerful, that it was the real world. He's dead and he's dead, and he's not waking up.
Each time, he would stand until Litu and fall on the edge of the cliff. Looking at the clouds outside the sky, that heart will also be quiet, not thinking about anything else. (Don't ask me why I didn't take the poison, don't ask me why I fell on the edge of the cliff, you think it's the protagonist's aura.) )
In the dead of night, Wen Xian would often think that he couldn't leave. If he leaves, his parents in this world, and his sister who loves him the same. The first thing he saw when he opened his eyes was the haggard faces, anxious looks, and hoarse voices of the three men.
The first voice he heard was his mother's hoarse voice, a fairy full of worry and love.
Xian'er, his mother in his previous life also called him that, but at that time, his name was Chen Xian, and now, his name is Wen Xian.
In this world, he lived the dreamlike life of the past, worry-free and carefree. You don't have to read until late at night, and you don't have to do what everyone in this world has to do, you can cultivate. And he is really difficult to cultivate, every time he sits cross-legged, his thoughts can't be concentrated, and they fly all over the sky. It will remind him of his past life and make him feel pain. He didn't like to cultivate, he didn't need to cultivate, and his parents didn't ask him to cultivate.
He found that this world is not as powerful as the fantasy novels of the previous life. There is not much difference between a high-level monk and a low-level monk in this world, except that the lifespan and strength are different. Life span and strength are not what Wen Xian needs, he doesn't need much longevity, and he doesn't need much strength, he wanders between the past life and this life all day long, and has no mind about the outside world.
And because he had gone mad in cultivation and fell into a coma, so far, his parents did not ask him to cultivate.
In this world, it feels very warm to get along with her family, with a father, a mother, a sister, everything. If it weren't for the experience of his previous life, perhaps, he would have enjoyed it all with peace of mind.
But now, he never dared to imagine what kind of life his mother and sister were living in his previous life. What a blow it was to suddenly lose their pride.
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Wen Xian's outpouring stopped at this point, maybe although he didn't dare to imagine, he still thought about it!
Chu Jie looked at Wen Xian with her eyes closed, she knew that he needed strength to help him complete his choice. He didn't want to go on like this, waking up crying in his dreams, waking up with a painful hangover.
"Your mother is so kind, and your sister is so good. Your departure has hit them hard, but I believe they must be living a good life now. Your father came back and took care of the family, just as you thought. Your sister must also have someone who loves her very much, your sister is so good, there must be such a person, who loves her deeply. Maybe they are now facing the starry sky and saying, Xian'er, we are doing well now, you don't have to worry about us, you have to live well in the other world. Chu Jie said the best result, but she believed that in another world, it must be as she said.
Wen Xian still didn't speak, but Chu Jie felt that he must think the same way, believing that they were living a good life.
"You must live well, don't let their wishes be disappointed, and don't let the parents of this world worry about you. ”
"I've been listening to you all night, I'm tired!
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"I didn't have a mother, and my father told me that she gave birth to me and died, because it was a difficult birth. At first, like you, I didn't believe it was true, and I imagined that one day when I opened my eyes, I would see her beautiful face. Chu Jie leaned beside Wen Xian, recounting his past like him.
Difficult birth, which is a low-probability thing in the Nether. In this immortal world where everyone is a monk, there are very few cases of incidents, but Chu Jie has encountered them. She also deeply blamed herself, if it weren't for her, maybe her parents would still be together warmly, instead of leaving her father secretly sad.
Later, when conducting qualification determinations. Chu Jie's qualifications are third-order qualifications, and she also has a natural talent, and she is the most outstanding person in the family for tens of thousands of years. But like other geniuses, she enjoys generous treatment, and she is hidden. In order to completely block the news, the resources she needed for her cultivation were not spent by the family, but were provided privately by the head of the family and her father. (The qualifications and talents of this book should be limited by my pen power.,It's always not a good way to insert it.,If you can't describe it in a few chapters.,I'm going to open a single chapter to describe it.,Now it's good to understand)
Chu Jie's qualifications are outstanding, even compared with the pride of the great family. And hiding is a kind of protection for her, and the family is afraid of attracting people with bad intentions. is even more afraid that the enemy will learn the news and strangle it in the cradle.
As she grew older, Chu Jie knew more and more things, and knew why her family migrated since then.
The families who took the initiative to come to Qinghu City, except for the Wang family, the city lord, and the Wen family, who brought some of the clansmen over, I am afraid it will be difficult to find the third family. The rest of the families were forced to come. Even if it is a casual practice, most of them have a hidden heart because they can't get along in the outside world, and there are only a few people who really come to meditate. After all, Qinghu City is too far away from other cities, and communication is extremely inconvenient, so there is no communication with other cities at all. Qinghu City is like a lonely city, located alone in the green lake.
The Chu family migrated here, and naturally they were forced to come over, because they offended the big family in the outside world, they couldn't resist at all, so they had to migrate. Moving to Qinghu City is the best choice, the distance is relatively close, but more importantly, it has little connection with the outside world, so there is no need to worry that the enemy family will have influence here. There is no need to worry that the enemy will hunt down here, because the city lord here will protect the family. In this way, there will be more and more family causes, but due to the inconvenience of communication with the outside world and the relative lack of resources, foreign families will come to cultivate for a while to avoid the limelight, and they will leave. The lord of the city did not have the slightest time to hinder his coming. Therefore, although the city was founded for 200,000 years, there are only a few families.
The reason for offending other families is because the family has produced a woman with excellent qualifications, which has attracted the prying eyes of other families. Most families are more peaceful on the grounds of marriage. It's just that there is a family, and it is very strong, saying that it is married, so it arranges for someone to welcome the relatives, and if it is not married, it sends someone to rob the relatives. And the object of the arrangement is very poor, and it is a local scumbag. The woman refused, and in a fit of rage, she went directly to the door, killed the scum in her sleep, and then fell into the encirclement, preferring to die rather than give in, detonating the origin, and pulling several war immortals to accompany the burial. And the family also migrated overnight, and when they became strong in the future, they returned again to avenge the revenge of the year.
"And I, as a hope of revenge, have never forgotten to instill in me the idea of hatred. If it weren't for my father, I might only have revenge as my first purpose. When Chu Jie said this, he paused for a while, as if he was pondering, and then continued: "My father never told me about the family, and he just said that it was the matter of the older generation, so why should the juniors get involved, just do what they wanted! He told me to do what I wanted to do and follow my heart's desires. ”
"One more thing, you know?"
PS: Have you noticed that my pen is unstable, I write a little better, sometimes a little worse, and my style is erratic. I can't do anything about this, it should be the disadvantage of being a newcomer! Is there any way you can quickly overcome this situation, or can you only write more?