Chapter 51: The Cage and the Guard
In Yun Ge's strange fantasy space, An Ran and him sank each other for more than a year. One day, I woke up as if in a dream. She endured the hunger and thirst of her body, and said softly, "Yun Ge, are you wrong to say that we are like this?"
Yun Ge asked puzzledly, "Why do you say this?"
An Ran said sadly: "You came to this vain realm, with your future, this is a life station for you, because you can't live for a long time; ”
"Why bother? I'm a passerby, but at least I've seen the scenery here, and fortunately there's you in the landscape, and you can't fulfill yourself for the time being, but we've fulfilled each other in the past year. You are not my master, but you are better than my master, and Master cannot teach me how to love. Although we are only going out in two years, shouldn't we be glad that we can still support each other for two years?" Yun Ge felt bitter in her heart, but when she first came in, An Ran was optimistic, because she became no longer happy, became suffering from gains and losses, and became short-tempered.
"Let's not go out, okay? As long as we're here, we'll be together forever. Enron was like discovering a recipe for a complete solution.
"It's illusory, and if we don't get out, we're all going to die here. Yun Ge looked at her with a little puzzlement.
She was slightly angry and said, "You're playing with me, you know it's illusory to do this to me, right?"
Yun Ge was even more puzzled: "How could it be, when you first came in, you kept saying that everything here was fake. ”
"Yes, it's not true, even your feelings for me are fake!"
Yun Ge was surprised that her emotions were so unstable, so she said earnestly: "If my feelings for you are fake, then what about you? An Ran, why don't you understand? This illusion tests our state of mind, everything here, you think it's true, you think it's false, then the real becomes false." Although the illusion is fake, the two of us are real, time may be fake, seven days for seven years, but the real seven years, a person's growth is not just the way of looking at emotions.
So, time is false, but our feelings are true. Everything is contradictory and interdependent in this space. It's like you said that those demonic beasts are fake, they are transformed with fairy crystals, but they have always existed in my space. Then it's true. So, whether it's true or not, we just have to believe what we see and feel, isn't it?
"Have you always looked at our relationship so calmly?" An Ran was surprised that Yun Ge could talk about each other's past as if they were talking about other people's experiences. It was a terrible thing, and if one day he was caught in the mire of emotion, would he reach out and pull her? Maybe not, he might have been just a spectator, watching her struggle there uselessly and indifferent. Or maybe he will pull her up, and then he will show her pity and sympathy like a savior, is that really what he wants?
"I've never been calm about feelings, I'm just calm about your emotional changes. Think about how nostalgic you looked when you first came in. ”
An Ran said in his heart, sure enough, he was just a spectator disguised as a savior. So she said angrily, "Are you disgusting me?"
Fengge walked over and quietly held her in his arms. Said softly: "I didn't want to argue with you about this, and I have no reason to argue with you about this. I just need to remember that I have put you in my soul lake. Just remember that I'm in your heart, or you wouldn't care so much about what I think. Right?"
Enron didn't speak, responding with silence. There is only silence, there is no right and wrong.
"My mother said this when I was very young, that in times of trouble, the clan should hug each other and get through it together. When the spell dome is opened one day, remember that we used to protect each other. ”
An Ran's eyes flashed with light, and he was silent for a while: "Tell me about your mother." She must have been a great person. ”
"My mother is a pure-blooded female elf, and you may not understand the pure-blooded female elf, that is, her mother is not married, but is pregnant in the pool of life. In the eyes of our Xuantian clan, pure-blooded elves are born of heaven and earth. Therefore, I think that Mother is the most elegant and beautiful elf. It's not like my ears are not sharp and round. She was slender and agile, and although I hadn't seen what she looked like when she had long legs, I knew she was an elite of the elves. She runs as fast as the wind, and is the most powerful hunter without having to use her skills, although the elves don't hunt often.
Oh - actually, I didn't know much about her, most of the time I heard from the elders of the clan, and I was only three years old when she left. I have been trying not to forget her memories since I was three years old, but they are still blurry. Every time I go to the library to see her portrait, I feel different from what I remember, and every time I feel different. The portrait hasn't changed, it's my memory that has changed. ”
"You're so pathetic. ”
"Compared to my sister Fengge, I am still lucky, as soon as she was born, her mother was gone. ”
"You and your sister depend on each other?"
"I have a lot of people, and my grandfather is the patriarch, so I can't rely on each other. However, because my grandfather was very busy, my sister and I had to protect each other. When I was a child, I always thought that I was my brother and should be her guardian, but my brain has never been very bright, strictly speaking, she should be my guardian. Later, when I was able to cultivate, I thought I could finally protect her, but I accidentally broke into this void realm. So, I feel like a complete failure. ”
"It doesn't matter what kind of person you are at all, it's what you want to be from now on. ”
"Then I started by guarding you?"
"I don't need your protection, you're still a child. If you don't understand the true meaning of guarding, just like you haven't said why your mother is gone, maybe in a sense, your mother is doing what a guardian should do. The protection you give me is meaningless, with your soul lake, I am like being trapped and dying inside, consciousness and life and death cannot be decided by myself, what kind of guardian is that, it is a cage!"
"Wait, Enron, you're saying you can't decide anything for yourself in my illusion space?"
An Ran nodded, looking at him suspiciously. As if to say, do you need to say this?