These are my recent feelings, my expectations for this book are really big, but I was disappointed, the subscription is miserable, there are more than 10,000 people who collect my book, I really didn't expect this book to be so bleak, even the three hundred first set of the lower limit of the heart has not been reached, if my collection is all brushed, I admit it, but I don't, the subscription is so bad. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I haven't said a word in our fantasy signing group for a long time.,And I've been verbally attacked by other authors.,How bitter the words are.,I don't want to say it.,It's normal for the author to attack me.,After all, I've been recommended so much.,And then the grades are so bad.,But there was an editor who also used me as a negative teaching material in the group several times in front of hundreds of people.,Bad words.,I'm really under pressure (not my editor-in-charge.,It's another editor.。

The only thing I'm sorry for is the readers who have subscribed and supported me and the editor-in-charge who has recommended me a lot, I let him down, I know that he was also under a lot of pressure when he recommended me, and in the end, I couldn't repay him with results, I have been suffering a lot lately, and I don't know what to do when my efforts don't get the hope I deserve.

Recently, I have become more and more confused, many former good author friends asked me about my grades, I didn't dare to answer, I was anxious, I said the results, good comfort, bad avatar turned gray, I didn't ask for comfort, but I also understood that the world is cold, it's normal, and occasionally sit up from bed in the middle of the night and think about life......

I think that the collection of my books by Taoist friends is a kind of recognition, but the result is just a collection of recognition, and then there is nothing else......

I entered the industry in February this year, writing a book for the first time, and only after writing a book did I know how difficult it is to write hundreds of thousands, millions, millions, or even tens of millions, and the changes in the world of fantasy design, I don't want to say how much I have paid in it, Taoist friends who have tried to write a book or write dozens of words in the exam, hundreds of words are hard to think about, you may understand the feeling of not being able to type out a word in front of the computer for half a day.

I implore fellow Daoists to give me hope, even if you only subscribe to one chapter, even if it is just one chapter, it is also an affirmation of me, people need hope to live, hope, for an author, hope is subscription, that subscription.

Heaven and earth are but a shaky journey, and day and night are but the gateway to time. (To be continued.) )