Chapter 107: Love in My Heart

On this day, Shi Xinhui came to Liang Qing's house, she found that there was no one at home, and she couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, so she went into the mountains alone to wander around.

When Shi Xinhui walked in front of an osmanthus tree, she couldn't help but stop, it turned out that this was the place where she and Chu Yu came together last time, the last time they came here, at this moment, she touched the scene, saw things and thought about things, and couldn't help but recall the situation at that time-

At that time, this osmanthus tree was full of osmanthus flowers, and the osmanthus was oily and milky, like snow and jade, and at the same time, the fragrance hit people, and the face came. Chu Yu used the oily milky white of osmanthus as a metaphor for Shi Xinhui's skin, and used the rich fragrance of osmanthus as a metaphor for Shi Xinhui's body fragrance. When Shi Xinhui heard it at the time, she thought that Chu Yu's mind was crooked, and she thought of the situation when the two of them were in Yang Sakura's basement house, and Chu Yu blasphemed her, so she became angry and kicked Chu Yu, kicking Chu Yu to the ground.

As the so-called this time is also, that time is also, although Shi Xinhui was annoyed and angry at Chu Yu's words at that time, but now she thinks about it, but it is a different state of mind, she feels that the situation between the two of them last time was very romantic and warm, very interesting.

Now this osmanthus tree has long since bloomed, Shi Xinhui looked at the osmanthus tree and recalled, suddenly her thoughts flew again, and she associated the scene in front of her with another thing, that incident is Chu Yu will have a poppy that has bloomed again "bloomed". Immediately, she said in her heart:

"It would be nice if his kid was here today, I have to let him let this tree bloom for me, I want to see what trick......s he can play."

Thinking of this, Shi Xinhui couldn't help but laugh, this laugh suddenly woke her up from her daze, and made her feel ashamed in her heart. Immediately, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart-

"I remember the last time I went into the mountains with his boy, Master inexplicably told us that there was a lover who would eventually become a family. At that time, although I had a good impression of him, I never thought of being with him, but I didn't expect that after a short time, I would actually take the initiative to have this idea, it is really unpredictable, the world is impermanent......"

The reason why Shi Xinhui called Chu Yu his kid in her heart was because after the people of Tianyuan Mountain estimated that Chu Yu was still alive, she was in a good mood, and she was pure and high-natured, so she called Chu Yu so in her heart.

Then, Shi Xinhui left the osmanthus tree, and after a while, she came to a stream and a stream, and when she saw that the water was clear and the fish swam in a flock of them, she stopped and couldn't help but want to watch it. At this time, she squatted down, supported her chin with one hand, and watched the fish swim leisurely, looking very leisurely and quiet.

At this moment, a story flashed in her mind, which Chu Yu once told her. The story is recorded in Zhuangzi's "Nanhua Zhenjing", and the story is to the effect that -

Zhuangzi and Huizi once played together on the Haoshui Bridge, and when Zhuangzi saw a group of white fish swimming calmly in the water, he said to Huizi, this is the happiness of fish. Huizi asked Zhuangzi and said, "You are not a fish, how do you know the happiness of fish?" Zhuangzi asked Huizi rhetorically, "You are not me, how do you know that I don't know the happiness of fish."

Then Keiko argued that I am not you, although I don't know you, and you are not a fish, you don't know the happiness of fish, this is completely certain logic.

Zhuangzi finally said, let's follow your previous question, you asked me earlier, how do I know the happiness of the fish, what you mean by this is that you already know that I know the happiness of the fish and come to ask me, I will tell you that I know that they are happy on the Haoshui Bridge.

Shi Xinhui looked at the leisurely fish swimming calmly, and after thinking of this story in her heart, she suddenly felt injustice for Zhuangzi and hated Huizi. She said in her heart:

"Zhuangzi still had the patience to argue with him, and if I had been there at the time, I would have kicked him into the water. Some things cannot be proved logically, but can only be experienced with the heart. This fish is obviously very happy, and he has to come up with a logic like I am not you, you are not a fish. Is he tired or not?"

When Shi Xinhui thought of this, she was made to laugh at her grievances. Shi Xinhui has such a quiet and quiet heart to think about these boring things, this is the first time in her life. All this may be the reason why she has love in her heart.

After Shi Xinhui watched the fish swim, she continued to walk along the stream. After a while, she walked to the shore of a lake. At this time, there was a pair of mandarin ducks swimming in the lake, playing with each other, and she couldn't help but stop and admire.

At this moment, she had a lot of Yaxing in her heart, and a lot of poems and songs about mandarin ducks came to mind, she thought of Cao Zhi's "Shi Si Fu", which contained a text: "The same pool of happy mandarin ducks, envy the common forest of wings"; The flounder mandarin duck is really enviable, don't you see you when you go and come to the king?" and so on

Shi Xinhui recalled the meaning of those poems and songs, and unconsciously started to be in a daze again, and suddenly there were two mandarin duck calls, which woke her up from her daze. made her feel a sigh in her heart - "Hey, I didn't think that I, Shi Xinhui, would also fall into this child's affection......"

After some emotion, she began to miss Chu Yu again in her heart, and this lovesickness was inexplicably very strong. She couldn't help but feel ashamed and anxious. Immediately, she said to herself:

"All of this is his kid's harm! This time, when I find him, I have to break his kid's body into pieces......

When Shi Xinhui was lovesick, a group of mandarin ducks suddenly flew on the lake. Shi Xinhui argued about the color of her feathers, and found that most of the mandarin ducks in this group were females, and she immediately became angry for some reason, she picked up a few stones and threw them at the group of mandarin ducks angrily, and a group of mandarin ducks were all frightened away by her. At this time, Shi Xinhui ended her leisure trip and returned disappointed.

The reason why Shi Xinhui behaved so ridiculously was because she was jealous. She imagined the previous romantic situation of the pair of mandarin ducks as herself and Chu Yu, and after this group of female mandarin ducks flew in, she couldn't help but think of the environment Chu Yu was in, and thought of what the people of Tianyuan Mountain said to her - Chu Yu was living in a group of women. When she thought of that group of mysterious women, she put all the anger in her heart on the heads of the female mandarin ducks of this group of uninvited guests, so she had such a funny psychological behavior.