On the shelves: After a long time, I have been waiting for a long time, and I am finally on the shelves, and I am excited......

Testimonials: Thank you for the big starting point, thank you for the editor-in-charge, and thank you for the friends who have always supported the little brother......

I saw that everyone wrote testimonials on the shelves when they put them on the shelves, and my friends also advised me to write a little, okay, follow the good as flowing.

I don't know what to say, I don't know where to start, so let's briefly talk about my situation.

I have mild obsessive-compulsive symptoms, and I have to revise each chapter repeatedly, sometimes word by word, sometimes sentence by sentence, and sometimes even have to delete and rewrite the entire chapter. The writing is good or bad, at least this is the respect for every friend who supports the clumsy work, of course, in other words, this is also responsible for myself, and it also takes time, why not do my best?

Speaking of time, I really don't have much time to code words.

I go to work during the day, and I have to take care of the children after work, and I finish everything, basically until more than 10 o'clock in the evening, washing and other chores, around 23 o'clock. 23:00-02:00 is the time that really belongs to me, the time that belongs to my codeword, a person, a cup of tea, a faint song......

Originally, there was an earlier chance to put it on the shelf.,At least to catch up with the full attendance in July.,Finally, I thought about it.,Forget it.,Even if I'm really hit in the head by the opportunity.,I can't catch it when I ask myself.,Time,Hate time,Lovely time......

Dabao is waiting to be fed, Xiaobao is coming again, the due date is July 23, I have to put more time and more energy on taking care of my child, the update during this period will inevitably be a little slow, please forgive me, forgive me.

Although every day is a little hard, but I am happy, really happy, looking at the child's innocent smiling face, all the sorrows, all dissipated, just like the lyrics sung by Da Zhang Wei: Five words floating in the sky, that's not a thing......

The clumsy work "Holy Magister", I didn't expect to be able to sign a contract, I didn't expect to be able to sign so quickly, 2W8, for a novice rookie like me, I can't think of it. Thank you to Mr. Ginko, the contracted editor.

After signing the contract, the recommendation came quickly, the text pushed, for two consecutive weeks, the collection and clicks have increased, especially thanks to the editor in charge of Mr. Qingmang for giving such an opportunity.

Awkwardly, after the good news of signing referrals, I had to face a cooling phase of passion.

This stage is the hardest for any writer, dropping favorites, dropping clicks, new chapters are not cared for, no one applauds, no one scolds, alone, alone, really alone.

Hesitation, self-blame, self-reflection......

I admit that it is false not to think that giving up, and every now and then, I always try my best to suppress this negative emotion, not to let it grow little by little, to break its foundation, to destroy its soil......

I admonished myself, I asked myself: Hey, boy, you signed a contract, this is an improvement compared to before, didn't you complain that no one gave you a chance, now it's okay, there is a chance, but what about the hard work you once swore and swore to? What about struggle? Isn't it a bold statement that life is rare to fight? What about your so-called hard work?

Thinking of this, I despised myself fiercely, don't gossip, work hard, boy, work hard, touch the tiger tonight.

To survive the toughest of days, I want to thank a friend, Star Soul.

I remember that it was late at night, the code word intermittently, open the webpage to see if there are any comments, a 100 yuan reward suddenly came into view, 100 coins, not self-appreciation, not exchange, is really from the reader's reward. The excitement at that time cannot be described in words or pen and ink, I often write in books, and my expression is invigorated, and at that moment, I experienced it vividly.

In the time after that, the rewards of the star soul, recommendation tickets, etc., came one after another.

He leaves a message in the comment area every day, the words are not long, it is a simple sign-in greeting, but for me, it is really a lot of motivation for code words, this feeling is absolutely real, and I have repeatedly mentioned it in the message area...... With this, the flame of passion and hope in my heart was rekindled.

I hope that one day, the power of the spark will drive the momentum of the prairie fire!

Thank you to my friend Star Soul, thank you to all my friends who support me, I wish you all a new book fire, good health, and a happy family.