"Blood pressure 40, oxygen saturation 0, whether intravenous epinephrine bolus, chest compressions for rescue." An assistant on the operating table said.

The surgeon stopped the blood-stained scalpel in his hand and glanced at the ECG monitor next to me, which showed that it was all straight lines.

At this time, the doctor motioned to the assistant next to him to stop, and shook his head helplessly.

Is this going to give up on the rescue?

When I saw that the doctor was so passive and slacking off at his work, I sat up in shock and yelled at him, "I can still be saved, I am still saved, doctor, you can save me." I don't want to die, can you help me? ”

However, they were indifferent to my yelling, and it was as if they didn't even hear it.

I was even more anxious: "Aren't you a doctor?" You save me."

I tried to wake up the doctor with both hands, only to find that I couldn't push ......

What the hell am I in at the moment? Out-of-body?

Am I really dead? Why did I commit suicide, I really regret it now, why did I do it?

"Go and notify the family and issue a death notice!" The surgeon took another look at the part of my body where the surgery had been made, withdrew the scalpel, and stepped aside to take off the surgical gown.

"Aren't you really going to salvage it again? Dr. Wang. The assistant next to me looked at me lying on the operating table and couldn't help but dissuade the surgeon.

I really hope that he can save me at this moment, really, at this moment I was afraid of death, why did I seek death in the first place? I am now making stupid impulses for me to accept punishment, my abdomen is like throwing a red piece of iron, I am in pain now, but I can no longer speak, my consciousness is very clear, although my body is anesthetized, but there is no numbness in my abdomen, it is still a burning feeling, I don't know how long I can last, but now I know that I regret choosing the point of no return.

"He drank too many pesticides, and he broke his leg, the original operation plan was to clean the blood and remove the residual pesticides in the body at the same time, and the leg preservation program was carried out at the same time, but he didn't survive, go and notify the family!" Instinctively respecting the patient, Dr. Wang put on the surgical gown again and came over to stitch the skin on my thigh.

The assistant next to him hesitated for a long time before saying, "He has no family members, only five six or seven-year-old sisters are outside." ”

Dr. Wang, who was about to come over to suture my incision, stood still in a daze, and said loudly, "Who signed the consent form for surgery?" Are you responsible for taking such a big risk and something happens? ”

"Dr. Wang, we're just ......"

"Okay, there is no need to say it, you can solve this matter yourself, I don't want to take care of the ICU matter, I'm just an orthopedic surgeon, you arranged this operation for me before the patient's family signed the consent form for the operation, I will explain this matter to the Rectification Office, you wait for the legal sanctions!" After Dr. Wang finished speaking, he tore off the surgical gown vigorously, completely unconcerned that this was an operating room.

"Lao Wang! You and I have been friends for more than ten years! This thing is my idea, don't blame them, rescue people first, okay? The rest of the matter will be borne by me Qin Ran alone. Another doctor said.

"Qin Ran, this matter is not a matter of friendship, this is a matter of breaking the law, if there is anything to do with the rectification office, let's talk about it!" After saying that, Dr. Wang rushed out of the operating room in a rage.

"What now, Director?" The assistant next to him eagerly asked Qin Ran what to do next.

"Furosemide is added to the maximum, rapid volume expansion, and atropine is injected for rescue." Qin Ran glanced at me and kept giving orders to the assistants beside him.

"Furosemide has been maximized, and the volume expansion has now reached 7,000 milliliters, the output is 0, and atropine has been injected." The assistant next to him received the director's order and skillfully completed all these things, and now the thighs are only stitched.

"Tiny, didn't you learn cosmetic stitching? Come up, Ah Lu always checks the patient's vital signs. Qin Ran said.

"Okay Director."

I watched all this like this, I don't know why, I have a kind of want to cry, in my world, there is no warmth in the world, what is left to me is invisible, I have five sisters who are as lonely as me, although they are not related to me, but they are the same as me, they are all fatherless and motherless people.

"The patient's blood pressure began to rise, oxygen saturation was still 0, but the heart rate was there." The assistant who recorded my vital signs, Ah Lu.

"Reduce the rate of atropine administration and increase furosemide." Qin Ran said.

"Poof". A stream of blood shot out of his legs, staining the small body that had been stitched up for me. The blood flowed out like a fountain without reservation.

"Director, the patient's aortic rupture." Ah Lu turned her head to look at Xiao Xiao, who was standing dumbfounded on my left leg with the stitches together, and exclaimed.

"Hemostats."

Xiaoxiao, who was fixed in place, hurriedly took out the hemostat from the sterile tray and handed it to Qin Ran

Qin Ran took the hemostat and probed into the wound, and after a while, he clamped the artery and stopped the blood that was rolling out, but the upper and lower parts of the operating table looked extremely bright red, and it looked like a burning sky under the illumination of the anesthesia lamp.

"Furosemide goes down, expansion slows down, and his blood vessels don't support it anymore." After stabilizing everything, Qin Ran slowly said this sentence.

"Director, I'm sorry." Xiao Xiao hadn't reacted at the moment, she had been standing stupidly in place just now, the crochet needle in her hand was still dripping blood.

"Xiaoxiao, if you do this again, you will kill you and kill the patient at the same time, you should not consider heavy bleeding, and if you are not careful, you will lose a life." Qin Ran didn't say much, after all, he also came from this stage, and for a newcomer like Xiaoxiao who had just come to work in the hospital, he still had little knowledge and didn't know how to face these emergencies.

"Director, his blood pressure is plummeting, and it can't be measured." Ah Lu looked at Qin Ran with a nervous face after speaking.

"What blood type is he?" Qin Ran didn't have time to think about anything else at the moment, and now only blood transfusion could save it.

"RH positive blood type, this blood type is not available in our hospital, and there is no blood supply center at present." Ahh

"RH positive." Qin Ran said silently: "Go check his sister's blood type outside and see if you can lose each other." ”

"It's not his own sister out there, it's his adopted sister." Ah Lu whispered the truth, he had promised the boy on the operating table that he would not tell the secret, but now there was really no way.

"What?" Qin Ran's whole body was paralyzed all of a sudden, could it be that this child could only wait quietly to die?

"I'm RH positive." At this moment, Dr. Wang walked in and said, "Lose mine." ”

"Lao Wang?"

"Hey, don't say I'm not righteous enough, I still want you to invite me to drink?"

"Please, must please." After Qin Ran finished speaking, he showed an ugly smile. It's just the most gratifying, in his consciousness, Wang Qiang is not afraid of sanctions and can give up saving people.

"Here's my blood test report, I knew there was going to be a lot of bleeding." After Dr. Wang finished speaking, he took out a blood test report form from his arms and handed it to Qin Ran.

Qin Ran took it and looked at it, and it was written: Name Wang Qiang, blood type RH positive, and four disease screenings were negative.

"How do you know he's going to bleed?" Qin Ran was a little puzzled, and at the same time, Ah Lu and Xiao Xiao were also puzzled about this matter, how did this Wang Qiang know that there would be heavy bleeding?

"Old Qin, don't you forget what my Wang family used to do?" Wang Qiang said as he lay on the operating table next to him, exposing his arms and letting the big needle of the blood transfusion device pierce into it.

"Aren't you charlatans? Can I not know? Qin Ran has been friends with Wang Qiang for more than ten years, and he still knows something about Wang Qiang's situation.

"Lao Qin, if you say this, you won't give me face, what is a charlatan, how can I be a Taoist liar." Wang Qiang was a little dissatisfied, what did Qin Ran say.

"It's the 21st century, what are you thinking?" Qin Ran laughed.

"What's wrong with the 21st century, there can't be ghosts, snakes, and gods." Wang Qiang couldn't bear Qin Ran's words.

"Okay, okay, I can't say you can do it!" Qin Ran and Wang Qiang have not been fighting for the past two days, he has always felt that these things that Wang Qiang believes in are unrealistic, but Wang Qiang believes in these things very much, and he is still a doctor, and he even believes in these feudal superstitions.

"What I said is true, don't say that, it's okay, some things exist when they exist, but we can't touch them." Wang Qiang felt that Qin Ran's concession was not to say it to his face, and said behind his back that he didn't want to be talked about by others like this.

"What you're saying is, okay, lie down and rest, and start the blood transfusion." Qin Ran said.

"Director, is he really doing a blood transfusion now?" Ah Lu asked the doubts in her heart, but she was not sure of her opinion. After all, after pesticide poisoning, blood transfusion is easy to produce hemolytic reactions, and the gains outweigh the losses at that time.

"Do you think it's better to be alive or dead?" Qin Ran asked rhetorically.

"Of course it's good to be alive." Ah Lu answered Qin Ran's question honestly, for such a question, presumably anyone would answer like this.

"That's all that's the way to go."

"Okay, get ready, stop the hemodialysis machine, use stomach and antacids, retain a large amount of gastric lavage, and clear out the pesticides in the stomach."

After Qin Ran finished speaking, the four of them started to operate together.

"Lower the anesthesia and make him nervous and vomit."

When I came in, I was very agitated, and there was no way to urgently wash the stomach, so I had to use anesthesia to calm me down.

At this moment, as the anesthesiologist's dose weakened, the feeling of burning the whole body slowly returned, just now it was only in the abdomen, and now the whole body has that feeling, except for the left leg that can't move, my head now seems to explode, and the endless dizziness keeps hitting my mind, just like the tide of the calm sea, and the waves relentlessly hitting the reef.

Then a tube slowly went down my throat, and then a cold stream passed through my throat, and the cold feeling was what I wanted most, and my hot stomach was now much more comfortable.

But I couldn't bear the onset of sleepiness and fell asleep.

I could feel a warm current slowly infused into my body, and as the warm current flowed in, my body began to slowly become hot, but it was not completely hot, it just felt hot.

This temperature is like being in my mother's belly, which makes people feel endlessly safe, and I fell asleep at this moment after not sleeping for four days.