Side story "My Happiness"

I said, "Why die?" maybe, let's go and explain to her, and she will understand, and she will understand, because she is our queen.

You say, let me go back to the rainforest with the queen myself, and die alone.

No one can stop me from my choice. Not even the dryads of the Tree Whispering Forest, the spirit beasts, or the elves who communicate with all things. For, when we left the kingdom of beasts, I made a vow. In this life, I give up all choices, and my world is only you. You're gone, and my world is empty. You can never abandon me, so, you choose, I follow. You died because of me, and because I was afraid that your decision would be shaken, I chose to have an unfair duel with that snake. How I want to tell you that I left everything behind to go on a trip with you that will never be perfect, but who's to say that my choice is meaningless?

I said, "Do you see it?" The whirlwind that rises into the sky in the forest of trees is our queen.

I said, you made the right choice. The rules didn't abandon us, and we were finally together again. All we have left behind are the two meaningless bodies in front of the bluestone, which are being torn apart by a flock of rotten eagles.

I said, I don't understand, if that physical body is superfluous, then there is any point in what we do?

You say that what we ask for is what the world thinks is meaningless, and maybe they are right, but what really brings us happiness is enough. The flesh is not superfluous, you see those rotten eagles, they will thrive. No matter how much the world hates them, they are still a kind of creature in this world. Every living being will have its own future.

Perhaps, you say, every loss is for the sake of existence. Every existence is for the future. Even if it is a constant loss or despair.

The messenger of time said, "Child, don't be emotional, follow me." We can't stay in a period of time for too long, we have to go back in time and keep moving forward. In the midst of the known and unknown changes, seek the true meaning of our true existence.

You say, God of time, can we get a title?

The timebringer laughed and said, what is the meaning of a title, those things that seem practical are destined to turn into nothingness in time, and only the choice is real.

Can the Queen, I ask, sense our presence?

The Timebringer nodded.

I asked, does the Queen have nightmares when she thinks of us?

The timebringer said, "No, even if it's a dream, it will be powerful because of your choices." That's what drives her forward, and she can push the wheel of time forward.

Why is time a wheel, you ask? Isn't it a river?

The messenger of time said that time is not like, she is just a rule, to restrict everything in this world from following the rules from one existence to another. Maybe one day, you will be in the upper reaches of the river of time and find that you once existed. Don't be surprised, maybe that's wrong. Little by little, we have to correct those mistakes, those about you, everything around you.

I was puzzled, I asked, didn't you say before that existence is right?

The Timekeeper says that in another fallen rule, everything is right. The mission of the Rules of Time is to create fairness.

How do we distinguish between right and wrong, you ask?

The messenger of time said, do whatever you want.

I asked, how do we ensure that our actions are right or wrong?

The Messenger of Time says that you are within the rules. If you are disturbed by the rules of the Fall, you will be eaten up by the rules of time. At that time, you will become another being in the rules of time.

You jumped up for joy and said, I see, we exist because everything really exists, and the real existence is in our hearts, not what we see. But if so, how can I be sure that what I perceive in my heart is real?

I said, you're stupid because you're in the rules......

We left with the Timebringer. Leaving that forest of hope, we went to the Rainforest. However, when we got there, it was just the time when the queen was born.

I said, it's hard to imagine that our queen would cry when she was born. Should we\b change the course of her life so that she doesn't have to go through all those pains?

You say that no one is born a king, and we only see her most glamorous side in that dimension of time, and for most of her life, she struggled with emotional traps. It was the most terrible trap in the world, because it was formless, and it was besieged by one's own sorrow, anger, and helplessness. If you want to break free, you need a strong heart, a strong soul, and a strong will. When those so-called powerful people are all possessed, she is the most powerful person in the world, and that is the real king who is "not afraid of the world's turmoil and looks down on all living beings in the world".

I said, "I'm sorry I won't see you born, because it would have been a long, long time later."

At least we're together now, aren't we? Some memories can't be turned over and read, but told by us, so that it makes more sense.

Yes, I never doubted the charm of your storytelling. Because, since the day I met you, I have been intoxicated by your story......

You say, you are going to become a chicken, and you are going to take me all over the continent. You're going to show me the gigantic creatures of the Hundred Tribes.

Fortunately, it has finally come true. I now finally understand why you said that. Because the coo-coo chicken is really too small.

You say, one day, you will have great mana to help those who are on the verge of death. There is no prejudice, no pity, no almsgiving, and you have to treat every living being of all tribes equally.

Fortunately, not only has your wish been granted, but you are now busy working on it day and night. It's just that those creatures really can't see you as equals. I know those creatures can't catch you, but every time I see you running all over the hill, I just want to cry.

I know you want to make me laugh, you want me to live happily, you want to prove that eternal life is not so boring. However, when I saw you running wet, I cried, and I couldn't help it!

You say, one day, you're going to go to a land full of stories, where people love cooing. You say, Coo-Goo Chicken is the supreme existence there!

Now I know, what they like is the meat of the coo chicken. We are truly the supreme beings at the feast with such a delicious taste as it is incomparable.

You say, you have to write a poem under every stone, weave a beautiful story for every grass, and wait until many years later, and bring me here.

I finally understood, it turns out that you have been creating a certain existence, guiding my happiness......