Chapter 107: Let go
An Xiaowen looked at the glass of milk, his eyes were glazed, empty, and full of sadness.
"Actually, I knew there was such a day. She said, "Your sister, maybe sister, I often can't tell which of you was born first, which one Zhou Zhiwen came to snatch, and I often can't remember, you know, you almost look exactly the same." Her voice flickered near and far.
"You didn't think about getting her back? you never thought about it?" said Li Zhen, gritting her teeth, her scarlet eyes showing again.
An Xiaowen turned her head to look at her, tears streaming down her cheeks, wetting her clothes. Her chest rose and fell violently, as if she was suppressing great pain.
"This is probably the only thing in my life that I can't forgive myself, even if I hurt others, I have never regretted it. But I regret that I didn't bring my lovely girl back. I regret it. She said, her voice choked, her eyes red, her features twisted in pain.
At this time, there was a sudden strong wind outside, and the originally bright sky suddenly dimmed, and a loud thunder rolled through the gloomy sky. The strong wind blowing outside the window blew the heavy golden curtains open. The lights in the house began to flicker and sizzle, and the summer storm always came so suddenly and so quickly.
Li Zhen sat up straight, her face expressionless, as if the sudden change in weather had no effect on her in the slightest. She looked up at the rose petal lampshade on the roof, and the light inside seemed to be about to stop working. When she moved her gaze, she saw that her mother was looking at her.
"What's the use of regretting. She said.
"Yes, what's the use of regretting, the harm has been done, I hurt her, I ruined her life, Chen Xianhui is right. ”
"What did Chen Xianhui say?"
"She said, "I ruined you sisters. She was right. ”
Li Zhen looked at An Xiaowen silently, pursed her lips tightly, and frowned. Of course Chen Xianhui will say this, she is the witness you destroyed us. The word "father" was so foreign to her, she didn't have a father, and even if she did, she was a beast, she didn't have a father, she didn't need a father, she didn't need it. She can also do without her mother if possible. The womb of the woman should be given to Leon ** egg skewers and let the men eat that disgusting thing, not let the men sow seeds in it.
"It doesn't matter who my father is, I don't need this person. ”
"Xin'er, you open that drawer. An Xiaowen's gaze paused on Li Zhen's face for a moment, then pointed to the dresser and said softly. She had stopped crying.
Li Zhen looked at her suspiciously, and hesitated for a moment. Finally stood up and walked into the dresser, she looked at the tulip flower like a hand stunned for a moment, An Xiaowen likes tulips the most, and so does she. So did she, her hand resting on the flower-like handle, then gently pulling open the drawer.
"Take it out. An Xiaowen said.
Li Zhen looked at the white envelope lying quietly in the drawer, and looked back at her mother in confusion.
"Take it out. An Xiaowen repeated.
At this time, the wind outside the house is blowing more violently, and it should soon be pouring rain. And the lights in the room flickered even more. Li Zhen's hand trembled, and she took out the letter.
"Do you need me to close the window?" said Li Zhen as she looked out the window with the envelope.
An Xiaowen looked directly at Li Zhen, and those eyes seemed to say: "I have a clear conscience, I never do a bad thing, and I am not afraid of anyone in this world." Don't be afraid of this gust of demonic wind. But her next words were far from the same.
"No, I don't. What you are holding in your hand is a confession written by me, including the facts of how I killed Zhu Hui, Li Yiwen, and Jinpeng. An Xiaowen said calmly.
Li Zhen's hand shook again, and she looked at her mother incredulously.
"Y-you-why?" even her voice trembled. A gust of wind blew into the house, rolled up the curtains, circled and fell again.
"Xin'er, the only person I owe in my life is you, I know how much you have suffered, how many sins you have suffered, and this life is very long and short. I've had enough, I want to clear all the obstacles for you, I want you to be happy. I hope I never stopped you, I hope you didn't marry Longmen, I could have changed all this, I could. An Xiaowen began to cry again, covering his face and crying bitterly.
Li Zhen walked slowly to her bedside, knelt down, and gently lay on her body.
"Mom!" she called out softly.
"Xin'er, my mother has harmed a good person, and that person is not your father, but an irrelevant farmer. Your father is Li Yiwen. An Xiaowen gently stroked Li Zhen's hair lying on her lap and smiled slightly. Li Zhen under her hand trembled slightly. She knew she was frightened. Because when she said this, Li Zhen raised her head sharply and looked at her with a look of great chagrin and pain.
"What did you say?"
"Li Yiwen is your biological father, so he has taken such good care of us all these years. An Xiaowen said, as if she had lost something as soon as she said the name.
"What?" called Li Zhen.
It was raining heavily outside the window, and the raindrops hit the leaves and window eaves with a thumping sound. Rain drifted into the house through the unclosed windows, and the wind ruffled Li Zhen's hair.
"Don't talk nonsense, don't say things that are out of place. She vehemently wanted to contradict her mother.
"No, my dear heart. At that time, I was too young to accidentally conceive you, but I didn't dare, he didn't dare, he was too afraid of his parents, my parents, he was too afraid that he would ruin his future. He was afraid that he would never return to the city. Because our parents watched us, we knew what the consequences would be if we made such a mistake. But I don't want to kill my own child. Then we came up with a solution, my father, your grandfather doted on me very much, and if one day he knew that I was out bringing back a child, but this child was not caused by my misconduct, and I was also a victim, he would definitely protect us. Therefore, we designed to frame Zhou Zhiwen and make everyone think that you are his children. Deliberately made him think I was pregnant with his child, that night he was drunk and he didn't remember anything. In order to make the whole thing seem more believable, Li Yiwen beat him and beat him hatefully. Zhou Zhiwen is a good person, he is willing to take on this responsibility, he wants to marry me, and even gave up his sweetheart for this, they love each other very much, but he gave up that girl, he is willing to take responsibility for his actions and be responsible for me. But how could I marry him, this is just a story deliberately created to protect myself in order to expose things in the future!
Li Zhen listened to her mother's story and stepped back to the window, she looked at her mother with wide frightened eyes, and the rain drifting in outside the window splashed her white lace-trimmed princess dress. I saw her covering her ears, her face pale, and her mouth shouting:
"Ahh ”
Then, she ran briskly out of her mother's bedroom. Another thunderclap rumbled through the sky. The rain is getting heavier. It's like that night, the night when Zhou Zhiwen was drunk.
An Xiaowen looked at Li Zhen who ran away, and then looked back at the pouring rain outside the window. She knew why she had committed these unpardonable sins. It doesn't matter where his soul goes -- if there's a portal, a portal that exists in his body, and the door is opened when he dies, and he goes to that place, if she knows it's going to open, she'll follow him and climb in. She really missed him so much. An Xiaowen moved his gaze from the stormy window to the milk cup, and then reached out to pick up the milk.