Chapter 93, the road is narrow

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The two walked side by side without saying anything, the atmosphere was somewhat awkward, Gao Zijian said a little nervously, "That, look, I have a few words I want to tell you, let's find a place to talk first, okay?" ”

Xia Xinran stopped, turned his head to look at him and said, "What's wrong?" Is there anything you can't say here? ”

Gao Zijian thought to himself, 'How can you say it in this place, there are so many people coming and going on this road, and this is not the place to speak.' ’

He looked left and right and said, "In this case, let's go to the park not far ahead, it won't delay you too long, just a few minutes." ”

As he spoke, he took the lead in walking towards the park, he deliberately didn't give her time to think about it, and Xia Xinran had no choice but to follow him.

The two of them walked to the park, found a stone bench and sat down, Xia Xinran sat down and said, "Now you can talk about it, what is the matter?" It's so mysterious. ”

She seemed to be able to guess a little bit too, but she was just deliberately pretending to be stupid.

Gao Zijian decided to say it in the shortest and most direct and effective way, he sorted out his thoughts a little, coughed and said, "Ahem, that, gladly, in fact, I... I.. I just want to tell you that I like you. ”

He was a little trembling at first, but then he thought about it, he simply closed his eyes and said it, after saying this, his heart suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, the tension just now was gone, but he relaxed, but he didn't know what kind of expression Xia Xinran would have when he heard it, and he didn't dare to look at her, and his own eyes seemed a little erratic.

But Xia Xinran didn't answer him, he had to continue, "Actually... I've liked you since the first day of high school, really, I can't extricate myself from what I like, if it weren't for this incident, I don't think I'll ever say it, after all, you haven't given me a chance, and I even have the idea of giving up, but now I really can't control this feeling, I know, I don't have anything outstanding, and it's very ordinary, but I just want to protect you, just like this, there is no more extravagance, and I am happy to see you happy. I don't feel good when I see you unhappy, and when you said I was brave yesterday, I was really happy, and I won't say anything. ”

When Gao Zijian said this, he slowly squeezed Xia Xinran's hand, looked at her with a firm look in his eyes and said, "Xinran, I just want you to give me a chance, okay?" I'll see you as more important than my life. ”

Xia Xinran slowly retracted her hand at this time, and her expression still did not change.

She looked ahead and said in a flat tone, "What should I tell you, actually... Actually, you're a good person, but we...."The rest of the sentence is not finished.

Gao Zijian hurriedly interrupted her and said, "Okay, you don't have to say it, I already know what you want to say." ”

He knows what the girl means when she says this, in fact, you are a very good person, and the back is nothing more than that we are not suitable, or use some other excuse to resign.

Even if Gao Zijian has not experienced this kind of thing, he can see that he often acts like this on TV.

He felt that this confession was much more difficult than the first confession he made with Wang Xue, at that time he was young and ignorant, maybe the girl didn't think about it so much, plus the reason why he was angry with Chen Chao, he said it directly as soon as he was in a hurry.

But now it's different, as you get older, there will inevitably be some concerns between people, but Gao Zijian doesn't complain about her.

Although he helped her, he knew that this gratitude could never replace love, and if he really reluctantly let her have a relationship with him, it would be unfair to her and himself.

Xia Xinran saw that he suddenly interrupted his words, and hurriedly asked him, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Gao Zijian stood up at this time, and he suddenly felt that his chest was blocked, and his heart was very uncomfortable.

You know, when the person you like doesn't like you, this taste is the most uncomfortable, and even the air you breathe can even make you feel suffocated.

Although it's not her fault, there's no way, as long as it's a normal person, her heart will be hit a little bit.

Gao Zijian took a deep breath, adjusted his mood, and said calmly, "It's okay, I'll go first, I'm sorry to disturb you." ”

After speaking, he turned and left, he was a person who could afford to let go, since people didn't care about him, even if he begged her, it would be useless.

Reluctant love will not come to fruition, but deep down in his heart, there are a few people who can understand.

Before leaving, Gao Zijian didn't look back at her, he thought she could stop him, and told him that she liked him too.

But all this is just Gao Zijian's fantasy, he left like this, and Xia Xinran didn't do a trace of retention....

Gao Zijian didn't know where to go, in short, he didn't want to go home, he was afraid that he would miss her when he went home, and his heart was very messy, so he just walked around.

There is no purpose, just walking blindly with the mood, and wherever you go, it counts.

When he noticed, the person had already walked to the back door of the school, Gao Zijian sighed, thinking to himself, why did he come back here again.

Just when he turned around and was about to leave, he happened to collide with the person opposite, and Gao Zijian happened to be holding back his anger at this time, and there was no place to spill it.

He opened his mouth and scolded, "Are you blind?" How to walk? "But then I thought, 'It's okay if I'm in a bad mood and others, forget it, don't make trouble, let's go'.

He had just taken a few steps when a hand was placed on the shoulder behind him, and then an ugly voice came from behind him, "Dude, I want to leave after scolding?" ”

Gao Zijian turned to look at the man, and said in a somewhat stiff tone, "What's the matter?" Then you mean, you still want to invite me to dinner, don't you? ”

The man sneered and said, "Fuck, you're fucking fooling me, aren't you?" Don't know me anymore? ”

Hearing what he said, Gao Zijian fixed his eyes and took a closer look, it didn't matter what he saw, and thought, 'It's bad, it's really a narrow road, isn't this the follower next to Lu Hai yesterday?' ’

He was punched a few times by the army, and his face was still blue and purple, because it was dusk and the light was insufficient, if he didn't look closely, he really couldn't recognize it.

Gao Zijian deliberately smiled evilly and said, "Fuck, who the fuck do I think it is?" Messing around, isn't this the big brother next to our brother Hai? What's wrong? You still want to be beaten, don't you? ”

Gao Zijian said the word 'follower' very hard, he looked down on this kind of 'horse boy' who followed others all day long, to put it mildly, this grandson is a dog fighting people.