Chapter 195, the past is unbearable
Wang Xue took Gao Zijian back to his house, and after Gao Zijian entered the house, Wang Xue said to him, "You can sit casually." ”
Gao Zijian nodded, changed his slippers, and sat directly on the sofa in the living room, Wang Xue asked him again, "You haven't eaten at night?" Hungry? ”
Gao Zijian said a little embarrassed, "Well, I really haven't eaten, I'm really a little hungry now." He wanted to say that he had eaten, but he hadn't eaten either, and after a fight, his stomach was now empty, and he was almost hungry.
Wang Xue looked at him and said, "I know you haven't eaten yet, just right, I haven't eaten either, you sit and wait for me first, I'll go into the back room to change clothes, and then go get us some food." ”
Gao Zijian looked at her suspiciously, "Cooking?" You're going to be able to cook food now, too? In his memory, Wang Xue used to be a girl who couldn't even cook egg fried rice, let alone do anything else, which was simply impossible.
Wang Xue chuckled and said, "Cut~~ You actually look down on me, do you think I still don't know anything like before, people have long been able to cook, okay, what do you want to eat?" I'll make it for you later. Her expression was serious, and it didn't look like she was fooling him.
Gao Zijian said indifferently, "Whatever, you can do anything, it's good to be full, I'm not a picky eater." ”
Wang Xue nodded and said, "Okay, since I didn't ask for it, I'll do it casually, you can watch TV first, and I'll go change my clothes." After speaking, she went to the back room to change her clothes, and after changing her clothes, Wang Xue put on her apron again and went to work in the kitchen.
Gao Zijian looked at her busy back in the kitchen, and looked at the place where he had been a few years ago, he unconsciously had a trace of memories in his heart, seeing these familiar scenes, he suddenly thought of the happy days before the two of them, and he still clearly remembered the scene of spending the night at Wang Xue's house for the first time.
That night, he hugged her in his arms, it was so happy and comfortable, and it was also in the early morning of that day that he cooked for her for the first time, and the memories of the scenes of history were like movie clips, flashing in his mind, and in Gao Zijian's heart, there was an indescribable taste, which was very depressing.
He was thinking, if the two hadn't broken up at that time, would they still love each other every day, and they would still live sweet and happy days?
Or will they part ways sooner or later, just a little earlier in terms of time and time?
He didn't know, and he couldn't think of it, because there was no need to know now, he just regretted that all this was in the past, and it was estimated that there would be no chance of recovery.
Even if there is, he thinks that there is no need for that, because in Gao Zijian's heart, the persistent and fiery love for her has slowly disappeared with the tempering of time.
The big boy who was once young and ignorant seems to have grown up, and the hazy and innocent period is gone, leaving only a little memory, which can prove that the two people still have that innocent age with each other.
After many years, when Gao Zijian recalled this past again, he could only sigh, shake his head and smile helplessly, feelings are sometimes like this, when you can't let go, you can't let go, but when you really let go, you will feel that this is actually nothing, but in your inner world, you will still remember the scenes of the past, time can pass, but the memory will never be erased.
"Hey, what do you think? Everyone was stunned, seeing that you have been old for a long time, and there is no reaction. Wang Xue was standing next to Gao Zijian with a meal.
She had found that he had been stunned for a while, sitting motionless, looking at a place with slanted eyes, as if he was recalling something, and she seemed to think in her heart, could he think about the past between them? But she can't be sure yet, because the current Gao Zijian is not the same as before, and the changes are so great that she has to admit this reality.
After hearing Wang Xue's shout, Gao Zijian pulled back to reality from his memories, and he turned his head and hurriedly said, "No.. Nothing, the meal is ready? ”
Wang Xue put down the food in her hand and said, "Well, it's been done a long time ago, I see that you have been stunned for a long time, and I don't know what you are thinking." As she spoke, she placed the meal on top of the coffee table.
Gao Zijian shook his head lightly and said, "It's nothing, just think about it, can you start eating?" ”
Wang Xue nodded, handed him the chopsticks and said, "It's okay, eat, how about you taste it?" ”
Gao Zijian ate a mouthful of food, it was scrambled eggs with tomatoes, and he said in agreement, "Well, don't say it, you have indeed improved, much stronger than before." ”
Wang Xue listened to him praise herself, smiled happily, and picked up chopsticks and started eating.
When the two of them were eating, Gao Zijian's BP machine rang, and he took it out casually to see that it was the mobile phone number of the army.
He said to Wang Xue, "I'll call back, and the army is calling." ”
He got up and walked to the phone, called Dajun, and after the phone was connected, Dajun's voice came, "Hey"
Gao Zijian said, "The army, it's me." ”
Dajun said, "Zijian, where are you, the brothers are still waiting for you to call the red police, you sent happily home, and you didn't come back for such an old day, what's wrong?" ”
The army followed the soldiers and they waited for Gao Zijian to come to the net, but it has been almost two hours, and I haven't seen him come to the net, the brothers are a little anxious, everyone knows that Gao Zijian has always been a talker, and will never release pigeons temporarily, so long after not coming, the army They were worried that something would happen to him, so they paged him.
Gao Zijian said, "Don't fucking mention it, something happened on the way back, and I ran into Zheng Wei and the others, so I got into a fight, fuck, and I got a little injured." ”
The army hurriedly asked, "What?" Got into a fight with Zheng Wei? Holy shit, what's going on? The injury is not serious, where are you now? Let's go right over. ”
At this time, I heard someone next to Dajun talking, "Dajun, give me the phone, I'll follow Zijian." ”
Shi Bing snatched the phone of the army and said, "Zijian, it's my soldier, damn, Zheng Wei is coming to trouble you again?" ”
Gao Zijian said, "Well, I came here on purpose today, bringing seven or eight people, and I am still holding the guy, but don't worry, I'm fine, but I just suffered some skin trauma." ”
Shi Bing said, "Then where are you now?" In the hospital? ”
Gao Zijian said hesitantly, "Ah~~ that.. No, I'm now.. At a friend's house, you don't have to worry, you ask Ermao to give me a few days off, I won't go to class for the time being these days, what's the matter when I go back to school, okay, that's it. ”
After speaking, he didn't wait for Shi Bing to reply, he hung up first, he didn't want Shi Bing and them to know, he was involved with Wang Xue again, not worried that the matter would get out, but he thought that this kind of thing was more embarrassing, and it would inevitably make people think more, so it was better not to tell him.