Chapter 488, Shi Bing, I'm Gone (2)

This time Shi Bing met Wen Xuan, it was Wen Xuan who took the initiative to call him to ask him to come, more than half of the summer vacation has passed, but Shi Bing has not called her during this time, let alone called, only when the college entrance examination results were announced, he only called once, and after saying a few words of congratulations, he hung up in a hurry.

Wen Xuan knows very well in her heart that if she can't figure out Shi Bing's heart now, then the two of them will definitely part ways, this is a realistic society, Wen Xuan will never be stupid enough to wait for a man who doesn't love her, in the four years of college, how many men have to salivate for a big beauty like her.

Shi Bing held a spoon in his hand, constantly stirring the coffee, so far, he hasn't said a word, Wen Xuan took a sip of coffee, put down the cup and asked, "Don't you have anything to say to me?" ”

Shi Bing raised his head, looked at her, and then reluctantly smiled and said, "Yes, of course, first of all, congratulations again on your admission to university, and secondly, congratulations on your successful graduation from high school." He really didn't know how to speak, so he said some useless nonsense.

Wen Xuan looked at him leisurely and said, "Shi Bing, you know, what I want to listen to, not these, it's all at this time, are you still confused?" ”

Shi Bing's face was a little heavy, he frowned, chuckled and said, "I, I really don't know what to say to you, I'm just... It's just...."

Wen Xuan suddenly interrupted him and said, "Okay, don't just do it, since you don't want to say it, then let me ask you, in your heart, do you love me or love Xinran?" ”

This is the first time Wen Xuan has been so blatantly direct, because there is no time to grind and chirp now, next week, she will leave Fuyang City, this time, it will be a few years, a few years, who can predict what changes will happen in the next few years.

This society is changing, not to mention people's hearts, maybe she has arrived in that new environment, people have also begun to change, even if she has a soldier in her heart, it will slowly disappear in her heart with endless years, even if she has been in love for many years, it may evolve into a separate way because of this regional difference, not to mention that they have never started.

Shi Bing felt that his heart was very chaotic, so chaotic that he began to be confused, but in his mind, what came to mind was indeed the time with Wen Xuan, and the smile on her face would always make him feel much better, but in the next second, he remembered Xia Xinran again, and remembered the time when she was with Gao Zijian, every time he thought of this, he would feel a little distressed, but this time he didn't find it, this time when he thought of Xia Xinran, he was no longer distressed.

Seeing that he didn't reply, Wen Xuan asked again, "Speak, I'm asking you, answer me." ”

Shi Bing shook his head lightly and said, "I, I really don't know, Wen Xuan, don't ask me, okay?" I can't answer your question. ”

Wen Xuan's emotions seemed to be a little excited, she said with red eyes, "Shi Bing, Shi Bing, I can't compare to her at any point, why is she so important in your heart, you know that she is Gao Zijian's girlfriend and your brother's girlfriend, but you still can't let go of her, are you worthy of me for doing this?" I've been waiting for you. ”

Shi Bing looked at her and said helplessly, "I'm sorry Wen Xuan, I'm really sorry, I'm very messed up, I, I also want to sort out this relationship, but I really can't figure it out now." Shi Bing's heart is actually not good, he loves Wenxuan, but at the same time he can't let go of Xia Xinran, what a contradictory thing, in the world of love, only two people are allowed, and one more is a sin.

After hearing Shi Bing's words, Wen Xuan's tears gently crossed her face, but the next second, she showed her signature smile again, she nodded, and said very casually, "Forget it, since you can't let go of her, I won't force you, this meeting, I don't know if it's the last time we meet, in fact, I really want to stay by your side, but unfortunately, everything is impossible." ”

If Shi Bing chooses her this time, Wen Xuan will definitely cherish the time when they are together, even if she goes to college, as long as it is a holiday, no matter where Shi Bing is, she will fly to his side, but this time, Shi Bing really hurt her, he hurt a girl who loves him, and at the same time, he also lost this happiness.

Shi Bing looked at her in tears, and he was also very melancholy, he wanted to reach out to wipe the tears on her cheeks, but he didn't dare, he really didn't have that courage, I don't know why, Shi Bing, who has always been not afraid of heaven and earth, will also have such a weak side.

In desperation, he had to say with some excitement, "Wen Xuan, you. . . What did you say, the last time, and why? ”

Wen Xuan still has a smile, but this smile is very far-fetched, really far-fetched, who would have thought of the sadness behind this smile, she said leisurely, "Because I want to forget you, since you still have her in your heart, I have to forget you, I am an ordinary girl, my love is very selfish, I am not great enough to tolerate my boyfriend still pretending to be other girls in his heart." ”

Shi Bing hurriedly explained, "That's not the case, Wen Xuan, listen to my explanation, I'm just... It's just that. ”

"Okay, don't say it, I don't want to listen to your explanations anymore, you've said enough, I've heard enough, no matter how much you explain, it's useless, in the end, you still can't forget her." Before Shi Bing finished speaking, Wen Xuan interrupted her, this time, she was really ready to break, if she wanted to break it, she would break it completely.

Shi Bing bowed his head and was silent, he felt that his chest was very heavy and heavy, he couldn't put on his breath, he was actually quite aggrieved in his heart, he obviously loved Wen Xuan, but he couldn't say it, what an ironic thing, he was ruthless about his cowardice, and even more ruthless about his indecision.

Seeing that he was silent, Wen Xuan stood up and whispered, "I'll leave next week, you... Can you come and drop me off? ”

Shi Bing replied, "Yes"

Wen Xuan finally smiled at her, turned around and left the café, her smile looked helpless, but also very strong, but when Wen Xuan turned around, her tears slipped down silently, she wanted Shi Bing to keep herself, but unfortunately, it was all in vain, she knew that in the days to come, she was going to start her new life.

And all this, Shi Bing didn't see it, when Wen Xuan left, he looked down at the coffee on the table, stupidly in a daze, the sourness in his heart made him unable to extricate himself, he really didn't know whether he was right or wrong to do this, once upon a time, he never thought that he would also be trapped by love, love is this thing, although sweet, but once you miss it, it really hurts....

A week later, Wen Xuan left Fuyang City, when she left that day, Wen Xuan's parents and Huang Pingqing came, originally Wen Xuan's father planned to drive his daughter in person, but Wen Xuan disagreed, saying that he had to take the train by himself, his father had no choice, and he could only let her go, Wen Xuan did this, in fact, he wanted to say goodbye to Shi Bing, this farewell, I really don't know when we can meet.

When they got on the train, Wen Xuan's parents kept telling their daughter next to them, and Huang Beiqing was the same, he was very worried about his sister, and his mouth kept talking, only Shi Bing was alone, standing behind them and looking at them blankly, at this moment, his heart was very chaotic, to the point that he couldn't imagine it at all.

Wen Xuan walked over at this time, stood in front of him, and said with a smile, "I'm leaving, take care of yourself." ”

Shi Bing nodded vigorously and said, "Well, don't worry, I will, you have to take care of yourself." ”

Wen Xuan also nodded, she looked at him affectionately, suddenly, she hugged Shi Bing and kissed him fiercely on the mouth, at this moment, Shi Bing was stunned, when he just wanted to hug her, Wen Xuan let go of him again, she said with tears in her eyes, "Goodbye Shi Bing, I'm leaving." Without waiting for Shi Bing to reply, she quickly ran onto the train, this time really goodbye.

And Shi Bing was already in tears at this moment, he wanted to hug her and tell her in person that he loved her, but unfortunately, before he could say it, this feeling, this love, had been taken away by Wen Xuan, he began to regret what he had done, and now he only hopes that he can still have the opportunity to meet her, but he doesn't know that his farewell to Wen Xuan is ten years.

Ten years, what is that concept, how many decades does a person live in this life? And this decade is still the most important decade in life, and it is the best stage to change a person, and all this is to blame, and it can only be blamed on the sentimentality of Shi Bing.

He insisted on what he shouldn't have insisted on, but gave up what he shouldn't have given up, everyone in this life, there will be more or less regrets, and Shi Bing's life, the most regrettable thing is today, because he didn't keep Wen Xuan.

The train started, Wen Xuan's figure disappeared on the platform, Shi Bing was still standing there stupidly and refused to leave, Huang Beiqing walked over, glanced at him and said, "Bingzi, you are my buddy, if you are not my buddy, I really want to give you a few knives." "Huang Tianqing already knew about him and Wen Xuan, which Wen Xuan told him before he left Fuyang City.

Shi Bing looked at Huang Pingqing and said helplessly, "I'm sorry Brother Qing, I'm really sorry." ”

Huang Pingqing sighed, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Brother, what are you asking me to say about you, are you an idiot or what?" **Damn, my sister is a good girl, you missed her this time, I can guarantee that you will regret it for the rest of your life. ”

Yes, Huang Pingqing is right, although Shi Bing did not regret it for a lifetime, he regretted it for ten years, a whole ten years......