Shi Bing said casually, "It's done, it's been decided, and I'll definitely be able to leave at the end of the year, but I don't know what kind of troops it is now." ”

Dajun hurriedly interjected and said, "Hey, soldier, this time you are really going to be a soldier, if you come back with an officer in the army in the future, then a few of our buddies can also borrow some light." ”

Shi Bing waved his hand and said, "You can pull it, I don't dare to think about it, what kind of officer you should be, who knows what the road will be like in the future." Then he smiled and said, "I wondered, you said that the two of you were hospitalized in a row, and it was you after the sub-key, should it be me next?" ”

Gao Zijian patted Shi Bing on the shoulder and said, "It's right to hear you say this, if you don't mind, I will help you solve the problem of your hospitalization." As he spoke, Gao Zijian swung his fist twice in front of Shi Bing.

Shi Bing smiled and knocked off his hand and said, "****, okay, don't make trouble, let me ask you, the matter is all settled?" ”

Gao Zijian said proudly, "Damn, buddy, you don't know Ao yet, my errand, it's all settled, the revenge has been avenged, and the face has been recovered." ”

Shi Bing said with some concern, "Just don't cause any big trouble, I have nothing to do tonight, and I will accompany the army at night." ”

The army waved his hand and said, "I don't need soldiers, I don't have any big problems, I can do it myself." ”

Gao Zijian also said, "No, I'm here today, I don't need to be here." ”

Shi Bing thought for a while and said, "That's okay, it just so happens that I haven't slept well outside, so I'll go back first." ”

When Shi Bing just wanted to go back, Dajun hurriedly grabbed him and said, "Wait, where is the food you bought?" Soldier, you haven't eaten either? Eat together before leaving. "Don't say anything about it, Gao Zijian almost forgot about it.

He hurriedly took out the food and said, "Don't you say that I almost forgot, let's eat soldiers together, and I just bought some more." ”

The three of them were eating and chatting in the ward, if they wanted to say something, they were almost drinking, and at eight o'clock in the evening, Shi Bing went back, saying that he would be coming over tomorrow night.....

After Shi Bing left, Gao Zijian went downstairs and called Xia Xinran, telling her that everything was fine, so as not to worry about her anymore, and also told her about Dajun's hospitalization, Xia Xinran wanted to come over, but he didn't let her, he asked her to come over at noon tomorrow.

After making the call, Gao Zijian returned to the ward, sat on the sofa and began to be stunned, he looked out the window, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Dajun looked at him and said, "Zijian, aren't you going to call home?" ”

Dajun's reminder, he thought of how to forget this matter, changed hands Gao Zijian and went downstairs to call home, telling his parents that he lived in Dajun's house, as for Dajun's hospitalization, he didn't say it, not only for fear that they would worry, but mainly because they thought they were causing trouble outside again.

This is the first time Gao Zijian has been in the hospital with the bed, in this huge ward, there are only two people in the hospital, there are only two people, there is no TV in this ghost place, it feels quite deserted, he didn't feel this way when he was hospitalized, and now he knows that Xia Xinran's mood when he was with the bed for two days is not only cold, but more anxious, and I don't know what the people on duty in the hospital do at night, it is estimated that they read the newspaper or sleep.

Dajun may have fallen asleep after eating not long after eating, and at this time, Gao Zijian suddenly found that whenever he calmed down, he would think about someone in his heart, what she was doing, what she ate at night, that's right, that person was Xia Xinran.

Before he knew it, he realized that he already loved this girl very much, and he loved it deeply, deeply, deeply, and many times he would fantasize about their bright future, but what would the future be like? He didn't know that every time he thought of the future, he felt pressured, Gao Zijian closed his eyes, unwilling to upset himself, but at this time another girl appeared in his memory.

The scene of Zhao Xiaofan leaving with tears last time always lingered in Gao Zijian's mind, Gao Zijian opened his eyes violently, he got up and walked out of the ward, standing in the corridor of the hospital, he smoked cigarettes one after another, hoping that this would calm his mind a little.

But this not only did not make his memory fade, but became clearer and clearer, and finally he smiled bitterly, still dropped the cigarette butt in his hand, and walked downstairs step by step.

Gao Zijian walked aimlessly along the side of the road, he felt that his heart was a little blocked, so that he couldn't breathe, he took a small notebook, looked at the phone number in it at random, and finally stopped at Zhao Xiaofan's name.

Gao Zijian stared at the phone book for a while, and finally said to himself, just call to say hello as an old friend, she hasn't been in touch for so long, even if she really wants to cut off herself, at least say it to her face, so disappearing silently is nothing.

He came to the IC card phone booth and called Zhao Xiaofan's mobile phone, but no one answered, Gao Zijian called several times in a row, but still no one answered, and I don't know if Zhao Xiaofan didn't hear it, or people didn't want to answer it at all.

In the end, he sighed, put down the phone, thought for a while, and finally walked in the direction of Zhao Xiaofan's house, about half an hour, Gao Zijian came to Zhao Xiaofan's house downstairs, standing downstairs, he didn't know what he was waiting for, his eyes kept looking at the window upstairs, time passed for a long time, Gao Zijian smiled helplessly, he thought, how can there be such a coincidence in the world.

Even if he came here, he might not be able to meet her, he sighed, and turned around to leave, but when he turned around, he saw Zhao Xiaofan standing not far from him looking at him, and the two of them stood and looked at each other like this, and neither of them took a step forward.

Zhao Xiaofan is in a very bad mood today, she is going out for a walk, for so many days, she has been thinking about Gao Zijian all the time, but she knows that Gao Zijian has a girlfriend, and she knows that she shouldn't appear by his side, she endures the heartache, does not contact him, and rarely even answers strange calls.

Even if Gao Zijian called her just now, she still didn't answer, she didn't want to answer, she was just afraid that Gao Zijian called, but she really wanted him to call, this kind of contradictory heart made her very uncomfortable.

She was really afraid that she couldn't control this feeling, and she didn't want to destroy other people's love, she hoped that this would make her forget him quickly, but she found that she was wrong, so not only did she not let herself forget him, but on the contrary, this kind of longing became more and more serious.

But she never thought that today, she would meet him here, Zhao Xiaofan was very moved at that moment, she just stood not far away and quietly looked at Gao Zijian, after a few minutes, Gao Zijian slowly walked towards Zhao Xiaofan, he smiled and said, "Silly girl, I haven't seen you for so many days, are you okay?" ”

Zhao Xiaofan smirked and said, "It's okay, what about you?" How are you? The two of them greeted each other inexplicably, sounding very strange.

Gao Zijian whispered, "Well, I'm fine too, it's even better to see you." ”

Zhao Xiaofan stared at him, looked into his eyes, and suddenly said, "Actually, in fact, I'm not doing well, not good at all, these days, I've been thinking about you, Zijian, I've been thinking about you." ”

Gao Zijian smiled and said, "Really? What do you want from me? He said in a ridiculous manner, but his inner world was extremely excited.

Zhao Xiaofan still looked at him and said, "I think about everything you have done for me, I think you can even live for me, why do you want to have a girlfriend...."

Gao Zijian also looked at her, at this moment, he finally couldn't help it, he stretched out his arms and hugged her, and said gently, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I haven't contacted you, and I'm sad for you." At this moment, Gao Zijian's brain was blank, and he could only say this sentence mechanically, he really didn't want to hurt this beautiful girl.

Zhao Xiaofan asked him with tears, "Zijian, can't we really be together?" I'm really unwilling, why do you want to have a girlfriend, why can't I know you earlier..."The latter words, Zhao Xiaofan couldn't say it anymore, because at this moment, she was already in tears.

Gao Zijian's eyes were also red, but he was stunned, he let go of the arms holding Zhao Xiaofan, gently wiped away the tears for her with his hands, and said with a forced smile, "What a stupid girl, didn't I tell you, you look ugly when you cry?" , Smile more in the future, a beautiful girl like you, there will be a lot of men chasing you, you may not remember me then, you will definitely find a better man than me, hehe, today is to see you, see you, I will be relieved, okay, it's late, go back early. Gao Zijian wanted to turn around and leave after speaking, such a scene made his heart very chaotic and chaotic.

Zhao Xiaofan hugged his waist behind him and said, "Zijian, I love you, I really love you, I know, in your heart, you also love me, right, otherwise why would you come here." ”

Gao Zijian's heartbeat began to speed up non-stop, but he had to say calmly, "I'm sorry Xiaofan, I, I love Xinran, I can't be sorry for her." But I... I'm sorry. Gao Zijian really wanted to tell Zhao Xiaofan that he liked her, but he couldn't do that, he couldn't be so selfish to have both of them at the same time, it was unfair to anyone, especially Xia Xinran, he definitely couldn't hurt her.

Zhao Xiaofan sent Gao Zijian away, she stood in front of him, and suddenly burst into tears and said with a smile, "Hehe, you don't have to say sorry to me, I know you're not the kind of man who thinks differently, but you remember, if one day she doesn't love you anymore, I will definitely snatch you over." ”

Gao Zijian reluctantly touched her head with his hand and said with a smile, "You really want to think about it, but I don't think it will appear that day, hehe, okay, I still have something to do, I have to go, you go back early." Gao Zijian said goodbye to Zhao Xiaofan and walked to the hospital, although Zhao Xiaofan's words were not completely right, but the final result was guessed by her, between Gao Zijian and Xia Xinran, because of one thing, they finally broke up helplessly.....