Chapter 528, Lost Love
Gao Zijian raised his head, looked at him and said seriously, "I.. Of course I thought about it, but I, but I really don't know what to do now, I don't even dare to think about the future between me and Xinran, I don't have confidence in my heart at all. Gao Zijian would only say something in front of the army, and he had suppressed it for a long time.
Dajun laughed angrily, he stretched out his finger and pointed at Gao Zijian and said, "When the fuck did you become so bad, is this still the Gao Zijian I know?" Is this still the high key that is not afraid of anything? ”
Gao Zijian lowered his head again, not knowing how to answer him, the kid who was not afraid of the sky and the earth seemed to be gone.
Dajun sighed and said, "Hey, is Xia Xinran going home for the New Year this year?" ”
Gao Zijian replied, "Yes, I think it should be, I didn't ask her." ”
Dajun thought for a moment and said, "Zijian, looking at the way you are now, there is something I must tell you. ”
Gao Zijian said with a question mark, "What's the matter?" ”
The army sighed and said, "It's... Wang Hao is now in the same school as Xia Xinran, and they are still very close. This sentence was like a knife inserted into Gao Zijian's chest.
Gao Zijian's eyes widened and asked, "You... What did you say? Wang Hao and Xinran are in a school? You can't be mistaken? ”
Dajun sneered and said, "Nonsense, it's true, can I lie to you about this?" Wang Hao and I are in the same class, can I not know which university he went to? ”
Gao Zijian said in disbelief, "But... But I remember that the big list is written about Beijing University? ”
Dajun put down the chopsticks in his hand and said, "Yes, at first, but then he changed to Jiang University, do you know why he went to Jiang University?" ”
Gao Zijian had already guessed eight or nine in his heart, but he still lied to himself and said, "How do I know." ”
Dajun understood him and said intentionally, "I don't believe you don't know, even people like me can see that Wang Hao went to Jiang University for Xia Xinran, and you actually told me that you can't see it?" Okay, don't lie to yourself, I know you too well. ”
Gao Zijian didn't reply, he just poured a full bottle of wine, drank one cup after another, and every time he drank a glass of wine, his face became more ugly, and the fire in his heart began to burn.
Dajun shook his head helplessly and said, "Hey~~ Actually, I knew about this before, but since you dated Xia Xinran, I thought he had dispelled this idea, who knew that this kid was so scheming, he actually gave up Jingda to go to a school with her, these two people are together all day, it is inevitable that they will fall in love for a long time, Zijian, you still have to pay more attention." ”
Gao Zijian still didn't reply, he still drank a glass of wine after a glass of wine, Dajun saw him like this, and his heart was quite uncomfortable, he didn't know if he was right or wrong to tell him, he could only comfort him and say, "Maybe it's because I'm thinking too much, don't take it too seriously." ”
Gao Zijian's heart was very chaotic, what he was worried about still happened, he knew early on that Wang Hao liked Xinran, but he didn't expect that Wang Hao's 'abacus' was so good, even if he drank more wine today, this night, he was destined to lose sleep.....
Xia Xinran's college life has passed for almost half a year, and going to Jiang University is not only Xia Xinran's ideal, but also her mother's expectation, which is a good choice for studying abroad in the future, especially Xia Xinran's mother, who has already planned her future path.
The local university campus is a multi-faceted small society, especially the national famous school she studied, there are many people of all colors, parents are **, entrepreneurs, farmers, workers, etc., all kinds of things.
She has more spare time activities every day, and there are many clubs, Xia Xinran likes to play badminton, so she signed up for a badminton club, and when there is no class in the afternoon, she will go to play with the sisters in the dormitory.
For a period of time, Xia Xinran and Wang Hao have been relatively close, of course, Wang Hao always comes to her when she has something to do, it has been so long, what Wang Hao has for her, Xia Xinran can see it more or less, plus the two of them belonged to the same junior high school before, Xia Xinran knows many things.
But she never said anything, she just treated him as an old classmate, but Wang Hao didn't give up, he didn't believe that he would lose to Gao Zijian, after all, his conditions were so good, during this period of time, Xia Xinran deliberately alienated him, she always felt that the two of them were a little awkward together, after all, Wang Hao had love for her.
Xia Xinran's heart is actually quite chaotic, she really can't predict the future of herself and Gao Zijian, sometimes she often asks herself, whether she should stick to it, but the answer is confused, she has also thought about breaking up, but she really doesn't want to hurt Gao Zijian's heart.
But what's more, because she can't completely let go of him now, the choice between the two ends is quite difficult for her, and at present, she can only take one step at a time, and the two of them can go wherever they can, I hope everything is satisfactory, Xia Xinran also felt that the road of the two of them must be tortuous.
But she still believes in Gao Zijian very much, she has always thought that he is a responsible and ambitious man, and she can only hope that in the four years that she is in college, he can find his own way in life and can make a difference. No matter how high a woman's education is, how high her position, no matter how powerful she is, no matter how strong she is, but she is still a woman after all, what a woman needs is a stable life, a warm family, a man who can give her a sense of security, can give her to rely on, whether she has the ability or not, he will rely on his own strength to take on this family responsibility.
Many times, Xia Xinran walked around the campus, looking at the way those couples kissed me and me, she felt empty in her heart, and she also longed for a man who loved him to accompany him at this time, if Gao Zijian could study here with her, what a beautiful thing it would be.
But she can only bear these by herself, and the sisters in the dormitory also asked her, why don't you find a boyfriend to take care of herself, she always replied that she has, but people don't believe it, saying that if you have a boyfriend, why don't you come to see you, it's been more than half a year, and I'm not afraid that you will be abducted.
And Xia Xinran just laughed perfunctory every time, the terminator of love is not only the cruelty of reality, but also the passage of time many times, there is an ancient saying called, 'If two love is long, how can it be in the morning and twilight.'" I don't know how many people have been deceived by this sentence, the feelings of the two places are separated by the tempering of time, because the people and things in contact are different, few people can eventually become married, either the spark of love is extinguished, or the other party has another person, plus the gap between the two individuals, the difference in outlook on life and values, if you want to walk together for the rest of your life, it really takes a lot of courage, if one party loses confidence, then the bridge of marriage will inevitably collapse....