Chapter 536, Xia Xinran's heart
Although Xia Xinran deliberately alienated Wang Hao at this time, it was just estrangement, and she didn't say anything hurtful, in fact, in Xia Xinran's heart, she still had some expectations for Wang Hao, and what made her even more confused was that she didn't know what this expectation was, and sometimes Xia Xinran would suddenly desire to meet Wang Hao.
She doesn't know if it's because Gao Zijian is not around, so she has this sense of dependence, when she goes to the canteen to eat at noon, she always looks around to see if he is not there, at the beginning, almost every day she goes to the canteen she will meet Wang Hao, Wang Hao said with a smile every time, "What a coincidence, I met again." ”
At that time, Xia Xinran didn't know that Wang Hao was waiting for her on purpose, until one time, Wang Hao personally told her that he came to the cafeteria early every day to wait for her, and then she understood Wang Hao's heart for herself.
These days, because Xia Xinran deliberately avoided Wang Hao, Wang Hao's mood was not much better, for more than a week, Xia Xinran didn't see him anymore, not even a phone call, usually Wang Hao would always send a message to ask if he had something to do.
But it was just a few simple words, and now that there was suddenly no such greeting, Xia Xinran felt as if something was missing, and she always looked at her phone intentionally or unintentionally during class, always afraid that she would miss something.
After class at noon that day, Xia Xinran went out of the teaching building alone with her books, and when she came to the front of the teaching building, a figure stopped her, and Wang Hao was looking at her opposite with a bright smile on his face.
Xia Xinran walked over with a smile, learning Wang Hao's colloquial language and saying, "Yo~ What a coincidence, I met again." ”
Wang Hao smiled and said, "Yes, it's quite a coincidence, do you want to have lunch together?" As he spoke, Wang Hao took out a bag from behind, which contained hamburgers and drinks.
Xia Xinran pretended to think about it and said, "En??? If it's not good to refuse, let's go together. ”
The two of them sat on the school bench, Wang Hao took out the food and handed it to her, Xia Xinran took it, took a bite and said, "Well, this hamburger tastes good, how do you know I love this?" ”
Wang Hao raised his head and said, "Of course, if you don't even know this, then I'm too bad." ”
Xia Xinran suddenly asked him, "By the way, where have you been for more than a week?" Why can't you even see a figure, and you don't say a phone call, I thought you were home. Xia Xinran's tone of voice was a little complaining, she didn't want to think about who caused it, if it wasn't for her deliberately avoiding Wang Hao, Wang Hao wouldn't have disappeared suddenly.
Wang Hao turned his head to look at her and smiled evilly and said, "What's wrong?" Can't you see me and miss me? He deliberately leaned his body very close, and his eyes were firmly fixed on Xia Xinran.
Xia Xinran hurriedly turned his head and said, "Go, who misses you, your face is really big, if you don't say it, forget it, when I didn't ask anything." She deliberately avoided Wang Hao's eyes, because she was afraid that he would see her panic.
Wang Hao sighed and said self-deprecatingly, "During this time, I was just thinking about the problem between us, you deliberately avoided me a while ago, I want to know if you really hate me?" It's annoying to even see me, if you really hate me and don't want to see me, I'll disappear from your eyes completely, leave this school, and never pester you again. His voice was a little sad and distressing.
Xia Xinran put down the hamburger in his hand, stared at the front and said, "Actually... It's my own problem, it's not that I hate you, so I deliberately want to avoid you, it's just... I don't know how to face you, you know, Zijian is my boyfriend, he really loves me, I really don't want to hurt him, so I don't know how to face it for a while, every time I'm with you, it makes me feel very warm, very considerate, and it also makes me always feel guilty, so I.... I'm really sorry for misleading you. Xia Xinran lowered her head as she spoke, she was also very uncomfortable and chaotic.
The corners of Wang Hao's mouth were crooked, and he said with a little smile, "You say this, as if I am the 'little three' between you, Xinran, in fact, you are free, love is not charity, let alone pity, if you really love him, you will not waver a little, am I right?" To be honest, I don't want to destroy the happiness of others, but I really like you, you once asked me why I chose not to go to Beijing University, it is because of you, forget it, don't talk about this, no matter what, at least you don't hate me, as for the future, let time prove, who can come together with whom, we don't know, we can only follow our own hearts, what do you say? ”
Xia Xinran nodded and said, "Well, that's what I said, who can predict what will happen in the future." ”
Wang Hao suddenly put his arm around Xia Xinran's shoulders and said, "Thank you, thank you for not hating me." ”
Xia Xinran's face was a little red, she pushed Wang Hao's hand away and said, "If you are sick, there are also thank you for this kind of thing, okay, you can eat it quickly, I haven't seen you take a bite until now, but I actually spoke." ”
Wang Hao put away his smiling face and said seriously, "Then you have to promise me that you will not avoid me in the future." ”
Xia Xinran pushed his head with his hand and said, "Okay, just promise you." ”
Wang Hao smiled and ate the food in his hand. Xia Xinran looked at him eating and laughed and said, "Actually, if you want to say thank you, it should be me who thank you, I really thank you for your care and care for me." ”
Wang Hao put down the things in his hand and said, "It's not good for you to say this, I don't like you to thank me, I always feel that as soon as you thank me, you will reject me thousands of miles away." ”
Xia Xinran said seriously, "No, I will definitely not avoid you again." ”
Wang Hao's eyes looked at her tightly, and he smiled with satisfaction, in the eyes of the rest of the school, Wang Hao and Xia Xinran are a close couple, the two of them often go out together on campus, eat, go to the library to study, and occasionally go out shopping together.
The sisters in Xia Xinran's bedroom also began to believe that Wang Hao was her boyfriend, but no matter how she explained, these people didn't believe it, Wang Hao was really considerate to her, and many girls would be a little envious when they saw it, not only did they study well, they had good character, but they didn't say anything about their appearance and family.
Such a man is the object of many girls' hearts, and the sisters in the dormitory always say that she is blessed, and she is really happy to find such a boyfriend, but they don't know that Xia Xinran is very entangled, because love cannot be divided into two, and she doesn't want to hurt two people at the same time.
Between three people, either two people are happy and one is injured, or all of them are injured, these days, she rarely takes the initiative to call Gao Zijian, every time she talks to him, she can feel that he still loves himself so much, in the world of love, there is no fairness, there is no justice, and there is no one right or wrong, when love comes, all we can do is accept, when love is lost, what we can do, still accept......
The night before, Gao Zijian was excited for a night, he didn't sleep well, he was dazed all night, and he always dreamed of going to Jiangda to see Xia Xinran, and before six o'clock in the morning, he got up and packed his luggage.
His mother asked him, "Jian'er, where are you going?" ”
Gao Zijian said excitedly, "Mom, I'm going to Jianghai for two days, and I'll be back in two days, you and Dad don't have to worry about me." ”
Mother smiled and said, "Well, it's good to go out for a walk, you've been busy for the past few months." "In the past few months, Gao Zijian has been working early and late, and he is really tired enough.
All morning, Gao Zijian didn't go out, just lay in his room, he wanted to buy something for Xia Xinran to bring over, after thinking about it all morning, he didn't come up with a reason, and finally simply didn't buy anything, and then talked about it when he got there.
He looked at his watch, it was almost a little bit, the train at three o'clock in the afternoon, he took his luggage, in fact, there was no luggage, just a few simple changes of clothes, and then said to his mother and went out.
Hit a car, go straight to the train station, don't go out I don't know, there are always so many people at the train station, Gao Zijian waited in the waiting hall for about an hour, and the train arrived.
After getting on the train, his heart finally calmed down, he felt that he was getting closer and closer to Xia Xinran, he didn't tell Xia Xinran that he was going over, he wanted to surprise her, he kept thinking, if Xinran suddenly saw his appearance, what kind of expression would it be? Is it surprise or ecstasy? Thinking about it like this, Gao Zijian fell asleep on the train.
I don't know how long it took, the conductor's voice woke Gao Zijian up from his dream, the train has been running for almost five hours, and it will be possible to reach Jianghai in a dozen minutes, at this time, Gao Zijian's heart can no longer calm down, and the excitement makes him very excited.
The train arrived at the station, it was already more than half past eight in the evening, Gao Zijian thought, it would not be good if he went to the school to find her again at such a late hour, so he found a hotel near the station to stay, and planned to go to Jiangda to find her early tomorrow morning.
When I got up in the morning, Gao Zijian solved the money for the store, and asked the boss the way to Jiangda, and the boss said, "Jiangda is not far from this, if you take a car, it will take more than an hour to arrive, and it will be convenient to take the subway, if you want to save more time, you will take a taxi, but be careful of being deceived by the driver, these drivers always deceive people from other places." ”
Gao Zijian said thank you, and left, he decided to take a taxi, not because he had money, he had made a little money in the past few months to run business, but he was not the kind of person who lang, mainly by bus or subway, he was easy to make mistakes, he didn't know where to get off, and he was delayed, and he didn't have a map or anything in his hand.