Zhao Xiaofan really didn't know how to answer his words, she had to pick up the beer on the table and drink it in one gulp, she was also very depressed, she originally wanted to find Gao Zijian to eat with him in a few days, but seeing him like this, she felt quite uncomfortable.

Gao Zijian said self-deprecatingly, "I feel like I'm really useless, from childhood to adulthood, I have achieved nothing, when I go to school, I think I am very chic, very awesome, don't you know that I am just an idiot, this high school graduated, people are either going to college, or going to be a soldier, but what about me?" I'm not a fucking shit.,I can only mess around on the Internet every day.,Now I've finally found a job.,But it's just a good-for-nothing worker.,In the past, I always thought I was a person.,But when I went to society, I knew.,Don't talk about fucking characters.,It's good to be a person now.。 ”

Zhao Xiaofan looked at him and said very seriously, "Zijian, tell me, is there something wrong between you and her." "Zhao Xiaofan is talking about Xia Xinran, but she doesn't like to call Xia Xinran's name, let alone say that she is his girlfriend, so every time Zhao Xiaofan uses 'she' to call her.

Gao Zijian smiled bitterly, shook his head gently, and did not speak, his heart was very chaotic, so chaotic that his heartbeat was not stable.

Zhao Xiaofan hugged his shoulders and said, "Zijian, you can't fool me, I know, it is the matter between you that makes you so sad, tell me, what happened." ”

Gao Zijian looked at her, every time he saw her, his heart was always in turmoil, but this time, he was very calm, there was no such waves as in the past, he thought about it, and finally decided to tell her that it was really uncomfortable to hold it in his heart, and he simply told Zhao Xiaofan everything that happened in Jiangda, but he didn't mention Wang Hao's name.

After hearing this, Zhao Xiaofan said, "Then have you ever thought about it, maybe what that person said is right, how long can the relationship between the two of you last if this continues?" Don't you feel like you're both tired? ”

Since Xia Xinran started going to school at Jiang University, Zhao Xiaofan felt that the relationship between them would have problems sooner or later, but she didn't expect that things would develop so fast, and in just one year, it would become like this, and the distance may be getting farther away little by little.

Gao Zijian took out a cigarette and lit it, took a few puffs and said, ", why do you all say such things one by one, even you look down on me?" Am I that pathetic? Could it be that in the eyes of you rich people, I am not even qualified to love? Gao Zijian was a little angry, and his tone of voice was also a little heavy.

Zhao Xiaofan also said loudly, "Gao Zijian, it's not that others look down on you, it's that you look down on yourself, if you are really a gentleman, then you can make an appearance, what kind of hero are you hiding here and drinking?" Do you really think you're a lover? Even if you drink to death here, she doesn't know, what's the point of you doing this? Is she the only woman in this world who deserves your love? How can you give yourself and others a chance? I ask you, what am I in front of you? In the middle of the night, I have almost traveled all over Fuyang City in order to find you, but you are so good, you still say this kind of thing to me, have you ever thought about my feelings, you really disappointed me, I can't afford a little setback, I was so optimistic about you at the beginning. ”

Zhao Xiaofan shouted a lot of words in one breath, Gao Zijian was stunned by her, this was the first time he had seen her like this since he met Zhao Xiaofan, and then he suddenly laughed and said, "Haha, Xiaofan, from the time I met you to now, you seem to be so angry for the first time?" ”

Zhao Xiaofan glared at him and said, "You're embarrassed to laugh?" I really admire you, it was rainy just now, and it turned sunny so quickly, should I say that you have a wide heart, or should I say that you have no heart and no lungs. After speaking, Zhao Xiaofan also laughed angrily.

Gao Zijian turned his face and said, "I feel very happy to be hurt by you like this, if you don't scold me, I really can't solve it." "People are like this sometimes, always making themselves unhappy.

Zhao Xiaofan patted him on the shoulder and said, "Zijian, don't think so much, just work hard to be yourself, who can predict what will happen in the future?" You say, don't you? ”

Gao Zijian nodded with a smile and said, "What you said makes sense, don't worry, I will, Xiaofan, thank you so much today." ”

Zhao Xiaofan pretended to be unhappy and said, "Didn't you say that there is no need to thank each other, so I don't accept your thanks." "Zhao Xiaofan is really a very good girl, if Gao Zijian can meet her early, maybe it will be her who will fall in love, maybe it's not too late, but now Gao Zijian has no love capital at all, what he needs now is a road, a road to success, some things he has to let go.

Gao Zijian sent Zhao Xiaofan downstairs, Zhao Xiaofan hugged his neck with both hands and said softly, "Do you remember what I told you before?" ”

Gao Zijian was a little embarrassed and said, "You said a lot, which one?" ”

Zhao Xiaofan let go of him, looked at him with a smile and said, "I said that if one day she doesn't love you anymore, I will snatch you back." Zhao Xiaofan's words were very firm, and she was already sure of it.

Gao Zijian smiled and said, "Well, of course I know, okay, go back, it's too late." If this was the past, he would definitely say that this was something that could not happen, but now Gao Zijian, in the face of this multi-faceted society, he no longer has the self-confidence he had at the beginning.

After Zhao Xiaofan left, his eyes dimmed again, everything just now was just his disguise, once upon a time, he also needed to wear a mask to be a man, Gao Zijian thought he was ridiculous, as if he was a clown who jumped off the beam.

Obviously his heart is very sour, but he still has to pretend to be very strong, he wants to break through this shackle, he doesn't want to be looked at coldly by others anymore, Zhao Xiaofan is right, what is this little setback, he is not so easy to be knocked down.......

The date of the annual Elite Company Competition has arrived, Shi Bing and Ma Hui have paid a lot of sweat and hard work for this day, and more importantly, the two of them decided to teach Lu Hai a thorough lesson on this day.

There are a lot of selection items for the pioneer company, there are 400 meters of obstacles, the whole course is 400 meters, the empty run is 100 meters, the turn enters the obstacle area, and the obstacle area turns back and forth for 200 meters, in order: five piles, wide trenches, low boards, high benches, single-plank bridges, high boards, barbed wire, and then turns, jump over the barbed wire fence, then high boards, drill bridge holes, go up to high platforms, drill low plate holes, go down deep pits, triple piles, and finally turn again, empty run back to the starting point.