At that time, it was much more difficult to go to European and American countries than to some East Asian countries, but Wang Hao's family had a way, and this thing was not difficult for his family, which was in line with the old saying, and someone in the court was good at being an official.

There is a way, there is a relationship, that is different, Wang Hao called Zhao Xiaofan the night before yesterday to tell Zhao Xiaofan, when Zhao Xiaofan knew, she was a little suspicious, and even didn't believe it, her brother actually walked with Xia Xinran, what the hell is going on, in order to find out the truth of the matter, she hurriedly rushed back to Fuyang City and came to Gao Zijian to ask for an understanding.

Gao Zijian's eyes were a little dim, he knew that there was no need to hide it, and said, "Of course I know, but this has nothing to do with me anymore, I broke up with her." ”

Yes? Zhao Xiaofan stared at him with wide eyes, he could put down an egg with his mouth open, paused and said, "No, you broke up?" No, it's... This was too sudden, did she dump you? ”

She always didn't believe his words, Gao Zijian loved her so much, he said it in front of her more than once, but now he said that he broke up? Is it a conflict, or is there another reason? Zhao Xiaofan couldn't figure it out.

Gao Zijian took a deep breath and said, "It's the breakup I told her, okay, you already know everything, what else do you want to ask?" ”

Zhao Xiaofan looked at him and said, "Zijian, is this really what you think in your heart?" I don't believe it, I know you, you're not the kind of man who forgets your feelings, do you have something unspeakable? ”

Gao Zijian smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Xiaofan, can you leave this matter alone?" I've already decided, whether it's forgetful or unforgetful, there's only so much I can do. ”

Zhao Xiaofan said calmly, "Is it because of her mother's illness?" Did you choose to break up because of this, tell me, didn't you? ”

I don't know why, when she learned that the two of them broke up, Zhao Xiaofan was not as happy as she imagined, she had always hoped that Gao Zijian could make a choice, no matter who she chose, she was willing to accept it. But now she feels uncomfortable in her heart, maybe because she cares too much about his heart, between two women and a man, one woman must withdraw before there will be a result?

Gao Zijian said with a headache, "Hey~ Okay Xiaofan, don't you ask?" You know, that's already the best way to go, haven't you always wanted me to make a choice? Do you want me to spend so much time all the time? What do you want me to do with the two of you? This is also a problem he is worried about, since he Zhao Xiaofan had a relationship, his feelings for her have gradually warmed up, and he can't tell who he loves more.

Zhao Xiaofan looked into his eyes and said, "Yes, I really want a result, but what I want is the real choice in your heart, no matter who you choose in your heart, as long as it is the true idea in your heart, I will definitely accept it, not the feeling of giving now." ”

Gao Zijian looked at her and asked, "Then what do you want me to do?" ”

Zhao Xiaofan looked at his watch and said, "How to do it yourself, they will leave today, the plane at twelve o'clock, at Linyang Airport, there is still an hour and a half to go, if you hurry up, it should be too late." ”

Linyang Airport is not in Linyang City, about 20 kilometers away from Linyang City, Linyang Airport at that time could not go directly to the United States as it is now, but first flew to Beijing International Airport and then transferred, and then sent from Beijing International Airport to the United States.

Gao Zijian lowered his head and pondered for a moment, he stood up violently and picked up his coat and ran out, Zhao Xiaofan also hurriedly ran out with him, shouting, "Zijian, wait for me." ”

When he got downstairs, Zhao Xiaofan grabbed his arm, looked at him and said seriously, "I'll go with you." ”

"Yes." Gao Zijian nodded, and the two hurriedly took a taxi and went straight to Linyang Airport......

In the waiting hall of Linyang Airport, Xia Xinran pushed the wheelchair, and Wang Hao was waiting for the last boarding time, the wheelchair was Xia Xinran's mother, and her eyes had been watching the entrance and exit of the hall, I don't know why, her heart suddenly hoped that Gao Zijian could appear, maybe because she was leaving here, this time, I don't know what year and month to come back.

Her heart was a little sad, she was thinking, 'Why are you so ruthless, even if I'm leaving, don't you want to see me again, hey~~ I'm really self-inflicted, he has already broken up with me. Wang Hao walked over, put his arm around her shoulders and said, "What's wrong?" It's okay? What are you thinking? ”

Xia Xinran shook her head and said, "No... Didn't think about anything. ”

Wang Hao looked at his watch and said, "Let's go, it's almost time to board the plane." ”

Xia Xinran glanced at the entrance and exit of the hall again, and finally she sighed, turned around and pushed her mother and Wang Hao towards the airport....

Just when Xia Xinran just walked into the boarding entrance, Gao Zijian and Zhao Xiaofan ran into the waiting hall all the way, Gao Zijian first looked at the take-off time on the display screen, there was less than half an hour.

Zhao Xiaofan said next to him, "Quick, let's look for it separately, maybe it's still too late, I'll go over there." As he spoke, Zhao Xiaofan ran towards the opposite side.

Gao Zijian ran wildly, he kept looking, he didn't give up in every corner, but he still didn't see her, but he still didn't give up, he searched over and over again, he prayed that God could give him a chance, but this time, God no longer loved him, everything was destined, and the person who shouldn't go left him like this.

At this moment, he sat on the stool feeling weak, his eyes seemed a little hollow, he held his head in his hands, everything was already in vain, and they were destined to be separated.

Zhao Xiaofan walked over, sat beside him and said, "I want to... I think she's probably gone, we're still a step late, sorry for the sub-key. ”

Gao Zijian raised his head, chuckled lightly and said lightly, "I really didn't expect that we broke up in the end." With tears in his eyes, he held his head high and tried to keep the tears from falling.

Zhao Xiaofan hugged his shoulders with some distress and said, "Don't be like this, you have done your best, I don't blame you, forget it, everything will be natural." ”

A tear from Gao Zijian crossed his face, and he said softly, "Maybe, we are really not all the way." ”...

When the two of them walked out of the waiting hall, there happened to be a plane flying by, Gao Zijian raised his head and said to himself to the sky, "Xinran, goodbye, you have to take care." ”

At this time, snowflakes fell in the sky, it was the first snow of the year, just in time for their separation, as if witnessing the departure of the two of them, unforgettable, Gao Zijian will always remember this day, the first snow of each year in the future, he will look at the sky, as if he can see her in the distance...

In life, there is really too much helplessness, just like a song sings:

If this chandelier pours down, or I no longer exist, even if you don't love, you don't need to be separated, if at this moment I am seriously demented, I don't need to be loved, I don't need to be loved, I won't be sad for the rest of my life, people always need to be brave to survive, I still make a new wish, for example, learn to bear the loss of love, don't have insomnia next year, don't have insomnia today, the mattress is changed, if you are lucky enough to meet, or at the wedding feast of your companions, waiting for you to appear, next year, I don't see you today, who is willing to change, leave you for 60 years, I hope to be able to recognize your children, and I can hear you say goodbye.......

Xia Xinran's walk is a few years long, what will happen to the future of the two people? Will their love continue? When Xia Xinran returned to Fuyang City a few years later, when the two met again, would they ignite a new fire of love, or would they have forgotten this unforgettable love between each other?

And how will life test them? There are too many reluctances and too many heartaches in life, but we can't completely let go of their existence, because they have penetrated deep into our bone marrow, and the only thing we can do is to continue to start our lives with this scarred heart.

The road still has to go, even if we know that it is wrong, we still insist on our own ideas, this is the persistence of our generation, some people can love many people in their lives, and some people may only really love one or two women in this life, and Gao Zijian is the latter of these two types of people.....