Chapter 733, irreplaceable love

Nanyou didn't say much, since he didn't want to say it, he asked in vain, so he had to continue to drink with Gao Zijian, Gao Zijian also talked while drinking, but what he said was very inexplicable, Nanyou couldn't understand it, and in less than two hours, Gao Zijian was drunk on the sofa in the private room.

This is very different from him, Nanyou knows very well the amount of Gao Zijian's alcohol, this bit of wine should be nothing to him, but today he is drunk and messy, which responds to that sentence, wine is not intoxicating, people are drunk, people drink when they are upset, and the more they drink, the more they get drunk.

After Gao Zijian got drunk, Nanyou wanted to help him sleep in the private room, at this time his phone rang suddenly, Gao Zijian slept like a dead dog, and muttered in his mouth, he couldn't answer the phone at all, no way, Nanyou had to help him pick it up, in case it was a business matter, it couldn't be delayed.

He answered the phone, "Hey, who is it...... Who? ……”

Gao Zijian didn't get up until the afternoon, he opened his eyes dimly, he found that his clothes were taken off, he was wearing a pair of underwear, he glanced at the layout of the house, not his own hotel, let alone his own rental house, where is this? Could it be that I am dreaming?

His head still hurt a little, the alcohol still didn't go down completely, he sat up, looked at this strange place, the smell of women in this room, he turned over and got out of bed, took his clothes and pants and put them on, and took a brief look at this room, he was very sure that he had never been to this place, where the hell was this.

He glanced at the bedside table, there were two photos of women on it, he knew both women, one was Xia Xinran, and the other was her mother, could it be that he was in Xia Xinran's house? Gao Zijian looked at Xia Xinran in the photo, his expression was a little trance, Xia Xinran in the photo was what he looked like in high school, he was still so cute, so pure, exactly the same as the scene in his dream.

Just as he was engrossed, the door was pushed open, "You're awake." Xia Xinran was dressed in home clothes and walked over and asked.

Gao Zijian hurriedly put down the photo in his hand, and his face was a little ugly and said, "What, how can it be you?" ”

"You were drunk, and I took you to my house." The call Nanyou received was from Xia Xinran, when he heard that it was Xia Xinran, he didn't even believe it, and then he told Xia Xinran the address, Xia Xinran took a taxi and came over, and the two of them got Gao Zijian into a taxi, and Nanyou helped her get her to her house, and it was over.

At that moment, Nan You finally knew why Gao Zijian was depressed, his former love was back, but now things are in trouble, Zhao Xiaofan and Gao Zijian's relationship is very good, she suddenly came back, it seems that things are going to be in trouble, but this is Gao Zijian's private matter, Nan You doesn't care about it, so he can only let him deal with it himself.

Gao Zijian smiled reluctantly and said, "Yes, hehe, thank you." ”

Xia Xinran looked at him and said, "Zijian, we haven't seen each other for so many years, don't you have anything to say to me?" ”

"Oh, you. How are you doing all these years? Gao Zijian reluctantly asked.

Xia Xinran looked at him and said, "You know, that's not what I want to hear. ”

Gao Zijian also looked at her and said, "I really don't know what to say, I was surprised to see you at Xue Liang's wedding today, I was really surprised, I didn't expect that after eight years, we would meet on that occasion." ”

He suddenly felt that this was like the song "Next Year Today", 'Next year, today, don't have insomnia, the mattress will change, if you are lucky enough to meet, or at the wedding feast of your companions, waiting for you to appear in confusion......

Xia Xinran also said, "Yes, I didn't expect that time flies so fast, in a flash, eight years have passed, and we are almost thirty years old." ”

Gao Zijian looked at her and said, "Well, time is very fast, eight years is like an instant, the day you go abroad, it happened a few days ago." ”

"Subkey, do you blame me?" Xia Xinran suddenly asked.

"How can it be, why should I blame you, I broke up with you, and I have no right to blame you." Gao Zijian's tone was very flat, so flat that there was no trace of waves.

Xia Xinran suddenly hugged him and said, "I'm sorry Zijian, I'm really sorry, Brother Jie told me, I know that you chose to break up with me for me, I know everything you did, I used to be ruthless with you, but I didn't expect that the saddest person was you." ”

Gao Zijian still said flatly, "Xinran, you don't have to apologize, I don't regret that incident, I couldn't do that back then, I didn't have the ability, I can't delay your future, and even if I don't break up with you, maybe you will break up with me." ”

Xia Xinran suddenly looked up at him and said, "Why do you think like that?" Do you not believe in my feelings for you so much? ”

Gao Zijian took a deep breath and said, "Xinran, people have to face reality, you and I are not people of the same world at all, I have no ability to keep you at all, in fact... When I went to Jiang University to look for you in the first year, when I saw you and Wang Hao together, I knew that sooner or later, you and I would go our separate ways, because he was stronger than me at that time, more capable than me, and I have to admit this. ”

"But Zikey, if you were willing to keep me at the time, I probably wouldn't really be leaving." Xia Xinran looked at him and said.

Gao Zijian chuckled and said, "There are no ifs in this world, only results, and if you have walked through, you have walked through." ”

Xia Xinran suddenly said, "Zijian, have you thought about me all these years?" ”

"Yes, when you just left, many times, I dreamed of the scene of you leaving, maybe you don't know, the day you made the plane and left, in fact, I went to look for you, I wanted to keep you, but unfortunately, it was still one step behind." Gao Zijian told the truth, there was nothing to hide.

"I'm sorry Zijian, it's been so many years, if Brother Jie hadn't told me, I would still blame you, actually... When I was in the United States, I also thought about you. Xia Xinran said very seriously.

"Hehe, thank you for still thinking about me, you should be married, right?" Gao Zijian didn't know why, but he just wanted to know.

"No, I'm still alone." Xia Xinran said with a smile.

"What about Wang Hao? You two...," Gao Zijian asked.

"I broke up with him a long time ago." Xia Xinran said with a wry smile.

"Why? Is he bad for you? Gao Zijian wanted to know.

"It's not good or not, maybe it's not suitable, what about you, these years... Still alone? Xia Xinran also wanted to know everything about him now.

Gao Zijian smiled and said, "No, I have been with Xiaofan all these years." ”

Xia Xinran was a little surprised and said, "Zhao Xiaofan is a big star now, are you still together?" Although Xia Xinran has been in the United States, she is also watching domestic affairs or TV series.

Gao Zijian nodded and said, "Yes, we have been going all the way for eight years, and in my most difficult time, it was Xiaofan who has always been by my side and has never left me, I am very grateful for her company over the years." Every time he thinks of Zhao Xiaofan, Gao Zijian's face shows happiness.

Xia Xinran suddenly asked, "Zijian, if I say that I came back this time for you, do you believe it?" ”

"I don't believe it or not, if that's the case, I don't think you need that." Gao Zijian said very seriously.

Xia Xinran said, "Zijian, you... Do you still love me? ”

Gao Zijian said calmly, "Love, no matter when, I love you, it's true, I hope you can be happy, forever happy." ”

"Let's start anew, I'll cherish you, okay?" Xia Xinran's eyes were a little moist and said, she didn't expect that after so many years, Gao Zijian still loved her.

Gao Zijian smiled and said, "I'm sorry Xinran, I can't be with you, I also love Xiaofan, without her, I wouldn't be where I am today, I can't live up to her." ”

As soon as Xia Xinran heard this, she understood something, she nodded and said, "Zijian, I wish you happiness." ”

"I wish you happiness too, I'll go first, and I'll see you again when I have a chance." After Gao Zijian finished speaking, he opened the door and left Xia Xinran's house.

He walked downstairs, took out a cigarette and lit it, for the first time, he felt that his heart was calm and balanced for the first time, this is good, he can have no worries, because he knows that in his heart, Zhao Xiaofan cannot be replaced, and in the past eight years, they have laid the most perfect love......