Chapter 741, I will accompany her to old age
This is an intensive care unit, Zhao Xiaofan is lying quietly on the bed, taking oxygen, her face is pale, she doesn't look alive, the only thing that proves that she is alive is the computer monitor next to her, and the beating of 'Didi', the doctor has already said that Zhao Xiaofan's head is seriously injured, whether he can wake up is still unknown.
Maybe a month or two, maybe a year or two, or maybe she can't wake up in this life, this is the legend, a vegetative person, only life, but no vitality person, like a dead person.
Gao Zijian stood outside the window, looking at Zhao Xiaofan, at this moment, his tears slipped silently, "Why, why did God treat me like this, what did I do wrong?" What the hell am I doing wrong? ”
"Zijian, don't be like this, everything has happened, no matter how sad you are, it's useless." Xia Xinran comforted him beside him.
"Brother, everything will pass, it's okay, Xiaofan will be fine." Shi Bing was also comforting him, and they took turns to take care of Gao Zijian and Zhao Xiaofan, but everyone knew in their hearts that the chance of Zhao Xiaofan waking up was basically equal to zero, which was too slim.
"Who did it? I'm going to kill his whole family, I'm going to kill his whole family. Gao Zijian roared heartbreakingly, and the tears almost drowned him.
"Zijian, calm down, the person who drove into you, we have already caught it, it is a person nicknamed Zhou Mazi." Shi Bing supported him, and he was also very sad, but he didn't expect Gao Zijian's wedding to become like this.
"You... What did you say? Zhou Mazi? Zhou Mazi? Ha ha.... Retribution, it's really fucking retribution, I wasted Zhou Mazi's hands back then, and now, people are coming to take revenge on me, I'm sorry Xiaofan, it's me, it's me who hurt her, it's me who hurt her, I'm a bastard, I'm a fucking bastard. ”
Gao Zijian shook his head with a wry smile, tears crossed again, he already knew the consequences of this road in the rivers and lakes, but he didn't expect that it was because of himself that Zhao Xiaofan would become like this, if he could get all this back, he was willing to pay for his life, but unfortunately, it was too late.
He knelt on the ground, as if he was apologizing, once upon a time, what he was most worried about still happened, "Zijian, don't do this, it'll be fine, everything will pass." Shi Bing and several of them supported Gao Zijian, and Xia Xinran was silently wiping her tears beside her, seeing Gao Zijian like this, her heart was also extremely painful.
"I want to go in and talk to her, you all go." Gao Zijian looked at them and said very calmly.
"You all go, let me be alone with her, I want to accompany her." Before Shi Bing finished speaking, Gao Zijian interrupted him.
"Shi Bing, let's go first, let Zijian go." Xia Xinran walked over and looked at Gao Zijian and said.
Shi Bing nodded, and went downstairs with the others, Xia Xinran hugged Gao Zijian, choked and said, "Zijian who will pass, I will always accompany you." ”
"Thank you Xinran, I'll go see her." He barely squeezed out a smile, turned around and gently pushed open the door of the ward, and walked in.......
Gao Zijian slowly sat in front of Zhao Xiaofan's hospital bed, looking at her who was sleeping, Zhao Xiaofan's head was bandaged, although his face was pale, but he still did not lose her beauty, Gao Zijian gently held her hand, and said with red eyes, "Wife, didn't we say that we want to grow old together?" Our wedding hasn't happened yet, how are you... How can you leave me alone, the power of the official way is sultry. ”
Gao Zijian's tears kept flowing down his face, he held her hand tightly, choked up and said, "I... We've been through this many years together, you know, I love you so much, really love you, actually... I've been in love with you since we first met many years ago, but I've never dared to admit it, and you've always been silently by my side, and I really don't know what I'd become if it weren't for you, so.... So I beg you, please wake up, please don't leave me behind, don't let me go through the next life alone, Xiaofan, I can't live without you, really can't, really...."
Gao Zijian cried like a tearful man, for so many years, he has experienced countless winds and waves, but he has never shed tears once, but today, seeing Zhao Xiaofan lying here quietly, his heart can no longer bear it, he grabs his head with remorse, almost fainting, he feels that his heart is not in a sadder moment.
Xia Xinran stood outside the door, she covered her mouth, and followed Gao Zijian silently shed tears, she finally knew that Gao Zijian's heart, the woman she loved the most, was actually not her, but Zhao Xiaofan, but she thought she could go back to the past, it turned out that it was just her own wishful thinking, and she was actually very sad about Zhao Xiaofan's misfortune.
From this day on, Gao Zijian moved to Zhao Xiaofan's ward, every day he would talk to her a lot, help her wash her face, wipe her body, Zhao Xiaofan was in a coma, that is, more than two months, only relying on infusion to maintain life, many times, the doctor told him, give up, she has no possibility of waking up, but every time Gao Zijian shakes his head, as long as he is alive, he will always accompany her to old age.
In order to prevent the muscles of Zhao Xiaofan's body from atrophy, he handed over all the things in the company to others to deal with, Gao Zijian had to help her move her limbs every day, even if he was physically tired, he would never relax for a day, he was prepared for the worst in his heart, even if Zhao Xiaofan really couldn't wake up, in this life, he would accompany her like this.
Gao Zijian arranged Tan Tan and other brothers to be nursed in the hospital, and the four brothers took turns to protect him twenty-four hours a day, Gao Zijian was afraid that someone would plot against her again, he couldn't let Zhao Xiaofan have any more accidents, during this time, Gao Zijian was haggard, he grew old quickly, the pressure of his body and the pressure in his heart tortured him twice, he looked very happy on the surface, talking and laughing every day, but Xia Xinran knew that his heart was actually dripping blood.
That night, Gao Zijian still said to Zhao Xiaofan, "Wife, it's been two months, and I'm very tired of scouting you every day, shouldn't you get up and reward me with a kiss, then... If you don't speak, I'll give you an agreement, you can't play tricks, I'll massage your arms to make you comfortable. ”
Gao Zijian massaged her arm, but her eyes were red, "Big baby, when you wake up, we will leave here, I will accompany you wherever you want, let's travel around the world, go to every corner of the world, leave this place of right and wrong, okay?" As long as you wake up, I promise you everything, I can give up everything, as long as I have you, I can do nothing...."
Gao Zijian said as he spoke, tears flowed down again, "Zijian, don't be like this, I think Xiaofan will hear what you say, she will be fine." Xia Xinran walked over and gently held his shoulder.
Gao Zijian hurriedly wiped his tears and said, "Oh, I'm fine, I know she'll be fine, Xinran, you're tired too, go back and rest and rest, I'm bothering you these days." ”
"Do you still need to say thank you, seeing her like this, in fact, I feel very sad in my heart, but Zijian, people have to live, I don't think Xiaofan wants to see you like this, look at you now, what are you haggard into." Xia Xinran really felt sorry for him, Gao Zijian had lost a lot of weight recently, and he didn't eat much every day.
Gao Zijian stood up and said, "I'm fine, don't worry, you go back to rest, I want to go out for a walk." He finished speaking and walked out of the room.
Xia Xinran also followed, "Zijian, I'll walk with you, I'll be fine anyway." ”
The two of them walked outside the hospital together, but neither of them noticed that at the moment when Gao Zijian got up, Zhao Xiaofan's hand was ......