(25) Disorder without rules
An Qianqian was lying on a white cloud, floating aimlessly, and his brain had no idea, just blindly letting the cloud float at will. Suddenly, there was a sea of colorful flowers in front of her that attracted her, this sea of flowers is so big! I can't see the edge at a glance, no, I should say: there is no edge at all, if it is more appropriate to describe it as 'the color of the flower sky'. At first glance, it looks like a beautiful picture, but the swarms of bees are buzzing, like collecting honey, and as if they are attracted by something, they have been hovering over this sea of flowers, and suddenly flocks of butterflies are flying, those butterflies are so beautiful, on this sea of flowers, playing, flying, just not leaving. The bee and the butterfly brought the picture to life. An Qianqian floated above this sea of flowers, and she was a little drunk as she admired the beautiful scenery. It's such a rare sight!
Suddenly, in the midst of the bees and butterflies, a colossus appeared, whirling, spinning, spinning, spinning, An Qianqian was stunned by this sudden scene, and it took a while for her to calm down from her fright. The bees and butterflies that had just tried to hide out of panic rushed forward and drained the water around the behemoth. He didn't even know what kind of creature it was floating in the sky! Hehe! But all of a sudden, those bees and butterflies were all showing their graceful appearances! An Qianqian was a little dazed for a while, what is the situation? What are these bees and butterflies doing? It looks like a bewitching woman on the catwalk? It's just that the show is a little **? It can't be a male hornet, right? However, if it's a male hornet, what are the butterflies busy with? Hehe! It's so ridiculous, what am I thinking? But I really want to see where this creature is? thought to herself, and she floated down with the clouds, among the bees and butterflies. No bee or butterfly paid any attention to her, and she just floated comfortably close to the unknown creature. When she came to the front, she looked closely, and at this sight, she herself unconsciously opened her mouth wide, and she couldn't believe her eyes! It turned out that the creature that attracted the bees and butterflies turned out to be the "man" who she had not yet figured out whether it was a human or a demon! At this moment, he was comfortably staying among the thousands of flowers, surrounded by swarms of bees and colorful butterflies. There is a smile at the corner of the eye and the tip of the eyebrow. An Qianqian saw this scene, I don't know why, her heart was so sour, her eyes were hot, she just wanted to leave here quickly, she didn't want to see it again. However, no matter how much she tried to float, she couldn't move. She tried her best to float, but to no avail. Just the whole time she struggled. The "man" only looked at her with the corner of his eyes not salty or light, without any expression. His expression made An Qianqian feel that his heart was starting to hurt. As for the reasons and justifications, she herself can't say clearly. Anyway, she just didn't want to stay in this place. See the sight. I just want to escape, I want to escape, I want to escape from all this in front of me. She tried her best, and finally floated. With a "bang", the large stack of archives in his arms fell to the ground. She woke up. It turned out that it was just a dream!
"Phew! It was a dream! I was just dreaming, how could I have such a dream?" An Qianqian let out a long breath after waking up. Said to himself.
"Qianqian, what's wrong with you? What are you muttering?" Feng'er's mother-in-law heard the sound of An Qianqian dropping the file on the ground, floated over, and heard her talking to herself again, and asked curiously.
"Oh, Granny Feng'er, it's okay, I just fell asleep and had a very strange dream. An Qianqian replied honestly. I don't know why, she always feels very close to this Feng'er mother-in-law.
"Qianqian, do you have any thoughts? have you been listless lately?" asked Feng'er's mother-in-law with concern.
"Granny Feng'er, it's gone! I think it may have scared Lord Yan that day, right? It would be nice to wait a while. An Qianqian hurriedly disguised his answer.
"It's fine, if there's anything to do, tell your mother-in-law. Granny Feng'er said to An Qianqian with concern.
"Mother-in-law Feng'er, I will. An Qianqian tried hard to show a sweet smile.
"That's good. If you're tired, don't do it, rest for a while," Feng'er's mother-in-law said to An Qianqian kindly.
"Hmm. An Qianqian smiled sweetly at Feng'er's mother-in-law.
An Qianqian floated out of the 'archives' of the underworld alone, wandering aimlessly in mid-air, feeling a little melancholy and a little confused, feeling heavy, unable to say what it felt, and couldn't help but think of one of his favorite songs, "Daughter's Love", which was an episode of the TV series "Journey to the West".
"Little girl, what's wrong? so sad?" Meng Po asked when she appeared in front of An Qianqian and asked with a concerned face.
"Why are you here?" An Qianqian was particularly afraid of Meng Po, although Meng Po took her in and gave herself a place to stay temporarily. However, every time I see Meng Po, I am still very afraid of her. As for the reason, she herself can't say clearly, maybe Meng Po is in charge of life and death, right? After all, she is a human being, and her fear of death is an innate sense of fear, right?
"I've been here for a while, and I've heard you sing all the time. Little girl, what kind of song are you singing? It sounds so sad and so affectionate!" Meng Po asked An Qianqian seriously.
"Daughter's Love" An Qianqian replied very honestly.
"Daughter's love? It's a good name, but it's a little ink. Little girl, what else do you have on your mind?" Meng Po asked An Qian unhappily. She felt that she should be very happy that she had taken such a big risk to arrange An Qianqian here!
"Meng Po, no, no! I don't have a mind. I really don't have a mind!" An Qianqian looked at Meng Po's expression, and was so frightened that she was incoherent.
"Little girl, am I so terrible?" Meng Po was very angry when she saw An Qianqian's expression, she had always been different from her, she didn't have a sense of superiority, but was more afraid of me than other creatures!
"No, no, no, Granny Meng, you're not scary at all! Really, you're not scary, you're not scary. An Qianqian asked Meng Po to ask, but she didn't know how to answer it well, so she only repeated that sentence again and again.
"Heh, hehe, I'm not terrible, you're like this, if I'm terrible, then what else can you do?" Meng Po was a little angry, and a little helpless, turned around and floated away.
"Phew! I'm scared to death! Why didn't I notice it? I dare to sing in front of Meng Po, I'm so bold that I don't want to live!" An Qianqian watched Meng Po drift away, and then let out a long breath, patted his chest gently, and whispered.
Throughout the day, An Qianqian's heart was always panicked, and as for the reason, she couldn't say clearly. There is always a scene in my sleep in front of me. I am also very strange, how can I have such a dream? Usually, I don't think of that 'man' very often, but I always see him in my dreams, can I still be tempted by him in my dreams? No, no! My bad luck every day is enough for me, where do I have all these American time to think about this! Besides, I haven't figured out whether he is a 'human' or a demon? How can I entrust my whole life to him? If my mother knew about this, she wouldn't be so frightened that her face turned green! Thinking of her mother's nervous appearance, An Qianqian couldn't help but smile.
"Mom, Mom, are you and Dad okay? I really miss you so much! It's just that I hope you can forget about your daughter earlier! Don't be sad and sad for your daughter! In this life, your daughter has no way to repay your kindness! I can only wait for the next life to repay you!" An Qian muttered, and unconsciously tears flowed down her face, and the sadness in her heart could not be suppressed.
An Qianqian said, crying, and the last time I went home, my mother and father looked haggard. Since then, she has made up her mind not to go home to visit them again. Every time I go home, my mother can feel her presence, so every time I leave, my mother will definitely be more sad and angry. Now, I am staying here because I can't go to the underworld, and I can't go back to the human world, and there is no place for me in the demon world, so where will my future be? I don't know how to live this life! I'm here worrying about the next life! Can I still have an afterlife?
I remember when I was at home in the past, every time my mother saw me crying when I watched a TV series, she would laugh at herself, saying that it was unfounded, and now my troubles, who can think about it for me? As soon as this thought of hers appeared, the dream just now appeared in her brain, the face of that 'man' appeared, the swarms of bees around him buzzed, and the swarms of colorful butterflies danced around him, his expression was so pleasant, it was very hateful to look at, very hateful!
"A hateful man, too, is a sbee and butterflies!" An Qianqian couldn't help but scold when he thought of this. After scolding, she wondered how she could complain so much about him. A thought appeared in her mind like lightning, and she didn't dare to think about it anymore, and said vigorously: No, no, how is this possible! It's so unreal. How could I have thought of this!(To be continued......)