Chapter 3 Boundless loneliness, lost chaos
The various colors of gossamer on the road were absorbed more and more by Zhao Qianqian, and she floated faster and faster.
I don't know how long it took, and the increased power of the various colored gossamer was also invisible, and she was bored absorbing it.
There is only oneself on this road, there is no back road, only forward, but no one knows what lies ahead, and unknown things are always scary.
The reason why people are afraid is largely because of these unknowns.
There is no sunrise and sunset, no change of seasons, only a chaotic nothingness, which makes people feel how much time has passed, and even makes people wonder if time exists.
Walking on this road, Zhao Qianqian has the illusion of going to eternity from now on.
But she didn't want to go on forever.
The reason why this life is wonderful and unforgettable is not because of the length of life - but because when people have life, they can feel the opening of a flower, the decline of a drop of water, the warmth of the sun, the alternation of day and night, the twinkling of stars, the change of seasons, and the various customs of all things in this world...... Not to mention that people will meet a lot of people in their lives, and they will have a lot of people who have experienced a lot of lives, leaving good and bad but unique memories.
This is the allure of the word alive, only by being alive can we feel all things in the world, to experience, to create, to integrate into them.
Zhao Qianqian's soul doesn't know how long she has been floating here, she only knows how to absorb and move forward, but whether there is hope ahead, she doesn't know, but she would rather just think like this - there is hope ahead.
Because this is the only way to support her to continue walking.
No man is an island, and man is a social animal.
She hadn't spoken in a long time, and she was expecting the sudden appearance of someone or a little black ball, to talk to her, or to listen to her.
She thought, maybe the sun and moon are changing in the outside world, maybe the flowers are blooming, maybe there are many people there, and there are things that she can't reach now, but these have nothing to do with him Zhao Qianqian.
She didn't know how long she had walked, and she kept repeating the process of grasping, absorbing, grabbing, and absorbing, so that she couldn't be happy even if she clearly felt the growth of her soul and the increase in strength. On the contrary, she felt that she was on the verge of collapse.
"Let's have someone, ghosts or demons."
If she doesn't meet anyone again, or never see the hope of going out, Zhao Qianqian is afraid that she will go crazy.
She sighed and walked on. It's just that she doesn't know how long she can last, but she doesn't want to give up yet.
The speed at which she absorbed the gossamer had slowed down, not because she couldn't walk, but on the contrary, her soul body was strong and condensed, and her strength was strong and changeable. She just kind of didn't want to go.
No, hold back, endure this loneliness, endure this boundless loneliness!
Zhao Qianqian regained her strength again, and soon, the gossamer of various colors did not have any effect on her. The road ahead has also changed—it is no longer colorful, but a chaotic nothingness, as if everything has returned to chaos, as if it were the beginning of everything.
She came back to her senses, not knowing if there was a way in the chaos ahead, but looking back, the way she came and went was gone.
She gritted her teeth, sitting still was never her style, go! Even if it is the cemetery where she is buried Zhao Qianqian, she recognizes it!
She rushed into the chaotic void in front of her.
"Hey, what is this?"
Zhao Qianqian felt a colorless and formless substance in the chaos, or a colorless and formless element?
She discovered that this element could also be used to strengthen her soul body, so she unceremoniously absorbed it from this chaotic nothingness.
I don't know how long it has been, and I don't know how long it has been gone. She felt like she had been here a long, long time ago, maybe a thousand years ago, maybe ten thousand years ago......
She was in a trance, and she couldn't tell the difference between the night and the night—in fact, she couldn't tell the difference when she wasn't.
She didn't know who her name was; I don't know where I came from or where I'm going; I don't know how long I've been gone, and I've forgotten everything; I don't even know if I still exist......
Just as she was about to be completely lost in the power of space, a ball the size of a baby's fist and glowing white appeared in front of her.
The white holy light shone on her body, making Zhao Qianqian slowly wake up, and vaguely felt that her mood had improved a lot.
In fact, when she entered the gray space and absorbed the gray silk and walked forward, her state of mind was already unconsciously improving, but the ascension was slow, and people couldn't find it. This time, Zhao Qianqian was lost and awakened under the influence of the power of time and space, and suddenly her mood improved a lot before she was discovered.
Fortunately, Zhao Qianqian was also floating and walking aimlessly when she lost herself, otherwise she didn't know if she would have come to get the square place where this bead shined. On this bead, she felt all the elements of the gossamer that she had absorbed before.
Approaching this bead, she felt warm and extremely comfortable, but she did not feel the increase in strength and the growth of her soul. She took the bead and tried it, and found that the bead was not absorbed by her soul body.
Behind the bead was another chaotic nothingness, as if it was no different from what she had experienced herself.
However, when she held the beads, she seemed to feel a colorless and invisible barrier. The barrier was invisible and intangible—like the colorless and formless elements she had absorbed, which could only be felt.
She had a strong feeling that this barrier was her way out!
There was no time to study this bead, Zhao Qianqian walked towards the barrier, put her hand close to the barrier, and as expected, found that the energy fluctuations on the barrier were very familiar, just like the colorless and formless elements that he had just absorbed. In other words, this barrier is formed by the condensation of the infinite colorless and formless elements.
Strangely, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't absorb or shake the slightest bit of this colorless invisible barrier.
She kept telling herself that she couldn't mess with herself, but unfortunately it had little effect.
I don't know how long it has been since she died, but she has become more and more anxious.
Hopeless panic eats away at her all the time, but the more this happens, the more she needs to be calm!
She's going to go out, she can't break down!
Zhao Qianqian forced herself to calm down, and even began to do yoga movements in her previous life, and gradually her heart became more and more calm. Although she can't stop her heart, it's not bad for her at this time.
She calmed down to analyze the colorless barrier in front of her, and attacked the barrier with the strength of her whole body, but the barrier was not damaged in the slightest.
"What the hell is this colorless and invisible barrier? It can't be broken, it can't be absorbed, and it can't affect ...... No amount of force could shake him in the slightest. ”