Chapter 6: To be alive is to be alive

In the initial rating, 30 out of 100 people were eliminated.

In the first performance, 20 out of 70 people were eliminated.

At this point, half of the contestants have been eliminated.

Su Han didn't know how many more performances there would be in the future, but the more he thought about it, the fewer people would be eliminated each time.

From the first performance, the only criterion for elimination is the number of fan votes for each contestant.

From the contestant voting of each episode of the program, to the activities of the program team and Penguin Video, and even advertising activities.

Ordinary users have 1 vote and member users have 3 votes, and in order to open up the gap, fans have to participate in the whole process and get additional voting opportunities.

Therefore, for the contestants, how to arouse the interest of fans is a difficult problem, and most fans are actually just watching the show to pass the time.

For these doorways, Su Han was not interested.

After understanding the detailed rules, and referring to the number of votes in his early 100s after the initial rating, Su Han felt that he was eliminated, and he was stable!

So on the night of the first performance, Su Han was a little excited.

Since he came to this world, he has been locked up on a small island rented by the program team.

What will it be like out there? What will be different?

At this moment, Mo Li's voice sounded in the dark dormitory.

"Su Han, why do you want to participate in the show when you resist recording the show so much?"

Wei Xiao and Zhao Ziliang didn't speak, but Su Han could understand the doubts of the three.

I don't know when it began, there were all kinds of rumors about Su Han's unique performance, and there were no opinions.

The first performance will be broadcast in a few days, and it will be the time when the four of them are separated, and a certain melancholy of parting seems to be beginning to pervade.

Su Han thought about it and said very simply: "I just came to the show to work part-time at first, but I didn't expect the director to suddenly choose me and promise to stick to the first performance with a salary of 20,000 yuan." ”

Lying on the bed board, Su Han couldn't see the reaction of the three of them.

After a moment of silence, he asked dryly, "What about you?" ”

Mo Li let out a long sigh.

"My mom is a singer in a small place, and my dad is a record company guy, and that's how they met."

"Later, my dad opened a record store to help my mom sell records, and the two were like-minded, and I was very happy to think about it."

"Later, my mother gave birth to my sister and died. My dad closed the record store and no one in the family listened to the songs anymore. ”

After a pause, Wei Xiao and Zhao Ziliang didn't make a sound, and Su Han couldn't help asking: "Then you like to sing and left home to form a band?" ”

"No, I used to prefer actors," Mo Li smiled self-deprecatingly, "When I was in high school, I had a very good friend, and I thought we were close friends and confidants. ”

"But she actually has a lot of friends, and I'm probably just the most ordinary of them."

"One day, I suddenly thought, what would it be like to think that a person is the most special and irreplaceable?

"I want to be unique to everyone and become an idol. The future is bright, but maybe it's almost lucky......"

As a result, he was cheated by his teammates who cheated on him.

"The few people who watched the battle today, Xiao Wei and I all know each other, and the one holding my sign is called Xiong Yufan."

"I still remember that she said to me at that time, I am the best in the group, it is nothing to disband, I must work hard, I will definitely support me, and I will become famous."

"She should have been a fan of me when I debuted, sometimes I think about it, I'm really sorry for her."

Su Han was suddenly speechless.

Many dreams may be just a whim at first, but the struggle for them gradually becomes an obsession, and they are reluctant to give up.

The melancholy of parting became rich, and Su Han's heart was a little depressed, so he casually changed the topic.

"What about Zhao Ziliang and Wei Xiao, what about the two of you?"

As soon as the words came out, Su Han closed his eyes a little speechlessly and patted his mouth with his palm.

Which pot is not opened, which pot is mentioned!

"It's nothing special, I just liked it at first, I wanted to give it a try, and now I've been persisting for so many years, I don't know if I'm unwilling or uneasy."

Zhao Ziliang rarely took the initiative to speak, and said a long paragraph, with some confusion and fear of the future.

"I don't seem to know anything except singing, I don't have any work experience, and I don't have any connections...... What else can I do after I leave the band? ”

"After this time, I also figured it out, my mother is also old, I am going to go back to my hometown, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge."

Wei Xiao's voice was a little hoarse, I don't know if he felt the same way, as if he would cry in the next second.

"I just wanted to be famous at first, I didn't have any other ideas, from the age of 18 to 20, I didn't achieve anything, and I probably didn't have the confidence to make music anymore in the future......"

Wei Xiao, the youngest, lost confidence; The eldest Zhao Ziliang has already felt the pressure of providing for the elderly.

Mo Li's attitude was unknown, but he could feel a deep disappointment and began to analyze whether his dream was pure.

Su Han didn't know what to say, so he simply shut up, and couldn't help thinking of Su Hang from another world in his heart.

is also an orphan, and he is very strong in that world, he has thought a lot since he was a child, and he is precocious, so he naturally can't play with his peers.

From a small village to a small village, to a small town junior high school, to the city's No. 1 high school, and finally to a university.

Su Han finally became high-spirited, who wanted to graduate, hit a wall one after another, and finally became a social animal.

Every day before going to bed, I am not confident that I will be able to get up tomorrow, and the alarm clock is set for several times.

Sometimes the familiar bus stops in front of me, and for some reason I subconsciously want to get on the bus and take a step, only to remember to rest today.

There is always a burst of emptiness after work, and the once favorite console has accumulated a layer of dust, and I can afford to buy games, but I am not in the mood to play anymore.

The WeChat list is all colleagues, and the QQ list is all classmates, and they don't even have the idea of opening it, let alone chatting.

I've eaten something delicious before, but the next time I go back, I feel like "that's it", and I can't get enough of anything.

I had too much computer work, and I gradually forgot to write with my pen, and I practiced calligraphy for many years when I was studying, and I suffered a lot.

If words are like people, I was already an empty shell at that time.

No matter where you are, the world doesn't change, and you always feel guilty about wasting your time.

Having said that, I don't know how to use my time meaningfully, and I don't know how to live anymore.

Looking at the neat books on the shelves, Su Han remembered that he used to like to read the most.

So I started writing novels.

So pounce and pounce.

In the middle of the night after working overtime, the hands of the code word flew, two lines of tears suddenly flowed, and the eyes fell in front of the computer screen in the dark......

Su Han rubbed his face and let himself break free from his emotions.

The self in this world is still young, and there are countless possibilities.

He didn't want to live like this anymore, so he just wanted to be eliminated as soon as possible and see the world outside.

There is still a month and a half left in the summer vacation, so I will continue to work part-time first, and after I am familiar with the world, I will think about what to do.

In fact, with the memory of another world, of course he could copy books, but Su Han subconsciously resisted.

There is no burden in copying songs, but copying books is like giving up the obsession that has always been.

I guess I don't want to throw in the towel......

After a busy day, Su Han fell asleep, and he didn't know what Mo Li and the three of them said next.

When he woke up, the people in the program team suddenly appeared, and the director Gao Dao had something to do with him.

Is it time to pay salaries?!

The hazy sleepiness that had not faded disappeared in an instant, and the emotion and sadness of last night were temporarily suppressed.

Su Han stiffened up with a carp, turned over and got out of bed, washed his face and ran to the director's office.