"Have you forgiven him?"

"Of course not!" The neighbor replied affirmatively: "I thought it was ridiculous at the time, and I didn't know whether to sympathize with me or the woman he was looking for." ”

"It's really tangled."

"I was emotionally entangled, but I didn't hesitate at all when it came to making a decision. At that time, I was young, and I couldn't rub a grain of sand in my eyes, and no matter what he said, I just had to get a divorce. Now think about it, what to do so stubbornly, this forgiveness may not have a good ending. The essence of marriage is the same, it seems that there is a change of person and a different life, but it is still a chicken and a dog, and all kinds of problems. My current husband doesn't have those fancy intestines, but he's neurotic. ”

"Regret it?"

"Frankly, I regret it, I really regret it." The neighbor turned his head to look at Nan Sheng: "After the divorce, he also came to me, saying that he wanted to remarry me, but I didn't agree, I think I can find a better one in minutes after leaving him." Two years later he remarried, with a woman I didn't know. I heard that he became a good husband after marriage, going to and from work on time every day, and keeping a distance from all the opposite sex except his wife. Everyone envies his wife for marrying a good husband, but who knows that his goodness was exchanged for my injury. ”

"That's because he changed, if he still lives up to the same age as before, it will be his current wife who will be injured."

"That's right! There are very few men like this who can get lost, but who can guarantee that he will not do it again in the future. His current wife trusts him because she hasn't been hurt by him. The reason why she can live a good life with him is because she can control this man and has the ability to make this man revolve around her. If his wife were still me, I might not be able to have the happiness he has now. As for me, it's not that I regret not remarrying him, but that I regret that I didn't live as well as him after remarrying. ”

"Want to open it?"

"I think it's open. Instead of regretting the irreparable things that have been missed, it is better to manage the current life. Take my husband as an example, he does have a lot of problems, he is not tall and not handsome, and he is like an old lady all day long, but he has no bad intentions, and he will not play with me any fancy intestines. People think more about the good and less about the bad. As long as you can live your life. ”

"I think so too, but people don't want to have a good time." Nan Sheng looked up at the dark sky: "He cheated on him, with a female colleague in the unit." Last night, my mother and I went to his dormitory with our children in my arms, and when I opened the door, I saw the two of them. Disheveled and badly behaved, I couldn't find a reason to explain him. ”

"No wonder you're so emaciated." The neighbor gasped: "I know your feelings too well, I think I was so angry that I just blocked people in a small restaurant, you ......"

The neighbor shook his head and added: "If it was me, I was afraid of slashing people with a knife." What do you think of this man, with such a good wife and children, don't have to fool around outside. Your situation is not the same as I was at the beginning, we were young at that time, and we had no children, and if we did get divorced, it would hurt little. ”

"Mostly kids." Nan Sheng looked at the little son who was already drowsy in his arms: "If he cheated before I was pregnant with my second child, I would not hesitate to fulfill the two of them." Even if this happened in the first trimester, I could have given up the child and lived with my boss wholeheartedly. ”

"Don't think so, it's a blessing for this child to come, no matter one or two, as long as you have the heart, you can bring it up."

"I know." Nan Sheng held back his tears: "I just said that I didn't think Xiaobao was dragging me down, let alone disliking him or not loving him." On the contrary, I loved him and loved him like his brother. I just don't know how to deal with him, how to explain to him when he's older? When he asked me for my father, how would I answer him? ”

"He doesn't even want his own children, does he? This is his own son. ”

"Do you think he cares? If he cares even a little bit, I won't be sad to be like this. Nan Sheng closed his eyes: "Last night, I had a fierce quarrel with him and his lover, and when he was arguing with me with his lover in the red face, the frightened child shouted at him for the first time. But he can't see, he can't hear, let alone comfort the child, and even a look is stingy to give him. I feel so distressed! I immediately felt that it was a mistake for me to take the child to Songxian to find him, but as long as he still has some responsibility and a sense of responsibility, how could he do such a thing. ”

"How can there be such a man! I don't want my wife and children, just to protect the messy woman outside. The neighbor said angrily: "Nansheng, what should you do?" ”

"I don't know, I really don't know, I'm not reluctant to him, I just don't know how to face life in the future." Nan Sheng's heart was in turmoil again: "When I was in Songxian, I offered to ask him to compensate me and the child for 100,000 yuan, but he let me die with the child without thinking about it." ”

"Is he still human? Just for a mere 100,000 yuan, let you hold your child to die, and the life of you and your child is not even worth 100,000! The neighbor stretched out his hand and hugged Nan Sheng: "We've only known each other for a few months, and I know you well and know that you are not the kind of woman who is greedy for money." He has been married to you for so many years, why can't he even think about this little thing. You are his wife and the mother of his two sons, and you open your mouth to ask him what he is asking for money for, not to support these two children. ”

The more the neighbor talked, the more angry he became: "Is he the biological father of the child?" Does he know how much it costs to raise a child? Not to mention anything else, just my family, after eating and drinking Lazar for a whole year, I can't afford to pay 30,000 yuan at all. 100,000 yuan, if you die, you will raise a child for three years. Does he have children after divorce? Is it the boss or you guys. ”

"He prefers the eldest and has no affection for this younger son."

"I guess he will also choose the boss, because the boss is worry-free, does not need special care, and will not affect his happy life with that woman. Did he want to live your life with your youngest son? Did he let you leave the child behind and go to work to earn money to support yourself, or did he let you starve the two of you to death while watching the child? ”

"Maybe you want our mother and daughter to die." Nan Sheng came from the bottom of his heart and laughed out of tears.

"If I die with Xiaobao, he won't have to rack his brains to divorce me. When the time comes, he will take our eldest son and the junior with his daughter who he doesn't know to have sex with, and form a happy family of four, and live in our house in a grand manner. ”