Is it so hard to make people love?
He Yanshen turned off the computer, sat lazily on the sofa, and watched her say nothing, the atmosphere was a little weird.
Ji Shaoliu lowered his head and rolled his eyes, and pondered for a while before saying, "He Yanshen, what do you mean?" The flowers at home don't smell like the wild flowers outside, right? You can't do it alone, you have to involve both sisters, Mr. He, you really have a big appetite. ”
He Yanshen smiled deeply, Ji Shaoliu's aggressive appearance looked much more pleasing to the eye than his well-behaved and soft appearance on weekdays. He gently stroked a plush pillow in his hand, as if he were petting a pet. "She's the only one from beginning to end, where did the wildflowers come from?"
Ji Shaoliu: "What do you mean?" ”
He Yanshen stood up and walked towards the study with a notebook in his hand: "You understand it very well, don't pretend that I owe you." Ji Shaotang, you have to learn to be well-behaved. ”
"Wait, who did you just say I was?"
"Ji, Shao, Tang!"
Ji Shaoliu was stunned, and didn't go over to block He Yanshen: "He Yanshen, are you really mentally ill to this extent?" I am not Ji Shaotang, I am Ji Shaoliu, and there is only one Ji Shaoliu from beginning to end. ”
He Yanshen was contemptuous, looked at her condescendingly, and just wanted to say something, Ji Shaotang walked out of the kitchen and asked him, "Where did you put the paring knife?" I remember I put it in the locker the day before yesterday, why can't I find it? ”
He Yanshen frowned and took a step back, away from Ji Shaoliu, and said, "You look for it yourself, I haven't moved." ”
Ji Shaotang let out an "oh".
He Yanshen and Ji Shaoliu are relatively speaking, the affectionate scene is still dangling in front of her eyes, and the washed potatoes don't look cute.
Ji Shaotang squatted down to open the locker, rummaged for a paring knife, and the mobile phone in his pocket rang.
"Doctor Ji, can you have a meal with a face?" Luan Zecheng is gentle and affectionate.
Ji Shaotang hesitated for a moment before saying, "Yes." Just like I want to treat you to a meal and thank you for your help. ”
Luan Zecheng smiled, "I'll send you the address on your phone, then we'll see you in half an hour?" ”
"Hmm."
"So, you take her for me?" When she came out, Ji Shaoliu's words reached her ears.
He Yanshen didn't answer.
Ji Shaotang picked up the bag on the hanger and said to He Yanshen: "I have something to do, go out." ”
He Yanshen: "Where are you going?" ”
"Hospital." She didn't say anything about going to dinner with Luan Zecheng, more things are better than less. After a pause, she said again: "He Yanshen, today Saturday, it's still the same sentence, I'm really not Ji Shaoliu." Now, the one standing in front of you is. ”
He Yanshen didn't comment on this sentence, which he said three times a week, and strode over, "I'll send you." ”
Ji Shaotang shook his head: "I drove." Ji Shaoliu, don't you come over and pull him? This is your own boyfriend. ”
Ji Shaoliu moved when he heard this, but he never came over.
This dramatic scene left all three of them a little embarrassed.
She can no longer talk about He Yanshen's mental illness, in her eyes, He Yanshen is a patient and must be followed. However, she did not have an upright identity to follow He Yanshen. He Yanshen is gentle with everyone and can help anyone, but this person can't be him.
After the split, He Yanshen was violent and impatient with everyone, but he could let down all his defenses and get rid of the thorns in her body. This reversal before and after, Ji Shaotang only felt that it was too dramatic.
She likes He Yanshen, at least when she was young, she regarded him as a role model and a light. When she was in college, in order to go abroad to meet He Yanshen, she did not hesitate to compete with her classmates for exchange places. Even He Yanshen once nakedly mocked her innocence and naivety.
The living environment has created a schizophrenic He Yanshen, why hasn't it created a Ji Shaotang with excessive inferiority?
Ji Shaotang let go of the bag that was ravaged by her, turned his head to He Yanshen and said, "Let's go, let's go out to eat, I can't find a paring knife, I can't make potato brisket, can I buy another one when I go home?" ”
He Yan squinted his eyes and smiled.
Ji Shaoliu was somewhat unate. She had a strong dispute, wanting He Yanshen to recognize that she was the only one Ji Shaoliu, but at this time, He Yanshen was paranoid that the only one was Ji Shaotang.
When a person is awake, he may lie and deny the facts he believes in his subconscious, but in a state of confusion, isn't what he insists on being the facts he believes in his subconscious?
She smiled self-deprecatingly, perhaps, the order of appearance in life is really important, she is a latecomer, and she has not really entered He Yanshen's heart.
Over the years, they have always been golden boys and girls in the eyes of outsiders, and the two sides have been labeled as each other's people. She is in the entertainment industry, everyone respects her, and looking for her to film is just because of He Yanshen's existence. Who knows the sadness behind it?
Luan Zecheng didn't expect Ji Shaotang to bring He Yanshen when he came.
"Yan Shen, I heard that you have been under a lot of pressure recently, do you need me to introduce a professional psychologist to you? Her level of business is very good. ”
He Yanshen sat down, looked at the dishes on the table, and said, "No." I just recently thought too much about a project, I consulted the doctor and they said it wasn't a big problem. ”
Luan Zecheng: "That's okay." ”
Ji Shaotang scalded the tableware for He Yanshen and said casually: "It's just a small problem, the current media likes to make a big fuss." …… Dr. Luan, whatever else you want to eat, I'll pay for it. ”
Luan Zecheng smiled: "That's enough." Is Yan Shen enough? ”
He Yan pursed his lips deeply, "Almost." ”
"Doctor Ji, the man you called the police last time to arrest him, the interrogation results have come out. I heard that he was married for the second time, that his son was an ex-wife, that his current wife did not like children, and that she had two children herself, so she and her husband discussed that a trainee nurse at the United Health Center would inject the boy with lidocaine, so as to kill two birds with one stone. The court is trying the case, and I think it will take more than ten years to sentence. Luan Zecheng said while eating.
Ji Shaotang looked at the decorative cherries on the plate, and didn't speak, as if he was distracted.
Should she be glad that Song Yao didn't poison her in the United Hospital now? Or should I be glad that no matter how sick I was, I was not found out?
Probably both.
He Yanshen glanced at Luan Zecheng, reached out and squeezed Ji Shaotang's hand.
Ji Shaotang glanced up at him and smiled slightly.
Luan Zecheng noticed the stagnation in the atmosphere, and quickly changed the topic: "The director said that he would take annual leave this month, but he had to apply for it himself." Dr. Ji, are you going to take annual leave? ”
Ji Shaotang has not had the concept of annual leave since he worked. When I was busy, I couldn't get up and down the operating table for more than ten hours, and when I was free, people were also sorting out medical records in the hospital and writing some medical experience. Occasionally work overtime on Sundays to deal with a few traumas. Since graduating at the age of 22, she has been working for five years, and I have never seen her take the initiative to ask for leave. Ji Shaotang looked up at Luan Zecheng and said, "I don't need it." ”
Luan Zecheng: "Yan Shen, don't look at my age than Dr. Ji, but Dr. Ji has been in office for two years longer than me. I knew I wouldn't have gone to study abroad. Ji Shaotang heard his words clearly, but he didn't care about it.
However, He Yanshen put down his chopsticks, took out a tissue and wiped his mouth, "She has studied since she was a child, and she has always been very good." The entrance exam score was good, and I was directly recruited by the hospital. ”
Luan Zecheng, a person who is as gentle as jade, would even say this kind of thing to secretly compete, and the good feelings that Ji Shaotang had raised towards him in his heart also disappeared.
Ji Shaotang never thinks that a person deliberately approaches you because he likes it, because of love, no one will like another person for no reason, right?
When she sent roses and books from Luan Zecheng, she had already classified Luan Zecheng in her heart, not a good person, nor a bad person, and her attributes were unknown. Now she's completely thrown him into the "don't care" column.
"Graduated from Cambridge Medical School, a top physician, the only son of a Haishi tycoon, you say, why did he keep a piece of meat as big as Haishi and run to City B, where his father's power can't reach, to become a doctor?" On the way back, He Yanshen suddenly asked Ji Shaotang.
Of course, Ji Shaotang couldn't figure out the answer. No matter what Luan Zecheng's purpose was, he didn't show anything at the moment, did he? She shook her head and said, "Probably love." Isn't the medical level of City B better than that of Haishi? Aren't many doctors in other places going this way? ”
He Yanshen looked at the fireworks outside the car, and the colorful neon lights kept changing colors in his eyes. He said, "You don't know him. Luan Zecheng is a person, and he doesn't think that the good medical level of City B can leave behind the road that Haishi has paved. Whatever it is, stay away from him in the future. ”
Ji Shaotang couldn't help but choke him: "Do you care who I am close to?" Mr. He is inevitably too wide. ”
He Yanshen narrowed his eyes: "Do you really think you have any highlights that people can look at?" Are you too confident or have I been getting used to you too much lately? ”
Ji Shaotang: "In your cognition, others are good to you, being friends with you, and being willing to take care of you is falling in love with you?" He Yanshen, are you too confident or have I been too used to you lately? He Yanshen, you really should find another cognitive psychology expert to correct your poor three views. "Good guy, He Yanshen's words were returned by her intact.
He Yanshen was stunned for a moment: "You are good to others and take care of him, isn't it because you like him?" ”
Ji Shaotang smiled mockingly: "Heh, it's impossible." ”
The two of them ended chatting with their own ghosts, ignoring the other.
Zhao Lan didn't wait for the news that her brother was infinitely beautiful to pick her up and go home, and first waited for Ji Xibai to call him to complain.
Ji Xibai said that Ji Shaotang became a junior.
Whoever didn't say it, only this sentence, her reason was gone.
Ji Shaotang came home from work, and was slapped by Zhao Lan as soon as he entered the door.
She couldn't believe it for a while, more than ten years of no one loved her, and she thought that when her mother was released from prison, someone would love her. But I didn't expect my mother's love to come so heavily.
"Ji Shaotang, why do you want to destroy other people's families? Have you forgotten how my tragedy came about? Why are you so shameless? Can't you fight for me? I hope that you will study law to clear my grievances, but you refuse to study it. I hope that you will take good care of my brother and put him on the right path, and you have made her a thug at a young age. Why do you always disobey me, huh? Is it easy for me to raise you so big? Are you my own? Why are you so disgusting! ”
This series of questions made Ji Shaotang confused, why did she destroy other people's families? Did she do it voluntarily? Why is she shameless? Why don't you fight for her? Is it wrong that she doesn't like to study law? Is it her fault that Ji Xibai became like that?
Probably in Zhao Lan's heart, all the mistakes were caused by her.