What kind of person is she?

Inferiority? Suffering? Consumed?

Nervous breakdown, self-doubt?

So many words huddled together, as if to mock her incompetence.

The warm light gradually blurred in her eyes, Ji Shaotang lowered his head, rubbed his eyes with his right index finger, and said, "Maybe, very bad person." ”

"Do you cry when you're sad or depressed?"

The consultation room was quiet and good for contemplation.

She couldn't remember the last time she cried.

Maybe after that crying, there was nothing to make her cry anymore, or maybe after that time, she didn't feel that she should cry for anything.

"I ...... About a year ago. ”

"Tears are the most direct way to express emotions, you cry with excitement when you are happy, and you cry sadly when you are sad. There are many ways to vent emotions, but I have always felt that crying is the simplest and most effective way.

You can cry at any time, so, Dr. Ji, you've actually been suppressing your emotions and you're clearly aware of that.

Dr. Ji, I have heard your name a long time ago, and your director, he values you very much, saying that you are a rare genius. 'Genius surgeon' – that's what he says about you.

There are more than 7 billion people in this world, each and every one of them is an individual, you are you, and there may be people who are a little like you in some parts, but no one will be you.

I've heard a lot about you, and I have the impression that you've always been confident and independent. Although you may have problems communicating, in your own world, you are very good. ”

Ji Shaotang stared at the tips of his fingers, not believing Cheng Jianqiu's words, the Ji Shaotang in Cheng Jianqiu's mouth was different from the self she knew. She was silent for a while, then looked down at her belly: "Doctor Cheng, I'm pregnant." ”

With a "click", the metal pen that Cheng Jianqiu was holding in his hand fell on the table.

It's rare for a psychiatrist to be in front of his own patients.

Ji Shaotang's eyes changed direction with the dropped pen, and Cheng Jianqiu picked up the pen and put it in the notebook.

"How long?"

"It's been about two months."

Now it's Cheng Jianqiumeng's turn. More than two months ago, He Yanshen's condition worsened and he was almost unable to live a normal life, at that time, he was still in the mood to make a villain?

Could it be that Ji Shaotang's consultation some time ago was really just for his friends? Is she related to He Yanshen? Cheng Jianqiu doubted his guess for the first time.

But let him ask, it's about the patient's privacy, and it's really hard to ask.

Concealer is really in a dilemma.

"Is it convenient for the child's father to accompany you for consultation?" Cheng Jianqiu tried to be as tactful as possible.

Ji Shaotang shook his head and didn't explain much.

"Are you afraid that depression will affect this child?"

Ji Shaotang nodded, all her reactions now were nodding or shaking her head.

Cheng Jianqiu said "um", "Now I'll ask you a few questions, and you can answer me." ”

"Does this kid matter to you?"

She never thought about it.

He Yanshen let her go to hell, if he knew that Ji Shaotang was pregnant with a child for him, he would definitely not want it.

This is a child who is not expected by his own father, will the mother feel important?

"I don't know." She replied very honestly.

Cheng Jianqiu: "Okay, now I'll give you time, you can think about the question I just asked you, and then we'll continue the next procedure after you think about it." ”

"Okay." Ji Shaotang contacted Cheng Jianqiu as soon as he found out about the problem, and the more reason was indeed not for himself, but for this child. So, now she doesn't know how important children are to her, it's too wooden.

Cheng Jianqiu obviously thought of this.

About twenty minutes later, Cheng Jianqiu spoke: "Have you figured it out?" ”

"Important." Her voice sounded hoarse.

"In that case, I don't recommend you to use medicine, we use physical therapy. Can you tell me what makes you feel like something is wrong with you, or, to put it another way, what has been your biggest mood swing over the past week? You just need to answer the aspect, not say what it is. ”

The warm light made Ji Shaotang a little sleepy, and her hoarse voice sounded uncomfortable like an old broken radio: "Emotional." I opened an email that I hadn't seen in a long time, and someone sent me an email telling me to go to hell. Soon after, I borrowed the phone of someone who was important to me, and the first thing he asked me was, 'Did you get the email?' ’”

He Yanshen's words seemed to be from hell still in his ears, and Ji Shaotang could still remember the feeling of chills all over his body when he heard those words.

Cheng Jianqiu: "So this email that made you feel very emotionally volatile was sent to someone important to you?" ”

Ji Shaotang does not doubt him.

Cheng Jianqiu typed key words on the computer and said, "Does this person have anything to do with your child?" Or, conflict? ”

Ji Shaotang hesitated.

From the conversation with He Yanshen, Cheng Jianqiu could hear how much he loved his wife, if He Yanshen's wife was really Ji Shaotang, He Yanshen would not say such a thing. Even if everyone in this world lets Ji Shaotang go to hell, this person will never be He Yanshen. On the contrary, he came to pull her out of hell.

"Yes, he ...... It's the father of my children. ”

"Are you sure he sent that email?"

After He Yanshen finished saying that, she only felt like she was falling into an ice cave, and she didn't read the new email. When Cheng Jianqiu asked like this, she was a little suspicious again.

"You should make sure that he has sent you an email and that the message in the email corresponds to that one. If not, then you have misunderstood the father of your child. ”

"I'm suggesting that your child's father can accompany you during the consultation, which is good for you and the child, and if it's really inconvenient, there's no way."

He Yanshen will not accompany her, and Ji Shaotang is always blindly confident in this.

He Yanshen told her a few hours ago: "You haven't tried, how do you know that no one is on your side" She didn't take it to heart at all.

I tried, but I couldn't help myself.

In the matter of not having confidence in herself, she is always blindly confident.

It sounds, like a joke.

Cheng Jianqiu glanced at the time, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening. "That's the end of today's consultation, you can go back and confirm again, and I will reply to your text message at any time. It's late, so let's have something to eat first. ”

Ji Shaotang raised his hand to pin the scattered hair behind his ears and asked, "Doctor Cheng thinks that I will leave this child in this state, okay?" ”

"If I were a physiology doctor, I wouldn't let you stay, but I'm your psychiatrist, this child, it's good for you to keep it. If you want to cure yourself of your illness, perhaps he will be your comfort. ”