In his opinion, a very simple thing, He Yanshen insisted on complicating it, he was in pain, and Ji Shaotang was also in pain.

In his opinion, it is not necessary.

Don't persuade others to be kind without others suffering.

One wrong step, one wrong step.

If He Yanshen made his true position clear from the beginning, stood on Ji Shaotang's side, and unconditionally supported her, spoiled her, and loved her, then with He Yanshen behind her, would Ji Xibai look down on her and humiliate her again and again? Will Zhao Lan abandon her? Will Ji Shaotang have low self-esteem so much that he thinks that the whole world has forgotten her, and thinks that the whole world dislikes her?

No one can be sure of this.

Grief and pain are largely not brought by others, but by oneself. Ji Shaotang made himself unhappy under extreme internal friction, even if He Yanshen took the entire Huaxi to support her, there was no way to cure it.

The evening breeze blew away the light clouds, the stars twinkled in the blue night, and the sky was so gentle that it could embrace all the scattered clouds.

Ji Shaotang walked past the small shop where he had eaten noodles in the evening breeze, walked across the viaduct that he had never stood on, overlooked the lights in the city, and felt the warm fireworks in the world.

She passed by a flower shop, and there was an advertisement for "cemetery consultation" posted at the door of the flower shop, and there was a neat "B City Daily" on the wrought iron shelf in front of her, and a news item with red letters on a white background looked particularly eye-catching: "On July 21, the city's first high-quality artificial intelligence development group has been recorded, and it was revealed that the company will pay more attention to the medical aspect, and experts revealed that the group may develop cancer isolation drugs." ”

Further on, there are rows of small succulents on several wooden shelves, which look extremely cute.

The combination of this billboard and the newspaper is somewhat ironic, talking about the possibility of the most incurable disease of mankind being controlled, and on the other hand, talking about the cemetery consultation, how contradictory it is to put life and death together.

Ji Shaotang retracted his gaze and continued to walk forward.

It was getting darker and darker, and there were fewer pedestrians on the road, and the occasional passerby was in a hurry to go home.

The more fast-paced people are, the more they have no sense of belonging, and the more they want to go home early in a big city full of high-rise buildings, and only stay in their own world.

Ji Shaotang had heard these words in the nurses' chat room before, and she didn't think so when she first heard it, she didn't feel this way, she just wanted to be at peace with what she encountered. The idea of what comes is safe has always influenced her thoughts

Seeing that they were in such a hurry and didn't have time to stop and look at the scenery in front of her, she was a little embarrassed.

There are too many people in this world who have a more difficult life than her.

Isn't that what some people mean when they feel sorry for themselves and don't get what they want, and when some people are still worried about what they will eat tomorrow?

She didn't know where she was going, she didn't know where she was, she just wanted to walk around, to see the scenery she had overlooked, to see the ordinary life she didn't have.

What Ji Shaotang saw, He Yanshen who was passing by, followed and watched it once.

He saw the daily newspaper of City B, saw the news, saw the advertisement for the cemetery consultation, and bought a pot of cute bear boys.

He also stood on the viaduct and watched the night of the city, which is different from what he sees from the floor-to-ceiling windows of an office building.

Ji Shaotang was confined to his own small world, He Yanshen was trapped in the office of a high-rise building, one was a frog at the bottom of the well, and the other was an eagle who was willing to tie himself up, breaking his wings in the high-rise building.

The human world brought them together, and the fireworks brought mankind together,

Reproduction keeps humanity alive.

He Yanshen was glad that Ji Shaotang was just walking forward and would not look back, she didn't care about the way she came.

At the same time, he was a little sad, as long as she turned around, even once, she could see him, he was always there.

Ji Shaotang looked back, and He Yanshen's appearance could be in the depths of her pupils.

But she just wouldn't look back.

He Yanshen gradually put his mind at ease, followed behind Ji Shaotang generously, and followed her movements.

They passed by the People's Hospital again, and Ji Shaotang only glanced at the hospital's unique LOGO a few times, and then turned around decisively and left here. After earning half of the city, Ji Shaotang was probably really tired, sat on the bench on the side of the road for a few minutes, was in a daze, and then returned the same way.

This night, He Yanshen's WeChat steps were the most in his past six months.

As soon as Ji Shaotang entered the house with his front foot, He Yanshen followed him with his back foot.

"Have you eaten dinner?" He Yanshen asked her.

Ji Shaotang glanced at him and didn't answer the question, she didn't want to quarrel anymore, she was too tired.

He Yanshen didn't get an answer, went to the kitchen to warm a glass of milk for her, and took a bag of bread: "Go to bed early after eating." ”

At this time, he didn't know what Ji Shaotang had misunderstood.

Ji Shaotang stared at the milk and bread on the table, with silent emotions flowing in his eyes, it's all at this time, why bother to be hypocritical. She turned around and went to the living room, poured herself a glass of warm water, drank it in small sips, and ate a piece of pumpkin-flavored bread before returning to her room.

It doesn't matter if you're hungry, you can't just be next to another little life in your belly.

Cheng Jianqiu is right, she is willing to take the initiative to say that she is depressed, to a large extent, it is for the sake of the child's face, from this point, she already attaches great importance to this child.

If you ask me what I mean by being a mother, action is the best answer.

Before going to sleep, she soaked the milk orange in goat milk powder and some kitten cat food.

He Yanshen sat on the sofa and watched her enter her room before retracting his gaze.

Yang Xiu said that the most important thing to know when he likes is what he is good at and how to make a good method.

He Yanshen always thought that Ji Shaotang must be willing to watch the people who hurt her be punished one by one, so he tried his best to get back those grievances for her.

In fact, what she lacks is not material, but love, companionship and trust.

For example, waiting for her to come home, preparing gifts or delicacies for her, accompanying her to pet cats or watching panda cubs, these do not take a lot of time and money.

He Yanshen said that when he took Ji Shaotang to sweep the tomb, it was a somewhat cloudy weather.

He wrapped Ji Shaotang in a thin black windbreaker, took her hand, and walked up the steps of the cemetery step by step, Ji Shaotang followed behind and felt confused.

He Yanshen's temperament changed suddenly, he didn't say anything very excessive to her, and he wouldn't say that he would treat her as a stand-in, although he didn't finish dating, he was always in an ambiguous period.

For example, now, He Yanshen is holding her with her right hand, holding a bouquet of champagne roses in her left hand, walking on the mountain road without anyone, with the wind whistling in her ears, and the touch from He Yanshen's dry and warm palm on the back of her hand, it is a little warm.

Ji Shaotang stepped on the stone steps of the cemetery, listening to the sound of footsteps, with a sense of regularity.

Rows of neatly arranged tombstones stand upright on both sides, too numerous to count.