Why did he forgive Zhao Yang later, probably because she finally contacted him when she was about to despair, and he rushed to her side as soon as possible, ignoring her blood-stained embarrassment and carrying her to a nearby black clinic.

It was definitely the worst experience of Nansheng's life, as the doctor shredded the dead fetus in her womb without using any anesthetic and removed the lifeless fragments.

In the dimly lit small clinic, Nan Sheng smelled all the smell of blood, and she couldn't remember whether she was crying because of the pain, only the "click" and "click" sounds in her ears.

When she walked out of the clinic with a pale face, she saw Zhao Yang across the road tearing his hair with both hands. She walked across the silent road to him and reached out to hit him. Zhao Yang raised his head, revealing a pair of crying, red eyes, and then hugged her tightly without waiting for Nan Sheng to open his mouth to speak.

He choked up and apologized to her, saying that he was incompetent and couldn't even get the money for the anesthetic. He said that he was afraid, that Nan Sheng's heart-rending cry could be heard across the road so far, that he was a bastard, and that he should not choose to escape because he was afraid, and chose to let Nan Sheng face such a bad change alone.

Nan Sheng, who was full of resentment, and Nan Sheng, who wanted to break up, chose to forgive because of Zhao Yang's isolated and helpless, child-like fear and self-blame. She had just undergone minor surgery and sat on the back seat of the second-hand bicycle he had bought and was taken back to the rental house by him.

He helped her make the bed, helped her wash the dirty clothes and pants she had changed, and then half-knelt at the head of the bed to apologize to her, slapping himself as he spoke, he swore that he would never treat Nan Sheng in that way again, swore that he would be good to Nan Sheng for the rest of his life, and would never let Nan Sheng suffer a second injury. He helped Nan Sheng take a leave of absence, and would go to the rental house every day to help Nan Sheng make soup, but until the rent was due, he didn't move his things back.

Disappointed?

Disappointed!

At that time, Nan Sheng had already realized that Zhao Yang was not a man worthy of being entrusted for life, he had neither responsibility nor courage, and the only thing he could think of in the face of emergencies and difficulties was to escape. But at that time, Nan Sheng also fell into a dead end, and the constraints of morality and tradition made her think that it was impossible for her to marry another man except Zhao Yang, and no man could accept her past and accept that she had a flawed life.

It was based on her immature ideas that she had a ten-year marriage with Zhao Yang, and there were many betrayals in this ten-year marriage.

She knows very well what kind of person Zhao Yang is, but she naively thinks that time can make him mature, and marriage and family can teach him to take responsibility and give him the courage to take responsibility. But it turns out that the more you look forward to it, the more disappointed you will be, and the more you pay hard, the deeper the damage you get.

A wrong relationship should be ended in the right way.

This marriage, Nan Sheng is divorced.

When he went to pick up Zhao Fan in the afternoon, Nan Sheng unexpectedly received a text message from Zhao Yang, he said, "Nan Sheng, can we start again?" ”

Nan Sheng stared at that sentence for a long time, and finally sent a question mark.

"I don't want our family to fall apart like this." Zhao Yang said: "Things have come to this day, and it is not all my responsibility.

I don't want to cheat, I don't want to betray, I don't want to be a scumbag. Nansheng, I also want to love you well, and I also want to put you in my heart, so that you can fill my heart to the full. ”

Nan Sheng hadn't heard such hypocritical words for a long time, she chewed repeatedly, thinking about what Zhao Yang's purpose was when he suddenly said this.

I was about to reply, but the message came again.

"Nansheng, can you help me, you help me fall in love with you!"

Nan Sheng laughed, it was the first time she had seen this kind of help. Help him fall in love with himself? What will she do to make him fall in love with her? It's hard to cut out his heart and chop himself up and put it in.

Ridiculous, it's ridiculous, this kind of inexplicable words Nan Sheng didn't know how Zhao Yang, a man in his thirties, came up with it.

Nan Sheng laughed for a long time, laughing until his lungs hurt, and laughing until the passers-by around him were looking at him, so he picked up his mobile phone and pretended to be concerned and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"I feel very uncomfortable." For her, the married wife, Zhao Yang really made no secret of it, and said everything: "Why choose?" Why do you have to give up? Why can't I have someone who loves me and someone I love at the same time! ”

"Because the person who loves you can't tolerate you falling in love with another woman."

"Nan Sheng, I tried hard, I tried to make myself fall in love with you, I tried to fill my heart with you, but Nan Sheng, I can't help it."

"It's my fault, it's my inability to make you fall in love with me." Nan Sheng gritted his teeth and spelled word by word: "I figured it out, I am willing to fulfill your love with her, and when you come back from Zhanjiang, you will accompany me to go through the formalities." You can rest assured that even if you are divorced, you are still the father of the child. ”

"I don't want a divorce!" Zhao Yang said: "I'm tired and don't want to type, let's talk on the phone." ”

Nansheng didn't want to talk to him on the phone because she couldn't hide the emotion in her voice. Looking at the phone call that had already been called, she directly refused.

"I'll pick up the kids."

"He hasn't finished school yet." Zhao Yang said: "Take it, I'll just say a few words." ”

Nan Sheng was trying to find another excuse, Zhao Yang's call had already come in, and in order to appease him, Nan Sheng could only reluctantly pick it up by himself.

"Hey!"

"Do you know how I've been these days?"

This sudden questioning made Nan Sheng stunned, and subconsciously replied: "I don't know!" ”

"You don't know, you never know. Nan Sheng, I'm your husband, you never thought of caring about me? ”

"How do you want me to care about you?" Nan Sheng looked at the traffic on the main road: "Before you sent me a message, my phone number was lying on your blacklist. ”

"Why did I block you, it's not because you always lose your temper with me and mess with me for no reason."

"Shouldn't I lose my temper, shouldn't I make trouble?"

"Nansheng, why are you so stupid, you can't think about it from a different angle." Zhao Yang said angrily: "The more you mess with me, the more I annoy you, the more I want to be with her." You've read so many books, you've written so many books, you can't learn from the people in the books. ”

"What are you asking me to learn? learned Gongdou novels, openly called her sister and sister, and secretly gave her a little crane top red. Learn the house fight novel, first generously allow you to take a concubine, and then take advantage of your absence at home to kill her, or find someone to sell her teeth. Or do you let me learn horror novels, first give you a Hongmen banquet, and then give her a singing voice in the middle of the night, and her body is in a different place. ”

Zhao Yang laughed, laughing extremely loudly, and he said, "Nansheng, are you stupid, who let you learn this." ”

"And what do you want me to learn?" Nan Sheng's voice became colder: "You can't ask me to bless you generously, and then say, you live with her first, and then come home when you can't go on, me and the child will always be your warm harbor." ”