"Zhao Yang, what do you mean? You're holding on to my past, aren't you? If you feel that you can't accept it, you can say it directly in front of me, don't let me give you all my true heart, only to know that you dislike me from the bottom of your bones and look down on me. ”

"I'm just asking, why should you?"

"You asked casually, but do you know that your question is equivalent to sticking a knife in the tip of my heart." Julie covered his heart: "What do you want me to do?" When I was with them, I didn't know you. Even if I knew, I wouldn't dare to rush into your life. You have a wife, you have children, your family seems so happy, how do you let me get close to you, how do you confess my heart to you. Yes, I ended up being the particularly unbearable character in your marriage to your wife, but if there is no response from you, how dare I. ”

"Lilly." Zhao Yang had a headache: "Let's not talk about this, okay?" ”

"Why not? If you can't solve the problem in your heart, no matter how long we are together, it will eventually evolve into a couple. Zhao Yang, I don't know what you think of me, but as a person, I've experienced too many false feelings, I'm tired, I'm really tired, I just want to find someone I love and love me, and live a good life. ”

"Do you love me?" Zhao Yang asked.

"Love, if I don't love, I can't be with you." Zhu Lili hugged Zhao Yang: "Look at how much I have been wronged because I am with you, and how much abuse I have endured from your wife, if it is not because I like it, if it is not because of love, why should I abuse myself so badly." ”

"You can rest first, I'll go out and play a game." Zhao Yang broke Zhu Lili's hand.

"It's still early, I'll accompany you."

"You don't understand that game when I play it."

"I work, in the living room, can I be with you." Zhu Lili was about to pounce on Zhao Yang, but Zhao Yang subconsciously took half a step back.

"Okay, you work, I play. Don't worry, I don't play for a long time, an hour at most. I just have something in my heart, and I don't have a particularly good grasp of the project of the Ninth Hospital, which is a little annoying. ”

"I know, like you, I'm under a lot of pressure." Zhu Lili said: "Zhao Yang, do you think we can succeed?" ”

"Whether you can succeed or not, you are like me, we have no way back." Zhao Yang poured out a cigarette: "I gambled not only on my entire net worth, but also on online loans and credit cards, if I fail, I will not start all over again, but a failure, it is very likely that I will not be able to turn over in this life." ”

Julili's eyes changed suddenly, and it was an expression that he was thinking about the way forward. Although her expression revealed everything, because Zhao Yang's mind was not on her, she could have plenty of time to cover it up.

"Don't think about it so much, the more you think about it, the more pressure you have. I will work hard with you, and we will do our best and obey the destiny of God. ”

"Okay, let's work together." Zhao Yang reached out and hugged Zhu Lili, pulled out a chair, and sat down in front of the computer.

When the game started, he glanced at the message on his phone, and his heart instantly cooled by half a minute.

"Zhao Yang, what do you mean? You're holding on to my past, aren't you? If you feel that you can't accept it, you can say it directly in front of me, don't let me give you all my true heart, only to know that you dislike me from the bottom of your bones and look down on me. ”

"I'm just asking, why should you?"

"You asked casually, but do you know that your question is equivalent to sticking a knife in the tip of my heart." Julie covered his heart: "What do you want me to do?" When I was with them, I didn't know you. Even if I knew, I wouldn't dare to rush into your life. You have a wife, you have children, your family seems so happy, how do you let me get close to you, how do you confess my heart to you. Yes, I ended up being the particularly unbearable character in your marriage to your wife, but if there is no response from you, how dare I. ”

"Lilly." Zhao Yang had a headache: "Let's not talk about this, okay?" ”

"Why not? If you can't solve the problem in your heart, no matter how long we are together, it will eventually evolve into a couple. Zhao Yang, I don't know what you think of me, but as a person, I've experienced too many false feelings, I'm tired, I'm really tired, I just want to find someone I love and love me, and live a good life. ”

"Do you love me?" Zhao Yang asked.

"Love, if I don't love, I can't be with you." Zhu Lili hugged Zhao Yang: "Look at how much I have been wronged because I am with you, and how much abuse I have endured from your wife, if it is not because I like it, if it is not because of love, why should I abuse myself so badly." ”

"You can rest first, I'll go out and play a game." Zhao Yang broke Zhu Lili's hand.

"It's still early, I'll accompany you."

"You don't understand that game when I play it."

"I work, in the living room, can I be with you." Zhu Lili was about to pounce on Zhao Yang, but Zhao Yang subconsciously took half a step back.

"Okay, you work, I play. Don't worry, I don't play for a long time, an hour at most. I just have something in my heart, and I don't have a particularly good grasp of the project of the Ninth Hospital, which is a little annoying. ”

"I know, like you, I'm under a lot of pressure." Zhu Lili said: "Zhao Yang, do you think we can succeed?" ”

"Whether you can succeed or not, you are like me, we have no way back." Zhao Yang poured out a cigarette: "I gambled not only on my entire net worth, but also on online loans and credit cards, if I fail, I will not start all over again, but a failure, it is very likely that I will not be able to turn over in this life." ”

Julili's eyes changed suddenly, and it was an expression that he was thinking about the way forward. Although her expression revealed everything, because Zhao Yang's mind was not on her, she could have plenty of time to cover it up.

"Don't think about it so much, the more you think about it, the more pressure you have. I will work hard with you, and we will do our best and obey the destiny of God. ”

"Okay, let's work together." Zhao Yang reached out and hugged Zhu Lili, pulled out a chair, and sat down in front of the computer.

When the game started, he glanced at the message on his phone, and his heart instantly cooled by half a minute.

He knew that Zhu Lili was not Nan Sheng, and she couldn't be as consistent with herself as Nan Sheng, but he didn't expect Zhu Lili to be so distracted from him. The project of the Nine Courtyards had just begun, and she couldn't wait to put money in her pocket, and it was still the money he borrowed from the platform.

Is this the true face of the woman who said she wanted to work with him and loved him?

Looking at the bills provided by the department's finance, he couldn't help but clench his palms into fists.

"Zhao Yang, your game has begun!"

Julili is not a little weak-hearted, from the time the two of them met until now, she has behaved as usual. Nan Sheng is right, like Zhu Lili, the psychological quality is stronger than that of ordinary women. Qian Ti went away for several days, not only did she not say a word, but she was still the same as when she was in Songxian, looking for opportunities to get tired of him when she went to work, and she would take the initiative to discuss the progress of her work with him all day when she got off work. At night, it turns into a clingy snake.

If he hadn't had this bill, he would have thought he had gone back in time and returned to the "happy" time he had ever had. But Luocheng is not Songxian, and the Ninth Hospital is not the maternity hospital in Songxian, and he is not the vice president of marketing who received a salary of more than 10,000 yuan a month, and every money he gave her and spent on them was borrowed.

She knew that he was in financial distress, and she knew that he was relying on borrowing money to maintain the operation of the Ninth Academy project, but she still didn't care about it...... Zhao Yang slammed the table hard, so frightened that Juli quickly covered his heart.

"What's wrong? What are you doing pounding the table? ”

"Lilly, there's something I want to ask you."

"Ask, what's the matter?"

"I-" Zhao Yang looked at Zhu Lili, a little unable to open his mouth. In addition to having a little nostalgia for Julili in his heart, it is also because he still needs Julili now, and he needs Julili to contribute to him in this project.

At this time, Zhao Yang obviously fell into a fatal emotional misunderstanding again. Intellectually, he knew that Julie could not be trusted, but subconsciously he still regarded Julili as a woman who could be liked and even changed. But Julili, from beginning to end, just wanted to get some benefits from him, and he didn't care about his life or death at all.

His little illusion about Julil made him have a little luck with the project they jointly managed, and the future of the two of them, and it was this luck that made him fall deeper into the pit.

Only a week later, Zhu Lili once again took advantage of his relationship with Zhao Yang's abnormal couple to take three thousand yuan from the department's accounts, and the rest of the money was not enough to support the department's current expenses. He approached Julie and asked straight about money.

"Three thousand dollars, you came to me for three thousand dollars, and you still use this tone? Zhao Yang, is it in your heart, my Juli is not as important as the three thousand yuan? ”

When he heard Zhao Yang mention the three thousand yuan, Zhu Lili's original face finally changed.

"Money, money, money, every time you're with me, you'll mention this. Zhao Yang, are you with me and have nothing else to do except discuss money? ”

"Do you think I want to talk to you about money? I don't want to mention these material things, but Julie, we need money now. You know better than anyone else what kind of financial situation I have, where does the money I give to finance come from? You also borrow money, and you also know how high the interest rate of those platforms is on a daily basis. Lili, not only can't I afford to gamble, but I can't afford to lose. I beg you, count me begging you, for the sake of the two of us for the common future, you don't hide from me anymore, okay? ”

This marriage