"Is that what you think in your heart?" Listening to Zhu Lili's words, Zhao Yang's heart was cold.

"What's in my mind?" Julie was puzzled.

"You think that if I divorce Nan Sheng, I shouldn't care about her anymore, you think that if I divorce Nan Sheng, I shouldn't care about the children's affairs, you think that if I divorce Nan Sheng, I should pay all my attention to you and your daughter, you think so, right?"

"Am I wrong to think so? Now that you have divorced Nan Sheng, and since you have chosen me, then you should not be involved with her anymore. If you continue to be involved with her, you just don't consider my feelings, and you don't treat me wholeheartedly. Zhao Yang, she and the child are just your past, and me and Jiajia are your future. ”

"You've changed, Julie you've changed."

"What have I changed?"

"Remember what you told me when we first got together?"

"What did I say?"

"You said that after you divorced your ex-husband, your ex-husband never took care of you again, you said that he was ruthless, and that he didn't care about the relationship with you. You also said that your ex-husband did not allow you to see your daughter because he was worried that she would have too close contact with you, the biological mother, which would affect her relationship with her stepmother and affect his current family. You cry and ask me, is it that men are so ruthless, and when they have a new person, they forget the old one. I said I wouldn't, you said I was a good man, that I was a good man that was hard to find in the world, and that it was for this reason that you would choose me and be with me willingly. ”

"I didn't lie to you, my ex-husband really didn't take care of me, so my life with my daughter was so difficult." Julie said: "It is true that he did not allow me to visit my daughter, and it is for this reason that I chose to bring the child over and take the child with me." My daughter was conceived and born in October, no matter how hard and tired I am, I have to take it myself, so I am reluctant to let her call other daughters mothers, and I will be filial to other women in the future. ”

"Is there any difference between your position and Nansheng's?" Zhao Yang said: "It's different, because you have changed from a victim to an imposing victim. When your ex-husband is ruthless to you, you feel that it is your ex-husband's fault, and you feel that you are the most pitiful and innocent woman in the whole world. You can't wait to talk to every man you have met, your grievances, and your ex-husband's cold-blooded ruthlessness. ”

"But when this victim becomes Nansheng, you think that she deserves no one to take care of her, she should be self-reliant, and her ex-husband should spoil you, love you, and serve you and your daughter all for the sake of you." Zhao Yang looked at Zhu Lili: "Is this what I like about you?" Is this who you really are? ”

"Yes, I admit it, I admit that these are the true thoughts of my heart." Julie patted his heart: "I was wrong in the past, and I misunderstood my ex-husband." It's right for him to ignore me, not let me see my children, and not get involved with me, because when you really love someone, if you really want to be responsible for a woman, for the sake of a family, you shouldn't contact your ex. ”

"At that time, I didn't understand, I only thought about myself but not my ex-husband's situation, I didn't really think about him from his standpoint. It wasn't until I met you that I realized it was my mistake. I swear, since I was with you, I never resented my ex-husband, I felt that he was the real man. ”

"Zhao Yang, it's because I understand that I was wrong in the past, and now I don't want the same mistake to happen to you. I want to tell you from my experience that the best way to treat your ex is to disappear from her life completely. It's okay if she's doing well or not, the moment you complete the divorce procedures with you, you no longer have a relationship, and you don't need to be responsible for each other anymore. Zhao Yang, you look into my eyes, every word I say to you now is serious. ”

"Am I wrong about that?" Zhao Yang pinched the cigarette butt: "The reason why I was with you at the beginning was that I didn't think it was easy for you, and I didn't think it was easy for you to make a living as a single woman with a child." I thought you had experienced something similar, you could understand me better, be considerate of me, even if I was with you, even if I divorced Nansheng, you could be a perfect woman who was different. Now, you tell me that you are wrong, so what is the difference between me and you, and between you and your ex-husband. ”

"It doesn't make a difference, you are you, my ex-husband is my ex-husband, and you are two people who can't be beaten by eight poles."

"Your ex-husband has a new family, and you and your daughter have become redundant. I chose to divorce Nan Sheng for your sake, and Nan Sheng and my two sons became redundant. Zhao Yang muttered: "It turns out that what Nan Sheng said is right." ”

"What did Nan Sheng say?"

"The reason I'm with you is to help you and help you get out of your previous life. I thought that whether we could form a new family or not, you could be a normal woman again, a woman who didn't have to move between women anymore. Zhao Yang lowered his head: "Nan Sheng said that I was naïve, that I couldn't save anyone, that I not only couldn't save anyone, but that I would push her and the child into hell." ”

Zhao Yang picked his hand: "I thought I could be the savior of you and your daughter, however, my heroic deeds were exchanged for my own wife and children." I thought I was great, but I turned out to be a great scumbag. ”

"Do you regret it?" Zhu Lili stared at Zhao Yang: "It's okay to regret it, you go back to Nan Sheng now, you tell her the words you just said to me again, maybe she will forgive you and remarry you." ”

"Remarriage?" Zhao Yang smiled dryly: "Do you think Nansheng collects garbage?" She loves me, but she doesn't love me without a bottom line. During the time I was with you, I did all the cruel things to her, how did you ask her to forgive me. ”

"Speaking of which, you still feel sorry for her, and you still can't bear her." Zhu Lili pulled Zhao Yang up from the sofa, "Since you feel sorry for her, you can't bear her, so you leave from me." Who am I, I'm Julie, I'm Julili, I'm the Julie who hurt me, and I'm not missing one more you. ”

"I'm not sorry for her, I'm ashamed of her." Zhao Yang shook off Zhu Lili: "I'm ashamed, can't I feel ashamed?" You're also a woman, why can't you stand in her shoes and think for me. ”

"What else can I think of you? You said you didn't want to hurt her, and I was willing to stand behind you and wait for you. You said that she has no income at home with her children, and everything I can help you save will be saved for you. Zhao Yang, you touch your own conscience and calculate, I have been with you for so long, how much money you have spent for me, and how little money you have spent for my daughter. I'm looking for a man, not for good-looking, but for life. But what about you, let alone life, even survival is barely enough. ”

"It's more expensive than spending, isn't it?" Zhao Yang took out his mobile phone and threw it on the coffee table: "Do the math yourself, see if I spend more money for you or for her during this time." If you have to measure my feelings for you with money, I can only say that I have a clear conscience for you, and I have a clear conscience for her. ”

This marriage