Chapter 283: Project Failure (2)

"Do you remember when you first got a salary increase and a promotion?"

"When?"

"It was when you went from Hangzhou to Kaifeng, when you were in Hangzhou, you were just an ordinary graphic designer, and your salary was only more than 3,000 per month, and then because of an opportunity, you went to Kaifeng. Do you remember why you went back to Kaifeng? Nan Sheng stared at Zhao Yang: "Because you want children, you miss me, you want to be closer to home." ”

"I've always thought like that, and until now, I still want to go home, to be away from home, to be close to my children."

"You've forgotten about it a long time ago." Nan Sheng shook his head lightly: "During that time, I lived in Hangzhou with my child, and we have been with you, but you think that the child is making trouble, and you think that it is stressful to live in Hangzhou with our mother and son." It just so happened that Mr. Chen introduced you to the work in Kaifeng, and you took me and the child back on the same train. ”

"I don't remember that you and the child came back first." Zhao Yang looked ahead, as if he was also caught in a memory.

"It's coming back together, if you don't believe me, you can check the record of your train ticket purchase." Nan Sheng pursed his lower lip, "I remember very clearly, when I was on the train, you told me to let me take the child back to Los Angeles first, you go to Kaifeng to take care of everything, and when the accommodation is arranged, you will pick me up with the child." Because it was inconvenient to take the child, when I got off the bus, my dad drove to the station to pick us up. ”

"I haven't always arranged it that way."

"Yes, you've always done that, and I'm sure you will. So I took my children back to my hometown, and I waited for you to call me every day, and this wait was almost two months. ”

"Two months later, you finally agreed to let me take the child to Kaifeng, but as soon as I got off the train, I felt that something was wrong with you. I stayed with my child for a week in Kaifeng, and you were very impatient to urge us to go. I thought you were in a new hospital and stressed, until you quit your job and went to Guangzhou, I didn't know that during that time, you betrayed our marriage. ”

"I regret it too." Zhao Yang touched his head: "If it had been controlled at the beginning, there might not have been these things later." ”

"Yes, what we are talking about now is not your shady extramarital relationship, but what kind of butterfly effect this relationship has caused on your career and your life. When you arrived in Kaifeng, you were already a planning director, your monthly salary exceeded the average housing price in Kaifeng, you were highly valued by the director, and you got along well with your colleagues in the hospital. ”

"It's true that you said that, I had considered settling in Kaifeng at the beginning. To be honest, it's a nice city, low consumption, and a livable city. ”

"It's entirely possible if you hadn't betrayed our marriage. At that time, the child was already more than three years old, and as long as you were stable in Kaifeng, we could send the child to a nearby kindergarten, and I could also enter the hospital to work with you. But you couldn't control yourself, because you provoked such a nonchalant woman, ruined your future, and fled from Kaifeng to Guangzhou in disgrace. ”

"Didn't I break it later?"

"Yes, you broke off with her and asked for my forgiveness, so your career began to be smooth sailing again. You went to Beijing Zhongde, where you completed another promotion in the workplace, and then we bought a house and a car, and returned to Los Angeles to settle down, and you successfully entered the Baima job. ”

"Zhao Yang, if it weren't for your second betrayal, you would have realized the so-called dream in your mouth. You have a car and a house, a hot kang for your wife and children, you can work at your doorstep, and most importantly, your salary is okay, and you are also valued by the hospital. ”

"The reason why I left Baima is not because the salary is too low and the pressure to repay the loan is too great."

"Zhao Yang, when you left Baima, the car loan had already been repaid." Nan Sheng exposed his lies: "With your work of more than 6,000 a month, it is easy to pay a mortgage of more than 2,000." I have my own job, and you don't have to worry about eating and drinking at home, where is your so-called pressure? ”

Zhao Yang continued to be silent.

"Of course, I was also at fault, I was wrong for not settling the account, you said that there was a lot of pressure to repay the loan, and I believed you. You said that you moved to a foreign country for a better life, and I have no doubts. Now that I think about it, it's not the mortgage that forced you to change jobs, it's not the car loan, it's not me and the children, it's that the woman you are looking for is your colleague. ”

"You're tired of that relationship, you want to end your relationship with her, but you don't know how to deal with it, you can only choose the way you're good at it - escape."

"Yes, I'll admit you're right, but my later job isn't good."

"Your job opportunities have always been good, and the reason why you have come to this point, in addition to being unreliable with you and low ability to work under pressure, is that you are not emotionally self-disciplined."

"I can't help it, I'm not afraid of hardship, I'm not afraid of being tired, I'm afraid of having no emotional support." Zhao Yang rubbed his face: "Nansheng, I remember what I told you, I need a little motivation to struggle, and this motivation is not my parents, not my children, nor my own future, but feelings." I need someone who loves me to support me, and I need someone I love to motivate me to keep fighting, growing and improving. ”

"You've found it." Nan Sheng looked at Zhao Yang with slightly mocking eyes: "You told me personally, you said that you liked Julili, and you said that you wanted to be with her." As your ex-wife, I have fulfilled you. Have you succeeded? ”

"I like her, but she-" Zhao Yang's face began to become ugly: "But she's not that kind of woman." ”

"Then you tell you, which woman you like is not such a woman?" Nan Sheng leaned on the cushion: "When you were studying, you liked Pingping, but Pingping, while hanging you, was ambiguous with Classmate Zhang, and also confessed to Classmate Ma." At that time, I was young, and I didn't know what it meant to be three days and four days, but now I understand it, but unfortunately I understand it a little later. ”

"She's really not good, didn't I chase you later." Zhao Yang looked up and smiled at Nan Sheng.

"Yes, you're chasing me instead, but I'm also the only one of the girls you actively pursue that you don't like. Why don't you like me, it's not because I'm different from them, I can't learn to go back and forth, I don't have the charm to play with men in the palm of my hand. ”

"It's not what you say." Zhao Yang denied it: "I don't know why I'm always attracted to that kind of woman." ”

"If Pingping is your first love, and you have no way to judge what she will look like after marriage, then the three women you found in marriage are exactly the same." Nan Sheng counted with him one by one: "Huang Guixiang, single, divorced, and has a son with her ex-husband to be raised by her ex-husband." When I met you, she was the junior of a colleague in your hospital, and at the same time she maintained an illicit relationship with a man named Xiao Hei. ”

"Baima's female colleague is unmarried, but when I met you, she already had a boyfriend who was talking about marriage. Do you know why I didn't suspect you at the time? Because in addition to working overtime, you will go home on time every day, because I underestimated human nature and underestimated the three views of some women, I thought that women with fiancΓ©s disdained to have ambiguous affairs with other people's husbands. ”

"Zhu Lili, like Huang Guixiang, is divorced, single, and has a daughter to be raised by her ex-husband. During the May Day holiday in 2019, she lived with her boyfriend in the dormitory, and went upstairs to serve your new love. ”

"Don't talk about it, I don't know what's going on with me." Zhao Yang pinched his head vigorously: "I don't know how I fell in love with this kind of woman again and again." ”

This marriage