Chapter 014: Pain Follows Me (Part I)

His son's words pierced Zhao Yang's heart, he didn't expect that the result of betraying his marriage would not only kill Nan Sheng, but also make him lose his own child. Looking at his son's hateful gaze, he couldn't say anything, so he could only silently turn around and leave.

As the car departed, the windows of the van were gently rolled up.

Zhao Yang, who left the cemetery, was like a zombie who had lost his soul, he staggered back home, leaning on the ground in the entrance decadently, covering his face with one hand, and just quietly motionless.

I don't know how long later, the doorbell outside rang, and he subconsciously stood up and called out Nansheng's name.

But it was Julili's voice coming from outside the door.

He didn't want to open the door, he didn't want to see Julie, at least not yet.

He just wants to stay quietly and think about his life from now on.

"Zhao Yang, I saw you coming back, will you let me in?"

"Why are you here?" Through the door, Zhao Yang asked weakly: "You go back first, I want to be alone and quiet." ”

"I'm here to do some errands, and I'm here to see you. Thanks to you telling me where your home is, I wouldn't have been able to find it yet. ”

"I'll tell you where my house is." Zhao Yang smiled: "Zhu Lili, do you think I did something wrong." ”

"What are you talking about, Zhao Yang, you let me in, can you let me in first?" Zhu Lili pressed the doorbell over and over again, and Zhao Yang leaned against the door panel motionless.

"I haven't divorced Nan Sheng yet, so I told you the address of my home. You say, if Nan Sheng knew about it, would she be angry? Also, I went to the cemetery and I saw her urn. The photo on the urn is still ten years old. ”

"Lili, she has been married to me for ten years, but in the past ten years, she has not even taken a photo of Zheng'er. In the past, she often mentioned to me that she wanted me to take her to take family photos. I felt bored and didn't say yes. Now, I want a family photo, but no one takes a picture of me. ”

"I'll take a picture of you." Julie said: "We will have our own home, and my children and I will accompany you to take family photos." Zhao Yang, don't be afraid, I will always be by your side. I beg you, will you open the door first? ”

"What are we going to do in the future?"

"We will be fine in the future, we will be very happy." Zhu Lili leaned against the door: "Zhao Yang, have you forgotten what I told you last night?" We change cities, change city life where no one knows us. Don't you like the South, then let's find a city with the sea. The Internet has no memory, and people are easy to forget, a year, no, half a year, only half a year, they will forget about it. We're only in our thirties, and we still have more than half of our lives to live, and we can start all over again. ”

"Really?"

"Yes, really." Zhu Lili cried through the door: "Zhao Yang, it's not your fault, love is not wrong, it's that she can't think about it, it's that she wants to torture you in this way." You can't be fooled, you can't let the rest of your life be controlled by her. She has ruined the first half of your life, and she can't ruin the second half of your life. Can you let me save you? ”

"Can you save me?"

"Yes, I can, as long as you believe in me, I will definitely be able to." Zhu Lili patted the door: "Zhao Yang, please, open the door." ”

Just when Juli wanted to give up, Zhao Yang opened the door. Julie instantly turned into Juliet and threw herself into Zhao Yang's arms, while Zhao Yang hugged her tightly.

At that moment, they seemed to be incarnated as the saddest heroes and heroines in the world, as if Nan Sheng's death had nothing to do with them.

"Lilly, can we really start all over again?"

"Yes, Zhao Yang, we will definitely come again." Julie held his face: "Nan Sheng's death was her own choice, why should she blame us?" You didn't hide her, you didn't drag her down, you didn't consume her, you also promised her that if you divorced, you could leave the house. It's her own fragility that she can't think about, it's her who left her children and doesn't ask, it's she who voluntarily gave up her marriage with you. Zhao Yang, it's not your fault, and it's not my fault. As you remember, her death had nothing to do with you or me. ”

Zhao Yang's eyes were empty, and he asked, "Really?" If that's the case, why does Fanfan resent me? ”

"He's still young, and when he grows up, he'll figure it out." Julie comforted him: "Let's leave first, and you will come back to pick him up when we are settled." You're his father, and he won't deny you. ”

"Then we'll leave first." Zhao Yang hugged her tightly: "Let's change the city and start all over again." We live our lives well, and we will never be separated again. ”

"Well, we're not apart, we're not apart again. The more they want us to have a good time, the more we have to prove to them that we can do well. Zhu Lili patted Zhao Yang twice on the back: "You haven't eaten yet, have you?" Otherwise, let's find a place to eat. ”

"I don't want to go out." Zhao Yang said: "I don't want to eat outside either. ”

"So what do you want to eat? I'll do it for you. ”

"Noodles, egg noodles." Zhao Yang sat paralyzed on the sofa: "I feel cold on my body, and I want to eat a bowl of hot." ”

"Then I'll go to the kitchen first, I don't know that there are no eggs at home."

"Go out and buy it." Zhao Yang said: "By the way, clean up the refrigerator." ”

"Got it." Julie walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, saw that there were eggs and vegetables, silently pondered, and said to the living room: "The refrigerator is empty, there is nothing." If you feel uncomfortable, go to the bedroom and take a rest, and I'll go down and sell vegetables for a few minutes. ”

"Tomato and egg noodles, the kind with soup."

Zhu Lili had just taken out the vegetables in the refrigerator, and when he heard Zhao Yang's words, he reluctantly responded: "I know, I'll buy it." ”

"There's a key on the table, take it yourself."

"You've given me all the keys to the house?"

"Temporary." Zhao Yang closed his eyes: "I won't live here, and neither will you." ”

"I know, you're afraid to see things and think about people." Juli swept the furnishings in the house: "This furniture and appliances are not very good, just change them when you go back." Paste an elegant wallpaper on the wall and change the decoration style. Even if you don't live in it, you can rent it out. How do you feel about using rent to pay off your loan? ”

"If you rent out the house, where will the children live?"

"Isn't this boss going to be with us, as for the little one, leave it to his grandparents to take care of and live with his grandparents. As for the house, when the loan is repaid, it will be transferred to the name of the eldest son, which is not a violation of the promise you gave her at the beginning. The two sons, you are in charge of the eldest and her parents are in charge of the younger, which is very fair. ”

"You mean, I don't care about the small ones?"

"I didn't mean that, I just said leave it alone for now." Julie returned to the couch and hugged his arm: "We have to take care of our lives first." Just taking the boss with you is enough to be stressful, where is there still the energy and spare energy to take care of the small one. ”

This marriage