"No, I didn't, I didn't want to ruin your life." Zhao Yang thought with an uneasy expression: "Nan Sheng, will you let me go?" ”

"You asked me to let you go, what about you, did you let me go!" With a question, the door of the ward opened, and Zhao Yang watched Nan Sheng rush to him: "You obviously have a lot of opportunities to let me go?" ”

Nan Sheng looked at him with four eyes: "Zhao Yang, we have been in love for five whole years. It's five years, not five months. You and I didn't marry on impulse, but we came together after we both thought it through. Five years, if you tell me before you get married, you have never loved me, and I will not be your wife in a vague way. ”

"I'm sorry, Nansheng I'm sorry, I didn't think it through at that time, I just think that the two of us have been together for so long, I should be responsible for you, and I should give you an explanation."

"I'm sorry, is that the end of it? Zhao Yang, that was the first half of my life. Nan Sheng said: "Responsible? Your so-called responsibility is to drag me into your marriage, give birth to two children, take a decade of youth, and then be kicked away by you when you are about to enter middle age, right? ”

"I didn't want to divorce you!" Zhao Yang closed his eyes and shouted: "Really Nansheng, I didn't want to divorce you." ”

"Well, you don't want to divorce me." Nan Sheng smiled and stepped back: "You don't want to divorce me, but you want to be outside." You don't want to divorce me, but you don't want to go back to your home, you don't have a wife, and you coax other women. Zhao Yang, tell me, what am I in your heart? ”

"I like her, I want to give her love." Zhao Yang said: "For you and the child, I just want to be responsible. Nansheng, I promised you that I would take care of the family's mortgage and the expenses of you and your children. It's that you don't want to, it's that you have to get things done this far. Nan Sheng, you can't complain about me, it's you who are too stubborn. ”

"Do I care about your money? Am I missing the mortgage you gave? Nan Sheng pointed at Zhao Yang: "If I am greedy for vanity, why should I marry you?" Zhao Yang, you have always known that all I ask for is to hold the hand of my son and grow old with my son. You don't have to hold my hand, you don't have to grow old with me, but you don't have to humiliate me in this way and get me out. But if you tell me clearly and clearly, I won't be so sad. ”

"What do you want me to tell you?" Zhao Yang sat up suddenly, "You let me tell you, I never loved you, I fell in love with someone else, and I want to divorce you!" ”

"Didn't you tell me that?"

"I said it, but after you found out. At that time, you already knew my relationship with her, and there was no difference between saying it and not saying it. ”

"No difference?" Nan Sheng smiled bitterly: "Zhao Yang, why do you have to deceive yourself." ”

"Who am I bullying?"

"Lie to yourself! You're all about yourself from start to finish. Nan Sheng said: "You don't say it, not because you don't know how to say it, and it's not because you take into account the feelings of me and my children, but because you are afraid, afraid of breaking the disguise of your good man and good husband, afraid that others will call you a scumbag." After I found out, I said that it was because you were already a scumbag, and you were already fearless. Packaging the reluctant behavior between you in the name of so-called true love can also give you a chance to survive in the dead end. ”

"You say yes, yes." Zhao Yang lowered his head: "No matter what, I did something wrong in this matter, I beg you to let me go." ”

"Why should I let you go? What qualifications do you have for me to let you go! ”

"I'm the dad of the kids." Zhao Yang pleaded: "Just for the sake of the two children, will you let me go?" Nan Sheng, you can't ignore the children, they were born in October when you conceived and gave birth, and you can't bear to watch them lose their father after losing their mother? ”

Seeing that Nan Sheng was silent, Zhao Yang said again: "I know that you have parents, and I also know that your parents are very good to the children, but Nan Sheng, your parents are old, and it is impossible for them to take care of the children all the time." Your brother has a small family of his own, and it is impossible for him to take care of the two children all the time. I can, I'm their dad, and I can raise them until they have the ability to live independently in this society. ”

"I don't believe you!" Nan Sheng stared at Zhao Yang's eyes, her eyes as red as her clothes.

"Trust me, you can try to trust me." Zhao Yang slapped his chest: "My relationship with the child is different from yours. They are my sons, my blood and bones, and I will never let anyone bully them. Nansheng, I can swear to your face that I will not marry Julie, nor will I marry any woman in this world. I promise, our son will not have a stepmother. Their mom is only one, it's you, it's always been you, and it's always been you. ”

"You swear? You promise? Do your oaths work? Do your guarantees work? Nan Sheng always stared at him: "Zhao Yang, you forgot, before you married me, you also swore to the sky and made a covenant with the earth." Also, in 2013, in that rental house in Beijing, you promised me over and over again that you would never make the same mistake again, that you would only have me alone for the rest of your life, and that you would definitely guard me and live a good life with my children. ”

"Six years, just six years, and you've forgotten everything." Nan Sheng hooked his chin: "You say, how do you make me believe you?" I'm guarding you by your side, watching you, and you don't even remember. I'm gone, will you remember? ”

"I must remember this time, will you believe me again? Once, just once. Zhao Yang had his eyes half-closed, not daring to look at Nan Sheng's face. He stretched out a finger tremblingly: "If I forget, you can take me away, in any way." ”

"That's what you said." Nan Sheng let go: "Zhao Yang, remember what you said today." ”

"Yes, I must remember." Zhao Yang kept nodding: "You are my wife, and you will always be." Don't worry, I won't leave you alone. Even if you get there, I'll burn you what I should burn for you. During the holidays, I will also take my children to see you. ”

"No, you don't." Nan Sheng stroked his injured shoulder: "I will come to see you." ”

As he spoke, his palm was forced, and when he pressed it down, Zhao Yang immediately screamed in pain.

"Smack!" With a bang, Zhao Yang opened his eyes suddenly.

On the top of his head, the hanging bottle glowing with color light came into his eyes, and the medicine in it was only a little bit of the bottle mouth. He endured the sharp pain in his shoulder, got up slightly, and shouted at the door of the hidden ward, "Is there anyone?" Is there anyone out there? It's time for me to change this medicine. ”

"It's time for the medicine to be changed?" A nurse with a tray walked in: "It's time to change, you wait, I'll call the doctor for you." ”

"Nurse!" Zhao Yang called out to her: "When you just came in, did you find out...... I mean, have you ever seen anyone coming out of my hospital room. My phone is gone. ”

This marriage