"Nope!" Zhao Yang avoided Zhu Lili's gaze: "How can there be a nurse who looks like Nan Sheng in this hospital?" Are you mistaken? If the nurse had just been there, I would have just called her to change my dressing. ”

"Didn't you?" Julie whispered, "Could it be that I'm hallucinating again." ”

"Hallucinations? What hallucinations? ”

"Nothing." Zhu Lili helped Zhao Yang tuck the corner of the quilt: "I went to the hospital for a check-up, and the doctor said that I was under too much mental pressure and prone to hallucinations." ”

"What do you see?"

"Nansheng! I saw Nansheng! Zhu Lili held Zhao Yang's hand: "Have you seen it too?" It's okay, it's okay to see it. I asked the psychiatrist and she said it was all normal and that we were so nervous that we saw it. ”

"Is it just because you're too nervous?" Zhao Yang thought in pieces.

"Zhao Yang, shall we leave Los Angeles?" Julie lay on the side of the bed: "When you are healed and discharged from the hospital, we will leave here and go to a city where no one knows us and start over." ”

"What about the child?"

"We'll go over first, and we'll come back to pick up the kids when we're settled." Zhu Lili looked up at Zhao Yang: "Take my daughter and your eldest son first." They are of the same age and can go to the same school. I've checked, and now there are similar extended hours in various places, let's find a school closer to home, and the two children take care of each other, so we don't have to worry about work, right? ”

"Where's Xiaobao?"

"Your little son is too young for us to take care of. I thought about it, if we can find a suitable job, if our salary is not bad, if there is any surplus in addition to the monthly expenses, we will pay all the children to the grandmother as child support. When the child is older and can take care of himself, or my daughter and your son are older and can help take care of this little brother, we will take him to our side. ”

"You mean to separate my two sons?"

"That's not what I meant, there's no way to do it. Zhao Yang, we must always take care of our own lives first. Zhu Lili said: "Even if you divorce Nansheng, the two brothers are different and want to separate." You told me before, that you have feelings for the eldest and that if we are together, you will bring your eldest son with you, and we will have both children. Even if Nan Sheng didn't die, even if he followed his mother, it wasn't his grandmother and grandfather who could actually take care of him. Nan Sheng, she always has to work, right? How can you go out to work with such a young child. ”

"Nan Sheng is gone." Zhao Yang said in a sullen voice: "The situation is different. ”

"It's different, at least you don't have to divorce her anymore."

"There's no need for a divorce." Zhao Yang said: "As a father, I can't leave my son unattended. ”

"What do you mean by that?"

"Nansheng is gone, I am the guardian of the two children, and I should take my children to live with us."

"What about my daughter?" Julie was anxious: "You mean to leave my daughter alone, don't you?" ”

"Your daughter's custody should be on your ex-husband's side, right?"

"It's on my ex-husband's side, but my daughter has always been raised by me and grew up with me."

"Your daughter still has a father, but my son only has a father."

"Zhao Yang, you-" Zhu Li stood up and sat down angrily: "Let's not discuss this first?" Let's go out first, get out of here first, settle down first, and then discuss the child's affairs slowly. If, I mean, if we really don't have the ability, I'll leave my daughter in the custody of my ex-husband for the time being, but I have a precondition that I can take my daughter over and live with me during the holidays. ”

"No problem!"

"There's no way I'm going to give up my career just because I'm taking care of a child. The youngest son is temporarily placed in foster care with his grandmother and grandfather, and will be picked up when he goes to kindergarten. ”

"Yes." Zhao Yang said: "I don't believe that you can take care of such a young child. ”

"So where are we going?" Zhu Lili asked Zhao Yang: "Tiannan Haibei, we always have to choose a city to settle in." ”

"Xi'an or Hainan." Zhao Yang closed his eyes: "Xi'an is the closest to Los Angeles, the transportation is convenient, whether you have something at home or something at home, we will drive back by ourselves." Hainan has good scenery and is a livable place, if you want to go farther, then choose Hainan. ”

"What about work? I think the most important thing in choosing a city is to work. Zhu Lili calculated: "Xi'an is good, but if Nansheng's family wants to trouble you, they can find us quickly." Hainan is a tourist city, the scenery is naturally good, but we can do our industry, I don't know what the prospect is. ”

"Good employment is average salary." Zhao Yang opened his eyes: "I have a cousin who settled in Hainan, and I planned to go to Hainan the year I graduated from university, but I didn't go because I considered the salary." ”

"Have you ever thought about taking Nansheng to settle in Hainan?"

"When I graduated from college, she was still my girlfriend, and I wanted to take her with me, isn't it normal."

"It's normal, but I don't want to go." Zhu Lili had a calm face: "I'm afraid that if I go to Hainan, you will see things and think about people, and you can't give up on her." ”

"She's dead, just because of those video messages you sent her, she couldn't stand the stimulation and died." Zhao Yang said emotionally: "Zhu Lili, it's all this time, you still have to deal with a dead man." ”

"I'm not scheming with her, I'm scheming with yours." Zhu Lili poked Zhao Yang's heart: "If she is still alive, I have nothing to fear, because I have confidence, confidence that your heart and eyes are all about me." But she's dead, how can you let me fight with a dead man, rob a dead man. Zhao Yang, in order to be able to be with you, I have paid too much. I don't want to lose, I can't lose, can you understand how I feel? ”

"And where do you want to go?"

"Let's go to Hangzhou, there are more opportunities there."

"We lived in Hangzhou for a year."

"You guys?"

"Yes, when we were old, we lived in Hangzhou for a year."

"What about going to Beijing and Shanghai?" Zhu Lili glared: "I almost forgot, you have also been to Beijing." Shanghai, you've been there too. ”

"If you care about that, there are a lot of cities we can't go to." Zhao Yang looked at her expressionlessly: "Nan Sheng and I have known each other since we were sixteen years old, if you count all of these, the two of us have been together for nearly twenty years." There is no way to erase and erase these times and experiences, and no matter how much you avoid them, you can't change a fact. She is my wife, my wife who has lived with me for many years. ”

"I'm not." Julie sniffed and said, "I'm a third party!" Since you care about her so much, why are you with me! ”

"Can you calm down, what I'm telling you is the facts, just the facts."

"Yes, facts, very facts!" Julie said hurriedly: "It's a fact that you and I can't change!" Zhao Yang, let's break up! ”

This marriage